GOT A JOB!!!

I'm finally gotten a job!! Yayyy!!! It's a purchasing assistant post at PIL....it's a job I like but e pay a bit off....but wat e heck!..its a gd start anyway... get e exp first ba.....startin work next mon....hopefully I wil impress them during my probation mths n make them wan 2 increase my pay....crossin my fingers....kekeke

Late late late news frm e Superstar...kekeke

It's been an emotion roller coaster these past wks....irene's been getting jealous n emotional over e slightest thing...but then we hav been trashin out our tots n feelings on stuff tt bother us...n we hav come up w solutions n assurance frm 1 another...so I guess time wil tell if our solutions works or not....

Been lazy 2 write my blog coz it's v screwed up...sometimes there isn't any words in e website...n now it's showin my Chinese characters....man it's goin haywire man...but then...its been a long time since I wrote...so I decide 2 come in n give my 2 cents worth on everything n anything...kekeke

Been sendin out massive emails 2 job listings...n got a few replies...v positive...goin 4 another interview later w e agency n 1 more on mon w e actual comp (its e same job)...n it's e job I lik...purchasing!!...like it since poly days...hope I wil like I even more when I'm in e job...n crave a great career 4 myself...

Anyway jus hope 4 e best n get e job asap..coz I dun wanna look ard anymore...1st not much time left...need e cash...2nd need e cash 4 my ROM n eventual weddin next yr...so I can secure tis job now...n rise up n increase in pay...then I should b doin great...n also my studies s well...hope it wil b smoother 4 e remaining modules...

Oh well...life's hasn't been fantastic but I'm taking it anyway...living my life at e moment...jus wan everything 2 run smoothly n no hiccups...n everyone's healthy n happy...it's tt simple...but it's e most diff thing to accomplish....cherish life n love yr loved ones 2 e fullest each day...

Same Old Nick...

Was pretty busy w sch n Irene (as usual...) 4 e past wks...was studying 4 my exams n was confident s e days went on...e last paper was e wrost...damn diff n little study materials....n e paper was also v tough.....haiz.....gotta leave it 2 e big man upstairs...

Anyway besides e exams, I kana 2 redo my assignment again!!! It's redoin e re-did e same assignment...haiz...SHIT!!!...anyway dun give a damn liao....only gonna do it on thurs or sth...

Ok ok, enough of e bad things...now e gd stuff....gd things also did happened 2 me of late...gd things are time spending w my wife...kekeke....eh...tt's abt it....kekeke....last sat I over her place 2 meet her folks...I was pretty calm n cool.....bought a walnut cake over...had dinner w them, watch some tv n left her place ard 2230...she was surprised y I can b so cool...coz its a my 1st time...kekeke....esp its meeting e parents...normally guys wil b v nervous n stuff...i also dun knw y...I was actu looking forward 2 goin...was more excited than nervous...was "questioned" by her mum....she was stern man...but I can still handle....kekeke...her dad was cool....v friendly...

Ok, so yst, she came over my place...she was more nervous than me....she was actu kinda nervous when I told her few wks back tt she can come over last sun....coz we arranged 2 meet ea other parents aft my exams....so sat was her pl n sun was my pl....anyway my folks was more cool n friendlier...kekeke...my dad did e questioning...he only asked abt her work...so I think she's relieved...she was afraid n speculating e qns they may ask...but only my dad asked so it's MORE than ok...kekeke...she was kinda scared of my mum coz I told her she's fierce n stuff..kekek...scare her off abit....but I think her mum more fierce...but I'm Mr Cool...hahahaha....oh she bought mini dumplings n a some swiss rolls over....v nice...

My mum also v cute...she told me next sat we're goin over my uncle's place 4 potluck...so I think she's hinting me 2 bring Irene along...kekeke...v cute rite...wan me 2 bring but dun wanna tell me...kuku...my auntie also...she told me during dinner time abt e same thing...then she ask Irene 2 go along...v gd...it turn out 2 b a gd outing at my place...

Then next sat she's goin 2 visit her granny's grave...so she asked me 2 go also...n her mum said ok...so I think we r v v v confirmed liao...goin 2 grandfolks' graves liao...it's a big issue man....

So I think e following mths, when there's family gatherin n stuff, we wil visit each other place 2 get 2 knw one's family better...it gonna b great man...hope there's no hiccups along e way...hope it was b gd n we can enjoy one another's company...

Hope more gd things will continue to happen 4 time 2 come...

Depression Mode...

Nth to do so I decide to write my blog….jus fnished revisin my Transport notes…damn sian….n also while waiting 4 irene’s call…may b meetin up w her later on….not sure…..

Feeling v depressed these past few days…dun know is it e exams which I have no confidence in passing or Irene…my mind is totally in a mess….think I’m getting e mentality of e xiao qiao or red eye monster again!!…I HATE TT FEELIN!!!….jus feel v lousy abt myself whenever I hear tt achievements by my lao po….feel kinda useless…haiz….damn depressed….so my mind keeps twirlin ard negative thoughts….ah ya!!…dun wanna talk abt it…arrrgghhh….

Anyway gd news!!!…I’m meetin up w my lao po!!!….yayy!!!!….she’s in e midst of coming down frm CTE….so I’m feelin a bit better now….kekekeke…

Anyway all tis evil is comin frm e stupid n idiotic brain of mine…idiot me!!….kana advised by Soon Chong, then I realized my mistakes…feel lik a kick in e ass…it wouldn’t nice but it brings me down to reality…

So it’s all 4 now…there’s isn’t any much lovey dovey stuff in tis update, so dun puke girls….kekekeek

ACED MY ECONS PAPER!!!

It’s been a rough wk 4 me goin into e prelude of my econs paper…..e studying process tt is……..keke……..couldn’t get any theory stuff into my brain…sooooooo damn chim….so I skip chap 5, 6 n parts of 7…(n there r only 7chaps 2 study)...n i started only aft labour day...only had 5 days 2 study ba…..kekeke……I only study e calculations part 2 e exam……coz my tutor said 4 e past batch, almost all got AD, JUS by doin e cal qn only……so heed his advice loh...actu I also dun knw wat 2 study, so I took a gamble……n it PAID OFF!!!….e qns I did came out EXACTLY frm e review qn in e chap I read……!!!….WORD 4 WORD, FIG 4 FIG!!!……I could not believe my eyes n luck man…….i was actu smiling 2 myself when I saw more n more of e qns……..hahahaah……was actu thinking I’m gonna ace tis 1….it’s a miracle man!!!……mayb it’s becoz I’m havin e love frm my sweetie n being w her brings me gd luck!!…….i dun knw…….everything has been goin my way……I’m not complacent but I jus feel v happy w things goin on these days……nvr did I enjoy such gd things 4 e past 20 odd yrs……I’m jus beginning 2 enjoy life…kekeke……yippee!!!!!!……..yr 2005 is e BEST YR OF MY LIFE!!!!……found a future wife, got lucky w talent agencies n got lucky w my studies…..so it’s been a great 5 mths into tis yr…….been v grateful 4 all these happenings……I must hav gotten into God’s gd bks recently………kekekek…….

Oh ya e gd news is, I told my dad abt Irene…..2 put it simply, he said s long I’m happy, he’s fine w it…….i.e. e age gap btw me n Irene……so when I told her e gd news, she was actu v relieved…….n happy too!!……keke……..actu she had a bad dream abt my mum abt stern n stuff…….so my gd news had settled her wrong mindset n make her more relaxed I should say……..it’s also partly my fault coz I told her my mum was fierce n strict……but now she’s more mellowed…..so mayb tis scared her off a bit……n lead 2 e bad dream……u dun c me havin bad dreams when she told me her mum was fierce n stuff……..n it was many times she told me……..keeps drillin in my head………..kekekeke…….chill man…..it’s jus meetin ppl…..it’s e same thing…….jus b polite, tt’s all 2 it…….*I hope so…..*….kekekekeke……

Gonna start my work-out soon man…….getting flabby liao……havin “tips class” later tonite…….n meetin up w my wife aft tt….yayy!!!!…….startin my next paper in 2wks time………so got some time 2 chill abit…….

Anyway dun think I forget abt it, Jo……have u been ex?????? I dun think so rite……..mus b getting fat n flabby rite…………kekekekeek…….better start k!!!………dun waste my effort in writin e regime..!!!………hope 2 c u in better shape b4 u left……

New updates frm me, girls...COME n GET IT!! :p

Kekekeke….sorry to keep u girls waiting 4 my updates….sorry..!!…hehe :p anyway nothing major happenings in my life lately….only peaceful n smooth sailin journey carrying off where I left u girls dangling…

Had my biz log exams on e 30th….was pretty ok though…tot it wil b v diff…n e tips my FAV TUTOR gave us, came out lik 2qns!!!….shit loh!!…..study so much n only soooo little came out….lucky I didn’t study THAT hard actu…kekeke….but still I only studies wat he gave us…e most prob exams qns n tt’s it!!…I didn’t study e text….so I was kinda scared when it came down 2 e pre-exam day (i.e. fri)….kinda not settled in my mind, coz wat I know was limited…but I think it was enough 4 me 2 get a pass….coz we students along w e part timers, r countin on tips 2 get us thru…e lessons conducted r not enough at all loh!!…so tips r lik a MUST 4 us…coz we “demand” it in our minds bcoz we feel short-change by e sch….so few lessons compared 2 other instituitions…how 2 pass lik tt….so tips is a must….anyway I passed all my assignments so far..so tt’s some gd news…kekekek..

My baby n myself agreed 2 go 4 e marina south bbq steamboat aft my exams…we decided a wk back ba….so we keep ea other healthy…but life is always full of surprises…I was down w flu n sore throat…(I wrote it on my last update)..then it was her turn….so we took turns takin care of ea other…it was so cute…kekeke…n lovin also…blah blah…save u girls e mushy stuff…anyway we recovered in time 4 e big feast…but when e time came (it was a sun…actu wanted 2 go on sat..think we went out too late n lazy 2 go there, so we went bedok central 4 dinner/snack instead loh…), it was drizzling a little tt day…n e pl was packed 2 e brim man….so it was a washed out!…a downer….sian man……so we end up at old kallang airport…had a gd meal man…shiok!!…then Irene had too much 2 eat, she got stomach cramps….so xin tong leh….think she either eat too fast or too much…..she got over it by e following day..so still it’s alrite…

Finally 4 a long time, I went swimming yst…yayyy!!!….think got a teeny weeny bit darker….gonna go swimming again next time…coz got 2 wks interval b4 e next exam…my day was packed yst man…went swimming, go jalan jalan w charles, fetch my mummy 2 my granny’s pl, then fetch my DADDY 2 my granny’s pl….THEN finally I reached 2 irene’s pl ard 6.10….so u c, I had a busy day…kekeke…..packed man…didn’t even hav time 2 dry my hair then must go out liao….hehehehe……

So aft e movies went 2 e pasar malan at her pl walk walk loh…eat a bit also…..then we went back…knew sth was wrong when she said she’s cold in my car when e air-con wasn’t even facin her n e temp was damn high loh…so tis morn she said she’s at e doc…got her med liao….got MC also…so at least can rest lah….haiz…..tis girl kuku wan….sick dun wanna c doc…only when v serious then go……actu I also lah……hahahah…..but she’s diff…her body constituition v weak wan….so a bit a bit wil kana virus wan…..anyway she’s lik tt wan…tt’s wat she said all e time….so she’s restin now at home…v gd!!…finally can get some rest….n some peace n quiet….

E best thing tt happened durin tis long wkend, was tt we went n bought a pair of rings….it was actu her idea….coz we were talking abt r/s n stuff…then she said her attached friends at tt time b4 they were married, they all wore rings 2 ward off “potential predators”…hahah….it was a symbol of trust n commitment…so I knew she wanted it but dare not say…so I told her,” we can get a pair if u wanna”…so she agreed loh….she v cute lah…..wan but dun dare 2 say…I know she was v happy tt I mentioned it, so we bought e rings on sun….hav been wearin ever since…! It wasn’t sth exp..but it was 2 prove tt u’re taken n belongs 2 someone else…so I think it is v sweet n touchin….

So girls, tis is wat happened 4 e past dun knw how many days or wks….e happening parts r durin e wkends….so keep me updated abt yr life also ya…love 2 read abt them….take care ok….n e weather’s terribly hot over here…so drink lotsa fluid s well…hav a great wk ahead!!! Muuaaccckkk!!!!

Beaten by e Flu bug...

Been battling e flu and sore throat bug 4 e past 2 days….it’s kinda on n off….today feeling much better but still have blocked nose….hope 2 get over it asap….my baby’s been taking care of me 4 these 2 days…..she been v caring n thoughtful….she bought me vit C, herbal tea, apples, strepsils, flu tablets….sooooooooo sweet n caring loh……she also bought a t-shirt 4 me….it’s grey colour w e ape face…..it’s a color which I dun hav, so it’s kinda new to me….kekekek….

Been poppin pills n vit C non-stop…need 2 slp early today…told Irene tt we BOTH need 2 slp early tonite or else her panda eyes wil become darker n my sickness wil nvr get better…..os most prob we’ll b back home ard 10 or 11…it’s been a long time since I slp at tt time…ever since I’m w Irene, 2 3am is e normal slping time….kekeek….actu it has taken a toll on my body…s u can see, I’m getting sick……

As always, I’m looking forward 2 seein her tonite…oh ya…last nite my granddad gave me a fright…he told my auntie abt e SQ flight collided at Bangkok airport…then she told me abt it….tot wat happen….coz my family is in a SQ flight….but e news nvr report which flight no….so Irene n me made our way 2 e airport n check it out…..it landed already…..blah blah…spare u guys e details…my family is safe n sound….called my dad but he reject my call….then he called my auntie tt they reached already….said it’s v ex 2 answer call there….i’m gonna giv him a piece of my mind when he comes back!!….anyway I’m relieved they r safe….

Happiness is Written ALL OVER MY FACE!!

Went visit my granny last evening…she’s looking gd..tt’s a gd thing…anyway she’ll b discharged tmr noon….it’s either she’s coming back my pl or bunking in w my auntie….

E most event 4 last nite was again me n irene…kekeke….last nite was really powerful man…no joke!!…we went n jalan jalan at eastpoint then head 2 e bedok food center opp my old camp…still e same stalls..tt’s gd!!…had beef hor fun n hokkien mee….it was still gd…kekekeek…..then we went bedok central 2 walk walk also n bought 2 panadols 4 myself….getting under e weather….got sore throat n flu….actu we went bcoz my baby wan 2 buy e goreng pisang there….then we went CV n chit chat loh…..

Now e Changii Point Ferry Terminal has a new restaurant there, so idiot u knw…now we can’t sit there….now must stand on e other side of e terminal…stood 4 a while then we head back 2 my pl…..s usual, we chit chat but only 4 a while, coz she’s tired n I’m getting sick…..but anyway here’s e climax, I told her I’m gonna marry her, hav kids w her n grow old w her….then there’s still a lot of sweet things we talked abt…n then she cried….2 me tt was e most wonderful thing n v precious 2 me…4 a girl 2 cry lik tt, it’s not easy loh…she really love u a lot n u mean a lot 2 her too….n tt applies 2 me….we talked abt when we gonna get married n when gonna hav kids….most prob in e next 2 yrs we gonna get married….then she asked, “do u wan 2 enjoy first then hav kids or hav kids rite aft marriage…”…so I told her let’s enjoy 4 1-2yrs first then hav kids….coz she’s not getting young n she dun wanna b old mummy when our first child is born….then she said 4 kids a bit diff…kekekek….coz I told her I wan 4 ma…..to me it’s ok lah…at least 2 loh…4 is jus a nice number 4 me….but anyway, I also teared a bit…

So girls, it’s CONFIRMED!!!…I’m settling down now….gonna get married asap…so Jo, u gonna b my kid’s godma ok…u promise me wan…kekeke :p…I welcome HS n Yve 2 b my kid’s godma also….kekekeek…more ppl love is still better rite….heheheeh……wil send u girls e “red bomb” if I’m gonna hav a weddin dinner…

Marriage on e Cards...!!...kekeke....... :p

Haven’t been writing my blog lately coz I’ve been busy having a gd time w my baby………we jus can’t stop seeing ea other…….we r more than sticky glue……normally such stickiness will die off aft a while……..but 4 us, it jus get more stickier!!!…kekekek…….we must sms, call n c ea other EVERY SINGLE DAY w/o fail……….it’s a must 4 us 2 c ea other……..or else it’s v uncomfortable………we r so used 2 ea other now……..but last nite was e best…….i confessed all my feelings abt her (actu every nite we confess 2 ea other our feelings lah…….kekeek :p)……..n it’s a common understandin tt we r meant 2 b together…..we even talked abt marriage n having kids……it was really an emotional sight……n I teared….really no joke!!….tis means she holds a v special place in my heart, tt I can cry 4 her………we r soooooooooooooo much in love man……..our love is so strong loh……last nite was so sweet u can literally drown on e spot!!……

However last nite got 2 suay things happen…….when I travel 2 my baby’s pl, e van in front of my e-brake……n I was following v close also………so I also e-brake, follwed by e car behind me……then I heard a sliddin sound………it was a motorcylist slidded………lucky he was ok, coz I saw him standing…….then e next suay thing was, when we were in yishun stadium “hangin out”, e police car caught us in e act………wah!!………damn free loh, e police man!!!……..nth to do go n catch thieves lah………catch us 4 wat………haiz……..but anyway nth happen lah……..he copied our particulars, then he let us off……..wat a nite!!……….but everything was nth compared 2 e confession we had…….it was wonderful…n lovely…….really nvr knew I can love a person so much…….

Anyway my granny’s in hospital…..gonna visit her in e evening b4 seein my baby 4 dinner…..so far my life in yr has been fantastic……!!!……..gotta b my yr man!!!……….LIFE IS GD!!! :p

My baby's BACK!!..yipppeee!!! :p

Jus came back frm sending my baby back home….e freaking plane was delayed coz they couldn’t find a pl 2 park…balls loh!!…waitin 4 almost an hr b4 I could finally c my baby….idiot system..!!…

But when she came out, we jus couldn’t keep our hands 2 ourselves….kekeeke….we r totally in e world of our own….yup yup!!…kekekeke…..we had mac bf b4 takin a bus back 2 her pl……she already had cust n mfg callin her b4 she on her hp….haiz…..poor girl hor……but we still manage to keep ea other company 4 a couple of hrs b4 boardin e bus home…..

E bus driver was half aslp!!!….he even took e wrong turn…wah lau…so unsafe loh….but anyway we reach her pl in 1 piece…hahahaah…..aft saying our gdbyes…..i went n took e bus back home…..she still need 2 go back 2 work man……..mad loh….can c she’s real tired….but she insist we meet up tonite…she even wan 2 watch movie…but I say, “no”….coz she’s sooo tired loh…wait watch half-way concuss man…..will b meetin at her pl…driving up there…kekeke….i knw hw 2 go her pl ok!!!….send her back once rem girls……gonna park at her pl then decide where 2 go next……most prob somewhere near her pl ba…..anyway looking forward 2 seein her again….we totally r those lik of couple u guys N girls love 2 hate….all lovey dovey…kissin at every possible moments…touchin ea other hands n OTHER PARTS of e anatomy…kekeke….dun think dirty ok!!…hahhha…..we r jus in LOVE…we r soooooooooooooo in LOVE….hahahah…ok ok….i’ll stop here……gonna get back 2 work man….muuuaaccckkk!!!! :p

oh ya....i'm goin 4 an interview by e other modelling agency tmr....haiz...sian....already told them i'm contracted 2 UAN, but e girl says still go...ok loh...jus n c wat they hav...kekeek :p

Another day gone.....n it's Tues..

A unproductive day today…..was totally clueless abt e SOM proj….totally hav no infor e read on 4 e qns…….so damn pissed loh…..i jus shut off…went 2 slp aft reading e 1st qn……slp at 2 n woke up at 5….so borin loh…….mayb I was also partly affected by e fact my baby’s abroad….didn’t get 2 talk much tonite coz she’s v tired……can hear frm her voice…n I wan her 2 slp also…..if not she wouldn’t hav time 2 slp tmr coz she wil need 2 go back 2 work aft touch down…so fuck up rite…e stupid comp…really hav 2 squeeze every ounce of energy frm her meh…n her customers keep calling today abt tis n tt…..haiz….she’s damn busy n getting sick now is not an option…man!!…I feel 4 her….she’s gonna b beaten by illness soon man…..hope she get some rest during e wk…

I’m writing tis blog bcoz I couldn’t slp…it’s 2.27 already….it’s due 2 e coffee I drank earlier on in e evening w e guys…..n also partly of my baby…feel xin tong 4 her…but there’s nth I can do….feel v useless now…not bcoz of her but bcoz of my work….couldn’t get any work done……n I’m runnin low in cash….thinking of all ways 2 get money….been hu shi ruan xiang aft my chat w my baby….can’t slp so anyhow think loh…..v depressin loh….my future doesn’t look too gd…..sian man……v low morale now….hw I wish money drop frm e sky……no work, no money n still hav a gf….v jialat….exp r high man…..though she nvr expect me 2 foot e bill everytime but still, my finances r in a mess…..need 2 sell my stuff n get my ERS in order 2 survive man…….though I’m a full time student, some exp r hard 2 avoid…..eg transport….spore trans is damn fucking ex loh….used 2 spend 400 a mth during e NS days…so now spending 200 is really not a gd trade-off…..been frugal on myself man….only spend on my gf when we r together….really spending hand-to-mouth man…hahaha log term…anyway back 2 feeling lousy….hopin 2 get some more allowance frm my dad…coz REALLY can’t tahan liao….i dun wan 2 ask him loh….but seems lik no choice liao…at elast get 20 bucks a mth extra jus 4 toppin up my ezlink…jus 2 cover my trans….it’s not cheap bein a student loh….unless yr folks give u allowance tt u can spend comfortably…or else u wil live in shit…or u r those who hav no social life..then tt’s a diff case….thinking of not goin on a trip w jed durin e june holidays…rather go work…..really really need e money…..

Really hope 4 e better….tt’s e only thing I can do now….try 2 go out less often w friends n stay at home….wil only go out w my girl….no choice loh…..got 2 sacrifice one…..unless I strike lottery if not, things wouldn’t change wan….getting a part time now is v diff….exams r comin…if wan, only june loh….hope 2 get out of tis slump asap…really feel lik a loser…sometimes hw I wish there’s a bank error n debit a million dollars into my a/c…..or I strike lottery or meet a wealthy lady who will yang me…hahahaha…tt’s too far fetch lah…kekekek…..anyway I’m jus dreamin…let me indulge in myself 4 tis few mins can….feel crappy…gotta let me grumble a bit b4 reality sets in in e morn….

Couldn’t slp n e weather’s not doin any gd….been v gloomy recently….it must b e el nino effect…e weather pattern has been topsy turvy….now should b spring…not monsoon season……haven’t seen e sun many times…only 4 last sun….

Gotta wake up at 8 tmr 2 fetch Irene….gonna hav bf w her….then send her back…..n she’s b on her way 2 work aft tt….n I’ve been back work muggin on my proj….hope there’s a stroke of genius n let me complete e 5 qns…anyhow “ham tham” also can…..really no mood now 4 studies…..dun knw wat I’m thinking also…seriously I dun knw wat I’m doin…..being handsome has become a liability 4 me….it has not done me any gd….i need e brains now….need it bad man….e only gd thing tt comes out of bein handsome is havin Irene as my gf…..tt’s e 1 n ONLY thing tt’s gd…other than tt is jus full of empty promises n bull….humbug!!…

WILL NOT DRINK COFFEE FRM TCC IN E FUTURE IN E EVENING..COZ HER COFFEE IS REALLY POWERFUL!!!….can giv u slpless nites man…..lik NOW!!!…..damn!!….oh ya…got live soccer now…can go watch!!…yayyy!!!

1 more day...

Chatted w my baby 4 2 hrs last nite….it was e best chat I had w any of my gfs…..!!!…we talked abt us basically…..hw we view tis r/s n hw we feel 4 ea other n stuff……it was v assuring n we knw more abt ea other now…..tt was e main thing…we lik talking 2 ea other….v comfortable n cosy…tt’s wat I told her…kekkeek….it’s v warm n fuzzy…a v nice feeling where u get during e holidays……but I get tis everyday!!!….kekeke…tt’s great!!…anyway I’m jus living in bliss now…..we both feel e same way too… :p

Gonna do some work aft writing tis blog….really dun know hw 2 do man….most prob do e short qns first…..hope 2 finish by fri e lately….oh ya….yst was raining lik mad when I left sch….then my brolly was being blown inverted!!!…n I was caught in e rain…idiot rite…..but was v funny also….coz my friends were runnin n I’m e only one w e brolly….but I threw it away frm it broke…stupid lah…

Basically, tt’s my mon….no work was done n I MISSED my baby…..1 more day…n she’s coming back tmr morn!!….yayy!!!….gonna pick her n we’re gonna hav bf n lunch together….yup yup!!….kekekee……we even talked abt, tt we can’t go on long trip apart…coz we wil miss ea other so bad….4 eg now, she’s only gone 4 a day, we already miss ea other soooo badly tt we kept smsin ea other….soooo cute loh……I knw I’m gonna miss her when she go India or china in e coming mths……n she’s gonna miss me when I go on e trip to Taiwan in june…kekeke…..we r INSEPARABLE!!!!….we r really enjoyin ea other n havin a blast of our lvies!!….all her friends said tt loh….we r practically in e world of our own….kekeke….WE R!!….n we lik it…n WE LOVE IT!!…

Ok ok….shouldn’t let u guys drown in sweetness….kekeek……nth 2 write ma….so write all e stuff btw me n my baby loh….. :p

Gonna Miss my Baby..

Spent some quality time w my baby today….i met up at her pl 4 lunch…..not her house girls!!…keke….met her at e khatib mrt station then she pick me up 2 go 2 bishan 4 lunch…..aft lunch she went n did manicure….it’s suppose 2 b express manicure but it turn out 2 b almost an hr long….so shitty loh…..i went jalan jalan 4 30mins…then stood there lik 20mins….so idiot rite…..she told me e girl’s new…tt’s explain y so damn fucking slow…!!…anyway I’m ok w it….jus spending time her Irene makes it all worthwhile… :p

Aft tt, we went back 2 her office 2 do some work….she need 2 complete some fig tabulations…went there ard 4.30….then she finished at 7.15……so I took a short nap there…..read e papers….basically it’s jus sian….hahaha…..but it’s ok lah…..she’s rushing 4 time loh……been working late 4 e past wk or so……suspected she’s fallin sick….she got e cough, sniffin of e nose n high body temp….but she deny…bcoz she scare I worried……she’s sweet but I told her it’s ok coz I wouldn’t scold or wat…….jus wan her 2 b well…..silly girl rite…….then later in e evening she admitted she’s getting sick….haiz….kuku girl……oh ya…..aft we left e office, she went 2 le meriden hotel 2 pass e doc 2 her mgr….coz tmr both of them r flying 2 KL for meeting……so must get it approved asap….then I went 2 cuppage plaza 4 dinner first, then aft 20mins or so, she joined me…..told me everything’s ok…but need 2 pass sth 2 her colleague tmr at 6am!!….but lucky her colleague live near her pl, so it’s ok…..

Anyway, my baby’s getting sick, of coz I’m worried n gan cheong…tt time go Bangkok also sick….now also e same…but not so bad s in bangkok……hope she takes med n rest more, or else, it wil b full blown….n no one’s there 2 take care of her… :(

Sendin her off tmr morn at 8…..gonna hav bf first then she’s meeting her mgr at 8.45 2 check-in…..wil b wakin up at 7..haiz…….dead early man……somemore tmr aft goin 2 sch 2 discuss proj…..oh well….no choice, think I’ll pia s much proj s possible, so tt I can spend time w my baby when she gets back……told her 2 rest more when she return…..if not her sickness wil nvr fully recover…so xin tong man……can’t bear 2 c her sick…..

She’ll be gone til wed morn…gonna pick her up also…n I’m already looking forward 2 tt day!!….kekekek….but i'm gonna MISS MY BABY 4 E NEXT 3 DAYS.....!!! :_( gonna miss u babyyyyy......love u lots!!! muuuuaaaccckkkk!!!

7th proj is COMPLETED!!...8th's on the way....haizz.....sian...!!

Finally my 7th proj is done!!…….phew……yst went back 2 sch to re-do almost half e damn report….coz we our ideas were all scattered over the whole report…but anyway we finished it liao….so it’s a relief…..n we got back our 1st assignment result…..only got 10/20….but it’s really heng I pass loh…coz mayb not used 2 e standard n e tutor v lenient…..so..wil try harder next time!!…kekekek….

Also went ktv w my baby, raymond, annie and karyne….but ray n me nvr sing lah….only Irene sang…..we jus sit there chit chat……by tt time I was damn tired loh……..so we left e pl at ard 11.30….ray sent annier back coz they stay v close to ea other in jurong…..n my baby sent me back…..we actu didn’t hav much “we” time last nite…..but we manage to do so at my pl…..we talked til 12.45….then she needs to go back home 2 do work…..soo ke lian…..she told me tis morn tt she only slp 3 hrs……man!!….shagged man…I so xin tong….n furthermore, she’s doin work today til 4+…ma chim OT lah…..she’s v busy lately….nvr slp much…she said she can only relax aft e trip to KL…think we should not meet up too late…..wan her 2 get more slp….but she wil confirm tell me she can’t slp so early even if she get back home early…..so….wat can I do????……haiz….

Anyway, I’ve class tis aft…..meetin her aft tt….she wans to watch samara…horror flick….haiz…..i hate horror shows man…but wat 2 do…gf likes, so no choice….kekkekke……hope she wouldn’t b tired later…..can’t bear 2 c her so tired loh….really breaks my heart…..can’t bear 2 my gfs so tired n beat out……hope she wil hav a gd time tonite….coz she’s flying off on mon morn at 10…so she gotta b there at 8…told her I’ll b there to send her off…..it’s M’sia airlines…should b T1….anyway will definitely miss her e whole 3 days….muuuaaccckkk!!!

Another day Well-Spent...!!

(Evrything u read happened on wed)….Finished my proj on wed….n e compliation is not done by me!!….yayy!!…..kekekek……I dun do e detailed stuff….they will do it….i only supply e info n ideas…..kekeke :p

Went out w my baby yst…had dinner at cuppage plaza….then went n walk walk abit to digest our dinner…kekeke…..then we went 2 e café tt we missed out e other time….it’s called latitude 3…it’s at OG orchard on level 3….v cool n chic…..v quiet also….we both lik it a lot…..but e bad thing is it closes at 9.30….it’s e bad news….e food n drinks r also relatively cheap!!…cheaper than starbucks n e normal coffee joints….i’m dead serious guys….go try it!!…n u get a v gd view of e orchard rd itself….

Then we went 2 e bridge at e indoor stadium….Irene said she dun knw where…but we found it accidentally when we went 2 e toilet….kekeke….so qiao rite……gd pl to chill out also…..nice view n breeze…..thank god it didn’t rain last nite….so we can c stars n v coolin…..it’s jus NICE!!….hahahah

E explicit details u guys should know….so no pt elaborating….kekekeke…….then she sent me back loh….had a headache aft tt man……must b missin too much slp n slpin late everyday….tt’s y……popped 2 panadols jus in case…..heng!!….today wake up feelin better already……goin to gym later……must keep fit or else become pig!!… :p

Oh ya….confirm liao!!….my baby’s flying off on mon morn n coming back on wed morn….tt’s gd!!…sure miss her man….but also a gd thing, coz time makes a heart fonder…..will love her more….

Got so much activities goin on tis mth….movies, chillin out, watching boein boein….man…it’s taking a toll on my pockets man….but lucky I dun shop now……so e money is used on such stuff……got 2 sacrifice man…..n my assignments still haven’t come in yet….most prob in jun n july….still a damn long way 2 go…..

It’s been lik 2 wks or sth tt I didn’t hav dinner at home….tt’s a long time man…..but tonite’s I’m staying home 4 dinner!!…coz she’s havin dinner w her ex-colleague….so finally, some home cooked meal!!…..n some tv….yipppeee!!!! :p

My Baby's sick...... :(

Came back tis morn 4.30….did proj at steven’s pl again…..doin the transport report…..it’s goin pretty well I must say……ALMOST finishing……had big mac at 2am in e morn…shiok….but a big bf would b better…..1st time drivin a corolla…..v shiok also…kekek….coz e guys drunk chivas n jacob wans me to drive….haiz…mad ppl…..do proj drink liquor….v li hai rite….hahah….anyway edric was v high loh….talking nonsence n stuff….hahaha….

Anyway my baby’s sick last nite……so worried n gan cheong…..from no where man…..was havin dinner w her last nite (did proj in e morn then meet w Irene then she send me 2 steven’s pl….so sweet rite….kekeek)…at suntec…had noodles…..not bad….but bloody ex man…..spend 30bucks 4 e both of us……it’s crazy man…anyway I still enjoy n appreciate my baby’s company…..she’s been sweet n caring towards me so far…..n e feeling’s mutual…. :p

Anyway I’m still worry 4 her health….she said she still feeling sickish since her trip frm Bangkok….n she went there having a fever though…didn’t really got time to recover….n she refuse to c e doc….hated med….haiz……tt girl of mine….so told her to drink more water n stuff…gonna buy some strepsils 4 her later….

We’ve been goin out lik EVERYDAY man…but I’m enjoyin every sec…..lik having her ard me…..she’s e only girl tt really love me 4 who I m…..it’s a v strong gut feeling….gonna meet up w her later at parkway parade….so looking forward 2 it….kekeke….. :p

She’s becoming a permanent fixture in my life liao…..die die must hav everyday…hahaha…..getting mushy here rite…..BUT I DUN CARE!!!….hahahhaah…..oh ya….n she’s goin on a biz trip this sun (brought forward wan…actu was on 12th….also gd…n she’s gonna b back on e tues morn or sth….but it’s a shorter trip than she expected)….n she’ll b back on tues morn…I guess…..n she told me she will need to go back 2 work aft touch down….it’s mad man!!!…….wan my baby 2 die is it!!……

Jo, can u change yr comment page….coz I v xin ku leh…..must type 3 times to convey my msg….haiz…..i got so much things to type then hw…….kekeke……

Fallin in LOVE all over AGAIN.....!!!!

Hahahaah…….yes yes….u girls r rite AGAIN!!!………kekeke……..but it’s ok w me if u girls r rite 4 such things………hahaha……..coz I’m e only one benefiting from tis………kekeke………n YES jo!!…….i mention abt u all w time w Irene…….she practically knw u now!!…….hahahah……..she says u v cute…….kekeke……… :p

Last nite was kinda tiring but 1 thing was v v v sweet of my baby………told u guys we r meeting in town rite……..but she told me she wanted to come ALL e way down to my pl n accompany me 4 e train ride…told her v ma fan 4 her…….but she said she can take 969 to my pl……..awwww……..hw sweet can u get!!…….it’s oozing out sweetness all over……….kekekek…….n she’s staying in yishun man………n she said I must do e same thing 4 her also……..hahah……..of coz I will man………we went window shoppin in wisma n taka…….didn’t pick up anything though…….then went lucky plaza 4 dinner……….again, she didn’t manage to finish her dinner………haiz……..expected lah……small stomach……..anyway we walk to PS n saw tis singin competion…….stood 4 a while………oh ya……..we also bked tix 4 spaglish in PS…….but we watched it in TM………cool rite……..such tech……stayed in PS till 11……..then took a train back to tamp…….had lemon lime again in mac………sat til 11.50……e show was 12.10….then made our way up 2 e cinema…….it was cold man……….even when I’m wearing jeans……..tot of not wearing in e 1st pl………but GLAD I DID……. :p

E show was dead boring man………tot was a comedy……but I dozed off in e arms of my sweetie……..kekeke…….sooooo cozy…………kekeke………ok ok………dun b jealous here girls………hahahah……….i’m jus statin e facts……..think I slp thru almost half of e show……..but she tahan e whole show………e cinema was damn cold tt nite loh…….it’s crazying mad!!!…….anyway I told Irene I’ll send her back though I dun knw hw…….she directed me lah……she v sweet…..she always suggest we watch movies in TM instead of town, coz she think it’s v ma fan 4 me……..sooooooooooooooo sweet rite……..actu e route 2 her pl was rather ok lah………manage to make my way back home…….hahaah……..ALMOST took e wrong route home……..lucky I retrace my way back if not really die man…….sent her back at ard 3 in e morn………then I reach hm ard 3.30…….called her n chatted 4 a while…….then went 2 slp at 4……..it was a gd nite girls………so rosy n cozy n lovely n………kekekeke………u get wat I mean……..

Wanted to wake up tis morn at 9 to play soccer but slp till 11 then wak up……….haiz………too bad loh………..msg my friend n said pai seh loh………coz he sms me last nite 2 remind me to go today…….think I need to do some work today if not my “engine” wil b cold wan………hahahah

Thx girls (referring 2 JO n YVE!!!)…….for being sooooooooo supportive……I’m also happy 4 u girls too…..4 living it gd and having a fantastic life now……..i knw I’m eating my words now……….but I hope it wil b 2 last time………n YES jo, I wil let u c irene when u get back ya……….kekekek………..think u girls wil hit it off…….oh ya……….i wil email u my glam pics if I can ya…….if not when u come back I show u k……n NO girls!!!……….i wouldn’t pao qi u girls……..i’m a gd friend to u girls wat……….where got pao qi wan………think too much…….. :p

Anyway I’m v happy now……..irene’s practically in my LIFE now………meeting her almost everyday n stuff………..hope such feeling wil stay 4 some time……..i really do………

Keep u guys updated w more stuff later ya……..muuuuaaacccckkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!………kekekeek…… :p

FANASTIC wk!!!...I'M LOVIN IT!! :p

Had a proj meeting yst….s usual, we had a slow start….it’s more like a gathering than a proj discussion….but we managed to discuss sth at the last hr or so….kekekek……..then went shoppin 4 baby gift w Irene….coz her ex-manger’s daughter’s 1 mth bday…..those things were soooooooo cute…..but we still managed to find wat we want….hahaha…. :p then we went old airport rd 4 dinner…….n east coast park aft tt….to walk walk loh…….had a lemon lime at mac aft tt……..ehh…….sat there til 12 then we head down to loyang pt 2 meet up karyne 4 OK….mad!!….she n her friends were actu at boat quay dinking then go ALLLLLLL e way down 2 loyang to sing….haiz……..crazy ppl do crazy things…….it’s actu bcoz it’s her friend’s dad ktv pl…….so must giv face…….so it’s understandable……

Finish singin at abt 2.15 sth….but I didn’t sing lah…hahaha…..then Irene sent me back together w karyne n her bf back to yishun…….so I had a shower….then waited 4 her call….then I knock off……so tt’s hw I spend my fri….pretty neat…..oh ya…..MY PHOTOSHOOT!!!….it went great…..had e make-up on and hair done……I look damn gd loh….no kidding man!!!……then e photographer said I was nervous…..but actu I wasn’t loh……mayb It’s e 1st time dun know hw to pose n stuff….but it’s understandable wan wat……haiz…..but anyway it was fun lah…..e girl remove some of my make-up but not entiredly…..so I was still looking stunning!!!….kekeke……then I went jalan jalan loh…n I “saw” lots of girls heads turn n guys s well!!…..hahaha…..shiok man!!!…..hope e photos turn out well…..n I took a couple of shots w my hp too…..kekeek…..anyway I lik make up!!…..coz I look great in it….hahah……v vain rite….hahahah….

Later meetin Irene up in e evening….go eat n shop….n she’s not driving, but she’s taking e MRT!!….hahaha……coz she v v v v long nvr take, so she v sua ku…..hahaha……most prob goin town….gonna wait 4 her call….know tt she’s gonna hav a long day…..in e morn, collect cheque frm cust…..then go 2 her ex-mamager’s baby’s bday…..then in e aft, go her grandparents tomb 4 e qing ming jie……then at nite meeting me loh…..

If u girls r wondering y I keep goin out w irene, it’s becoz we r an item now!!….started 30th march…..officially lah……so jo, u were rite……can’t deny tt…..anyway everything’s goin rite 4 me……so I’m living it rite….cool!!….

2nd day of my WELL-DESERVED Break....

Jus found out tt su she(she’s e admin clerk in my sch) bluff me tt she’s gonna mark my report s late submission…coz edric told me she wouldn’t….ah ya she jus wanna make us gan cheong loh….kekeke…..anyway I’m cool w it….mark late loh….but anyway we so gum w her she wouldn’t also….hahahah….she even called me n tell me I’m gonna b marked late….but I didn’t giv a damn….hahahah….anyway it wouldn’t do her any gd if we r marked late rite…..thx u su she!!!!

I made it to e gym!!!….yayyy!!!!….came back not long….had a shower n feeling gd abt myself already…kekeke….went n weighed myself at e gym n found out tt I’ve lost weight….n I ate char siew bao n zhu cheong fun b4 I went 2 e gym!!….weigh in at 71.3kg…..wah!!!….lost at least 2kg ba…..must b e late nites n projs…..tough on my body…..need to eat more tonic food man….drink more soups n herbal soups s well…..must bu my brain, lungs, blood, n every other parts also….kekekek

Now contemplating whether to go out later w Irene n annie….coz annie(her colleague) wanted to c me…coz Irene talked abt me a lot in front of her…so she wan to meet up n stuff lik tt……kekekek…..but I’m kinda broke also……mayb I’ll giv tis a miss n stay hm n watch tv….oh ya…btw annie’s pregnant…her 2nd kid….so dun think I’m double dating 2 girls….hahahaha :p

FINALLY HELL WK'S OVER!!!!!

FINALLY!!!……Finally hell wk is over!!!…….WOOOWWW!!!!…..finally I can slp soundly n not waking up any earlier then 9 to do my reports….was doin reports lik 7 days/wk!!…..had 2 days of “marathon report exercise”…..we didn’t slp jus to complete our report…..man!!!….it’s worst than poly….time was an impt factor….but we didn’t feel it at all….kekekek…..still we manage to finish on time……n I submit my trans report late…ah ya….deduct 1 mark only….nvm lah……dun even hav time to slp, let alone writing my blog rite…….basically tt’s wat happened e past wk or so……n I slp lik a few hrs on proj days….gonna hav panda eyes if tis ever gonna happen again…

Went clubbin in dbl O though…..last thurs…eve of easter…..it was a great pl…but e crowd wasn't great enough…..tt’s tons of ppl….jus no babes n hunks……hahhaah…..n worst still…I drop money on the dance floor…..think it’s 70 bucks…..man…tt’s a lot man……means I’m broke for tis wk…..gotta b frugal man…..

Then went e workshop on sat….found out tt e courses that provide is not free!!!….shit loh!!!…..it’s hundred over dollars…….so 4 e time being, I’m not taking any….waiting 2 take my portfolio, then wait for assignment to come in….when I get some cash back, THEN I’ll go 4 e courses…….oh ya….played tennis w jed tt same sat morn…..quite fun…hahha….coz we dun knw hw to play!!….hahahhah……anyway it was a bondin time 4 us…..aft e workshop, celebrated my granny’s bday n went to steven’s pl 2 continue e proj…in pandan gardens!!!….freaking far…..

Anyway, amongst e proj, I still manage to hang out w Irene n my friends…..so it’s still gd….went movie w her last nite…..watch ms congeniality…v funny…..kekeke….tt silly girl jus told me she sprained her ankle again!!…e same injured one….haiz…..then nvr tell me….kuku…..

Goin 2 hit e gym at lunch time…..but e weather doesn’t look gd to me…..v dark n cloudy……hopefully it rains now n stop later…..coz I REALLY REALLY want to go….v v v v long nvr do ex liao……getting fat man…..esp last wk when I had only proj on my mind…….if not, gotta do it at home liao….no choice….

Ok girls, tt’s abt it 4 me…..my life story 4 e past wk…..jus 2 let u knw a bit more abt myself……enjoy n hav a great life!!! Muuuaaaacccckkkk!!!!!

Hectic wk....Low n NO morale...

Watched e boogeyman w Irene last nite….not really scaring lah….e ending kinda cock…hahahah….out of tis world…we got a few jumps though….kekeke…..e girl sprained her ankle…swollen….haiz….poor thing……still gotta go 2 work today…..n last nite aft she reached hm, cut her toe in her hm…..hw suay can u get…..it was a rather deep cut frm wat she said…..injury prone person.. :p

Anyway today must pia report, both TE n TM…tonite we r doing TE overnite at my pl….hope 2 accomplish sth man…if not really REALLY no time….TE’s dateline on mon n TM’s on sun…haiz….hw man…..haven’t start on either one….die man….

Oh ya….not goin 2 e soccer match w hui shan on thurs….she need 2 go 2 e hospital….got some prob w her urine sample…..hope it’s nth serious….so tt leaves me free on thurs nite….it’s a gd thing….can work on my proj….

Nth much happened lately….so far it’s peaceful but hectic though…aft tis mth, should b ok…

End of e road....

Broke up w leeann last nite…..i’m not proud doin tt but I knw I’ve 2 do it….i can sense tt she’s feeling sad also….e r/s is really gd aft e troubled times we had been thru….so there’s no reason to break up….n she also said tt e reason I gave was not gd enough….well……I knw it isn’t but I couldn’t say e real reason behind it…which is, her bo chap attitude…..didn’t wan to say tt coz it’s ended n she’s not listening in to wat I’m gonna say anyway….but I knw she’s listening though…to every word I said….coz she said I recapped wat I’d said earlier on…so…..lame lah…….but…….i’m sorry 2 wat I’ve done…but then again, when there’s a start, there’s always a ending…..so…..tis is wat everyone gotta go thru…

She’s been 1 of my best gf I’ve had so far……not counting her bo chap attitude…she’s really gd to me….no pt reminiscing now…it’s e past…..but I wan u guys to knw she’s really a gd girl……troubled at times frm her look….but she always put a happy face on 4 me….

Really hope we can still b friends aft all tis passed…. Coz I asked her last nite whether can we still b friends, n she said dun knw…well……it’s understandable…..mayb few mths frm now, we can start off s friends again….tt will b v nice…….tt’s y now, even if I’m v close w a girl, I wouldn’t wan 2 get into a r/s n risk losing her s a friend in e end aft we break up….no pt loh!!….so I rather stay single until I find my future wife…..less heartache 4 me n e girls….hope leeann can find a really gd guy who can really take care of her 4 life….i mean it. She needs a lot of caring n love…..n tt guy must stand her bo chap attitude….v diff 2 find…but I hope she can find in e end…

Anyway, v v v unproductive in sch today…..spend e whole day do nth….PRACTICALLY NTH!!!….jus went there, talk abit….then do nth…..go lunch…..do nth……then go eat apple strudel….then go hm……haiz…….so fuck up….everyone in e grp feeling so crappy today loh…….n somemore I still need to do my trans report…need to start tonite man……god, pls help me!!!….in both my mind n heart……

Irene’s landing at 9pm….most prob gonna get a sms frm her….n u knw e usual….

Well….i’m single again…..a swinging bachelor……jus wanna concentrate on my career n studies….2005 is MINE!!

Talent scouted AGAIN!!!

Was talent scouted AGAIN yst!!!….hw lucky can I get….tis gotta b my yr!!….it was a modeling agency….yet to rec any calls frm them yet….but I’m gonna turn them down if they ask me to pay money…anyway I was really flattered in recent wks…. :p

Went out shoppin w jed….then met up w leeann 4 dinner….then belle (her colleague) called n asked to join us…I’m ok w it since I already knw her…

I played distance w leeann…hoping she’ll get e msg….i did e obvious…not holdin her hands, didn’t talk much, didn’t kiss….when we stepped into isetan scotts, she tried to hold my hand, but I slide away…then she gave me “tt look”…e “wat’s wrong w u” look….but I gave a smile back…pretending it was nth…..i even folded my arms…n she asked y…I gave a lame excuse of my arms r tried..!!….wat e fuck m I thinking??!!!….but anyway, at dinner, she sat opp me…n belle btw us….even belle noticed I wasn't s chatty n she kept looking at our expressions…..turning her head frm left to rite, n rite to left….v drama…

Belle left us aft dinner….n we still didn’t hold hands…until sera (leeann’s close friend) called…then leeann complained….”wat romantic…no loh…dun even wanna hold my hand..” blah blah….then I say into e hp saying,” thanks ah”….only then did I hold her hand…..it was more of spontaneous than wanting….also becoz I still wanna act e part of a bf…….arrrggghhh!!…..i was messed up lah…..tis issue is still in my head…..

She’s clearing her leave next wk!!…1 whole wk!!!….n she hinted to me…” rem ah…next mon I’m clearing leave…1 wk”….haiz……..i dun knw hw to handle man…….confirm next fri can’t go clubbin w ray, charles n Irene to zouk….n she even msg me saying,” c u soon k”….wah piang….hw man….sound so ke lian rite…..i’m jus not hard hearted enough to break up w her….so far she’s been understanding towards me, not smsing her, not msning her, not dating her….coz I told her I’m overloaded w work…then belle even said, they watched dvds in e office instead of e movies…..coz I nvr asked her out to watch….then I said, I watch movies on impromptu….n e timing also not rite…..wat a liar i m....feelin lik a BIG FAT CHEAT!!

But e funny thing was, y belle offered to pay her dinner share n leeann’s share??? In any case, I’m still her bf…I should b paying 4 her…..tt was bothering me loh….still can’t fig it out….anyway I paid 4 all of us…take it s a bday treat 4 her….mayb leeann’s testing market…c whether do I still regard her s my girl….but I dun wanna think so much…….bo liao…..

My head is full of possibilities….but eventually I’ll break up w her….coz we’ll not hav an ending….haiz…….whenever I look into her eyes….i couldn’t do it…jus couldn’t…….she has sadness written all over her body…..i can sense it……tiredness…emotionally drained…if I’m correct lah….if she still wan tis r/s, y e bo chap attitude…it’s high time she changed…..i dun knw she wan anot….she should sms more often to save tis r/s….n maintain it…..no actions so far…I’m jus waiting…..n I knw she’s waiting also…..so everyone’s waiting….lame….!!!….i wan to resolve tis by tis wk….i wan her to recover frm tis so it will not affect her work….u c lah!!….where got ppl break up, find gd day to do it wan…only ME!!….i’m on wit’s end man……..

My brain is telling me to break, coz no ending…my heart says, it’s not e rite way to break up, coz I’m doin so partly becoz of e emergence of Irene…true, but I’m not getting into a r/s w Irene…I jus wan everyone 2 b happy….but in actu fact, i'm jus saving my ass....watever.....!!

I wan leeann to knw I’m breaking up w her is not becoz of another girl….n I wan to keep my status of singlehood a fact, s I told Irene I’m single when we 1st met….i knw u girls out there wil think I’m a jerk n wat have u….but I dun giv a shit!!!….b in my shoes n find it out yrself…..

Jo, if u r reading tis….advise k…..i got 1 wk to go tis….hopefully…..

Another case of Wrong Venue....arrrrggghhhh!!!!

Had another cocked up nite…went to e wrong pl 4 lesson again!!!….n it’s always econs….haiz…..sian…….e bad thing is, I was having a flu n I was sniffing away….feelin lik crap…..but anyway last nite was lovely s usual…..had supper w ‘u knw who’…..

I met her at bugis…coz I told her I’m having lessons there….then she even asked me to wait 4 while, while she drive over to raffles n pick me up!….awwww…..tt’s so sweet rite…..but I didn’t of coz…..met her at watsons….then so qiao, she bought e flu med I always eat….heheheeh….then I took 1 frm her loh…..wat a world of coincidence man…. :p

Actu we went to coffee bean, then I told her I’m dead hungry….so she suggested hw abt goin 2 a pl where we can eat real food….so I’m game for it…..we end up in old airport rd…….i had dry fishball mee….then we also had rojak n fried oyster….yum yum….but e oyster v lousy…v salty also…..she wanted 2 eat chic wings but e shop closed….then when we ordered e oyster, then I saw e next stall sellin western got sell!!!….stupid man…..haiz…but nvm lah…..last nite was damn full loh…..i’m stuffed!!!

We chatted till 1130, then we went off…..she sent me to e station then…reached home abt 1210….took a shower, sms her…then went 2 slp til tis morn…..it was a gd nite’s rest…..i could use more of those…..esp e wk I’m goin 4 e photoshoot….at least need 3 nites of gd slp or else I’ll look lik shit!!!…..w panda eyes n all….

E silly girl, instead of packing her stuff 4 her trip, she went n choose which dress to wear 4 tonite's wedding dinner!!.....crazy man......no time already still choose to b nice 4 e wedding......haiz.......hope she can pack finish everything...she v cute leh.....still can tell me tis morn....

Well….need to finish my biz log report either today or tmr….or else I can’t start on my trans report….oh well…..back to work then… :p

Chillin out in e airport..

Went out w Irene last nite…went to airport n chill…..she pick me up frm my home then to e airport…kekekke…irene joked abt she doesn’t have the chance to b fetch by guys….kekekek…..she asked me to fetch her, but I dun even knw hw to go there loh……so too bad….feel bad also…..she came down frm yishun leh…..but it’s kinda cute lah…..hehehe…

We reached there close to 10….chilled at starbucks…….then we chat….n I brought my baby photos 2 let her c…we promise ea other ma…I saw hers online…but she said she wil bring if she knew I’m bringin…I mean hw would she knw rite….?…silly girl….anyway…s usual, we had a lovely time….she looked lovely s well, a white tube w a laced outer wear….ma chim go wedding…hahaha…but I told her tt also….she look really gd last nite..! ok ok…digress too much liao…kekeke….we sat there til 12am…exactly!!…then she sent me back……

She need to pack her luggage also…coz tt girl pack things v slow wan…need a few days to pack…..so she managed to do so…..but still need some stuff s well…heard frm her tis morn…..anyway she’s not entertainin any clients, so she’ll b able to do so n slp early also…..always slp soooo late!!!….become panda eyes liao…..oh ya…she’s coming back on the 21st nite n leaving on the 18th morn 8am…

Anyway, got new plans 4 e days to come…my bro, jed aka soon chong, ask me out 4 shoppin tis fri…n tennis on the 26th….even I dun knw hw to play…hahah….jus realized I’m having a UAN workshop tt day….but it’s at 1…hope can make it…

So far so gd…..activities all planned out…w gd company….n fun time is almost guaranteed!!…yippee!!!!!

Another date w Irene....

Went to sch today to discuss proj….v gd loh…coz I dun even knw where to start….it’s not a grp proj…so tt makes it even better!!!…kekekeek….got some pts frm my mates….heng ah!!….hahaha….we exchange pointers lah…. :p

Not meetin up w leeann today…coz she’s having sth on…so meetin on thurs…hopefully…coz I only wan to get my jacket back…..haiz….e r/s has come 2 a stand still lik I said b4….no regrets lah….its was a gd ride……learn alot frm her also…..so it’s a gd thing!!…more life exp…

Jus back hm….now chattin w irene…dun knw whether r we meetin up….coz in e train we joke abt meetin up ma……hmmmm……v cute lah her……kekkek….i lazy to type e whole conversation…..ma fan…in short, we flirted w ea other….hehhehe…..oh ya…jus confirm we r meetin!!….yayyy!!!……she wanted to meet up b4 she go to Bangkok tis fri…..think she miss me lah….kekeek….so she wan to meet b4 she go loh…..nvr feel so wanted b4….shiok!! :p

Gonna hit e report writing later…aft I finish my shower….hope to do half, so I can slack abit…..anyway my life is goin great…..w a new found love interest n a great new job, wat can I ask 4!!….jus more $$$$…..hahahah

Talent Scouted!!!

Had been a fun few days….been hangin out w ray n irene…totally ‘free n easy’…..talking abt anything….was v soothing….

Irene n me have been flirting ard ea other…..kekekek….it’s harmless flirtin….rubbin of our arms…talking closer when there’s a need….basically e body language tells it all…..an outsider can tell it easily….hehehe….even if I break up w my baby, I wouldn’t wan another r/s now…..been enjoyin my new found single-hood tremendously…though I’m still attached….kekekeek…..anyway I’m always keeping myself in-track….haven’t derail yet….dun worry guys…..

Oh ya….was shoppin on thurs in taka….then was talent scouted by a girl…sooo cool!!!….i was shocked also…I gave her my hp no….then tt was it. It’s frm a agency called UAN. I was ecstatic tt day man!!!…means all tis while of keeping handsome n stuff hav paid off!!!…hahaha….actu I told my friends I wanted to do some modellin in e june holidays….but now, e chance jus pop up in my face…I jus grab it!!

So Vicky (e talent scout), called me on fri to ask me to go 4 interview on sat…so I went…heard abt e usual corporate culture stuff, hw e comp works…blah blah…need to pay some money also in order to become their artiste…so now……I’m…….officially……..a UAN artiste!!!!…..woooow!!!!…..it’s my 1st step into e media industry…been wantin to do tis but dun knw how to go abt doin it…so now it’s my opportunity…paid a small price 4 it (cash)…but I hope it can really helps me build up my confidence n portfolio….UAN will b handling my engagement (ma chim assignment or any jobs)…so they r my mgt comp…pretty cool….!!…hahahah…

I’m jus waitin 4 my pimples 2 disappear b4 goin 4 e photoshoot….hopefully at e end of e mth….i got 3 wks to do tt…..so should b no prob….wil b also attendin a workshop on e 26th….it’s an orientation into e comp…n they got free workshops 4 their artiste to join also….so it’s also gd coz some comp require them to pay additional…but UAN doesn’t…even if tis doesn’t turn out well, at least I can say ‘i’ve been there, done tt’….hope can do some tv work n some commercials…tt’s my aim….i’m under them 4 18mths…..but it’s not contract bound….so it’s ok…but if I quit, then my money also gone lah…hahaha….so I’ll stick ard till e end….looks lik a gd yr 4 me….n looks lik my life is gonna change ard frm tis pt on….e pivot pt…oh ya….saw my cousin on tv also…he’s part of e hip-hop dance act on arts central…..hahah….s if e leong family gonna take over e tv time…hahahah…it’s gonna b a roller coaster ride man…hope I can manage my time….which I’m so lousy in!!…

Oh well…..so tis is wat happened 4 e past few days….n 1 bad news, I failed my transport report, but got a chance 2 redo it, so it’s ok…but still sucks….

So jo, happy 4 me rite?…kekeke….u say u kana talent scouted twice during a day at wisma….i was scouted at taka outside guess shop…looks lik we got e gorgeous ppl face….hahahha….

Hope u get 2 c me on print media or tv soon…*crossin fingers*..

3 DAYS of PURE, UNDIVIDED MADNESS!!!

So man……completed my proj til 5 tis morn……..n woke up at 9.30!!!….feel shitty…….feel lik I’m comin down w flu……..running nose n all……..jus dun feel rite……..

oh ya......my lappie jus mad!!....kana virus......manage to save it w intensive care......thx 2 michael (jacob's friend)....now only can use it 4 work n surfin..........no msn.........haiz.........gotta use my sis's com 4 tt........shit.......gonna bury her at yr end.........she's been a great service.......but she gotta go............haiz............R.I.P.........

Mayb goin shoppin to distress myself…….go chill abit…….has been a hectic 3 days…..it’s only work work n more work……manage to squeeze in some time 4 a movie w Irene…..didn’t even think abt my baby…..it’s tt busy……..tried calling her yst……but she’s busy…….so I’ll jus leave it s tt……not gonna contact her 4 tis mth…….but impossible coz I need to pass her her pressie……..but til then it’s only proj……not gonna let her influence my mood…..can’t afford it……rather her hate me than me not focusing……

Anyway hope today jus b a gd day 4 shoppin…..gd sunny weather…..gd crowd….need to get some gd vibes frm them…….ppl out there!!……u hear tt!!…..i need vibes frm u guys, pass me some………plsssssss!!!!!!!……….kekekeek

Lovely evenin w Irene.....my new found gf...girl-friend.......not girlfriend!!

Haiz….my laptop kana virus!!!!………sian……….now at repair shop………but I knw it’s v jialat………if can’t fix, I must send to fujitsu shop n repair…….sure v ex wan…!!!……..gonna b broke tis mth man………tot can save but now……….haiz……….

Had a unproductive day….spent 6 hrs n did 2 qns!!!………waste time man…….tmr die die must finish all e 5 qns man….if not really no time 4 other proj….

But on e bright side, had movie n dinner w irene. Jus came back only……..we had a v lovely evening……..chattin n laughin……..knw frm e conversation tt she’s really a frank n direct girl………v independent n strong too………n she agrees too…….but she’s a nice girl....n thoughtful too!! girls my age jus dun hav tt QUALITY!....had a gd time tonite……v smooth sailin……….can u imagine tt we only met up last sat……only ONCE…….n tonite we can go 4 movie n dinner………isn’t tt AMAZING!!!……..we jus hit it off jus lik tt!!…….kinda slightly gd friends now….hahahah…….we talk abt anything under e sun……..we r v comfortable w one another…..ma chim lik me n jo……..but not tt close yet……..hope can progress 2 tt stage some time in e near future…….tt would b great….!!…….another gd gf!!………kekekeek…..

Gotta do proj tmr AGAIN!!…….hope to get more work done man…….

Jus a borin o’sat………..

Jus got back frm supper w charles…went CV…ate roti john n tea…..pretty normal loh…..nth much also……it’s a borin wkend tt’s y I jio him out 4 supper…..jus to chit chat…..

Sat in e car n talk loh….talk abt everything…..e usual stuff loh….so damn bored….arrrggghhh!!!……but tmr MUST buckle down n do work liao…or else really no time…

Nth much to write also….jus write for the sake of writing…haiz……

Jus a borin o’sat………..

Clubbin AND Meeting New PPL Really ROCKS!!...woooww!!!

Had a hell of a time last time!!….met ray’s client cum friend….v friendly…nice looking too…kekeke…ya ya…it’s a she…we went clubbin at newsroom w 2 other friends of Irene (ray’s friend)

Went home at 3…reached abt 3.15..pretty fast….woke up at 8.30!!!….idiot!!!…..but went back n slp at 9.30 n woke up at 11….so it’s still not so bad….chattin w irene online….poor girl…gotta work today…haiz….suay man….oh ya…I think I’ve e luck of meeting girls of 26, 27…she’s 27…I got a gd guess of 26…hahahah…frm looks can tell…..but she’s still look v youthful….complained tt her friends ALL r either married or attached…so she’s e only single left….blah blah…n e list goes on….n I’m lazy to type out e whole conversation….she jio me 2 devils bar tonite…still thinking goin anot….actu she asked me n ray last nite…but say we’ll confirm today loh…..anyway she’s gonna confirm later whether it’s still on or not…she’s a gd girl lah….

Long story short, I’m still faithful to my baby…no worries here!…gotta go eat sth….damn hungry….

Great nite w my baby!!...Love her to BITS!!...muacks!!

Been downsizing n editing my report for e past few days…it’s getting on my nerves….it’s been a unproductive few days…..i do nth but edit n edit….it’s pissing me off……n I can’t get to do my other things…eg. Reading up on my other subjects n proj….damn!!…shit!!!!….

Had to take my mind off things n feel shitty abt myself….i really need to study sth or else I’ll feel even more shitty over e wkend…!!!!…

Anyway had a FANTASTIC w leeann today…..didn’t had so much fun since we had been together!!…can u believe it….hahaha…..coz in e past, I’m e jealous guy…n u know e rest if u read my blog…..but now I’m jus comfy w her…..she had a bad day though…..kana “outplayed” by belle….her colleague…disturb her by putting things in her bag….pissed her off……tt was her mood when we met up…..but me sayang-ing her soothes her down….kekek…..she was tired….coz she went partying last nite!!….reached yuki’s at 4…woke up at 9….was late 4 work…..hahaha…but heng her bosses not ard n e office was quite empty…..manage to sneak past them again….but anyway her bosses v pampered her…so any ways it’s ok loh…. :p

Had a usual movie date n dinner thingy…..was nice seeing my sweetie again….dun know when wil b e next time….told her it’s was great n we should do it some time soon…n she said next wk when i’ve no lesson…..hopefully, I can take time out 4 her….n I hope I’ll feel better (n not shitty!!)…

Anyhow, I should b back to editing my report 4 lik e umpteen time!!….arrrggghhhh!!!!

Tired of thinking of e title......jus leave it blank next time....arrgghhh....!!!

I’m bored…so it’s bloggin time!!…

Went orchard to relax myself….totally can’t coop myself in e house anymore!!!…arrrgggghhh……initially I wan to scout 4 baby’s pressie…but forgot…kekeke……but I went search my dad’s socks…..ask me to buy 4 him…..haahah….but I buy all e ex type…but anyway can’t find lah……must go pasar malam n c….sure got wan…

Chatted w samuel 4 a while…then go home liao….today v funny…..saw a baby when I was goin to town….v demandin….anyhow walk…n wan to sit on e seat when there’s someone already there….hahaha….e guy no choice so he giv her e seat loh……then goin back…e stupid mummy beat e kid hand…..then he cry lik mad….it’s on n off….irritatin man…..at last they alighted…..wah piang…can die man!!!

Think clothes prices r getting outrageous!!….saw a top..white only…then it’s lik 3 layers of e same mat’l.n cost 24.90!!!…mad….somemore e mat’l sooo thin…..

Anyway shoppin’s jus isn’t e same w/o celeb queen….it’s lacking e laughter n silliness…irreplaceable…anyway had a OK time only……will shop again soon…coz still need 2 find my baby’s pressie….if not I’ll jus buy e bag…

Oscar Mon...!!...Clint Eastwood ROCKS..coz he's a GENIUS!!

Had a pretty ok day….did nth much….did my report (s usual)…only manage to chat w baby for lik a few sentences…coz her server is down again…but tt’s besides e pt….nowadays even if we didn’t talk or sms…..i didn’t feel she’s not caring enough 4 me..coz I’m used to it already…I still know I’ve got a gf…but jus now I almost forgot coz v long nvr meet up liao (not counting e time we bump into in Zouk)…tmr we r meeting up!!…yayyy!!!…but no gd movies leh…..haiz…..our r/s r more settle now….it’s peaceful and fill w bliss…v comfy...i lik tt feeling...kekeke…mushy again…

Today’s is lik any other days…hot n lazy…..did some weights before goin to class….had an agreement w my proj mates tt we go clubbin once we finished all e reports…hahaha…it’s 5 more 2 go….end of march we’ll b partying!!….woooow!!!! tt’s gd news 4 me…!!! Hahaha….

Oh ya…had a little chat w yve….having probs w her man….hmmmm…dun really know hw’s she’s coping…e results n her r/s….bad timing man….totally sucks big time…hope our talk make some sense to her…I’m lik “been there, done tt” kinda guy, so I know hw’s she’s feeling to a certain extent….but w my mentality now, I wil jus immerse myself into e clubbin scene n party non-stop to get my mind off things…..n talking to gd friends helps too…n u too, yve…bleahz….go shoppin..!!!...been a long time since i shopped...sob sob....it's e best med u can ever get instantly!!....n u'll b cured instantly too!!

Never blame yrself 4 e failure in e r/s…it’s always both parties 2 make or break e r/s….less e 3rd party crap…then tt’s a diff case…friends are equally impt s yr lover….so nvr discard them when u r deeply in love…..u wil need them, trust me…

Anyway, tonite’s writing is 4 a certain gf of mine….u know who u r…..but u guys can also use it s ref…hahaha…..jus b happy n enjoy e finer things god has given u….enjoy!!

Another wkend has passed.....waiting 4 clubbin day 2 come tis Fri...hopefully.. :p

Phew……manage to squeeze every ounce of mental strength into my report….lucky I was able to finish a huge chunk of aviation writing or else tonite is wasted doin nth….but my fear is back again….i will hav to downsize again!!….still lack my conclusion, intro and abstract…..haiz…..but that’s ok….i’ll manage eventually…..think I’m rather pleased w tis report…kinda solid w info….hope can get high marks…..

Anyway, today was rather slow n humid…..though it rained earlier on….e nites r always hot n humid….talked to baby online 4 a while…nth much also….but I’m contented tt we talked….i feel so blessed having her rite now in my life…

Ate a lot today….mouth too itchy…n I’m too bored tt’s y…..haven’t been working out 4 e past 2 days….i’ll hav to get back on track tmr….!!

My eyes are blurring s I’m typin tis blog…..i know I’m getting tired….tis always happens when I’m really really tired…..so I guess I’ll hav to stop here…..but wait!!….hav a dilemma, I’ll gotta scout 4 sweetie’s present….hinted her tt I’ll get her a exp gift on her bday during cny….but my hint wasn’t obvious lah…..but I wanted to get her a diamond necklace but I wasn’t financially abled….mayb I’ll saved up 4 our 1st yr anniversary….coz I also saw a nice white bag during our vday dinner…it’s only 20bucks!!!….cheap man!!….but I dun wanna get her cheap stuff….so I need to look ard loh…..know of any nice bag shops ard??? Girls help me!!!!!….i know she wouldn’t mind me getting her cheap stuff s long it’s frm e heart n I’ve spent time choosin it….e smile on her face is priceless…I wan tt….i know I’ll get it if I giv her e necklace….but bag???….wil I??…..i know baby’s not such a person….but……arrrggghhhhh…….if only money grow on trees…..

Anyway I’ll fig it out…..somehow or rather….

Another WIN!! Yayyy!!!

YESSS!!!!!!!....we finally got back to our winning ways...spurs won 2-0...at least it's worth e trip down 2 e pub...

but my shirt is stinking w smoke loh....n it's my fav shirt!!!....only wear today.....shit!!....anyway i went n soak it already....idiot smokers!!...ban all smokers!!!!....

nth much happen today....so it's gonna b short n sweet 4 tonite!... :p

gonna slp soon...unless i start on my report again........NOT!!....kekeke...

SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY!!!!

Wat a boring fri nite….was actu looking forward to supper…but charles went n slp….idiot!!!…no clubbin, no supper….man tt sucks!!!….stuck at home w report to write n e bloody weather….sucky!!….

I gotta club next wk man….can’t take it…..gotta save up….shouldn’t b a prob…oh ya….hopefully my date w baby wil materialize on tues…e more I should save next wk!!!….i can tahan wan…..i’ll do anything 4 fun events…eat bread n drink water 4 lunch….no pain no gain…anyway my house’s full of food…

Hmmmm….zouk or devils bar or dbl o next fri??? tough choice….gotta consult my guys….hahaha….

Anyway hope to finish tis report (plus editing) by latest thurs…!!….coz I really need to rest man…..it’s killin me…..mayb I go job hunt or sth….

Wan to slp liao….v sticky n tired……tmr got class……lucky jed jio me 2 watch soccer tmr….or else I think tis wkend wil b v sucky….but still….i think tis wk is well-spent!!….was a fun wk…friends, booze, girls…..everything a guy can ask 4…..great!!!….

Clubbin ROCKS!!!

Sooooooo tired now…….can’t open my eyes already…..i did nth much today also……y so tired…..hmmmm….must b staring into e comp screen too long……confirm is not e gym workout I went jus now…anyway think I’ll slp early today….jus change my bedsheet today!!!….yayyy!!!…should b v gd to slp on…kekekek

oh ya…..my dad bought a new printer..coz I complaint abt e old one…really piss me off…..anyway it’s really gd….coz I can b switch to quiet mode when printing…v cool!!….

Went zouk last nite…..FANTASTIC!!!! wooow!!….had a gd time w e guys….chatted w some girls too….they started it!!….i swear!!…..they r v friendly n warm…..great nite I should say…but Raymond lost his hp….suay man!!…but e fucker who took it finally smsed him back n blah blah…..n I bumped into my baby!!!….hahaha….wat a coincidence…..then ended up we had supper w e guys n sent her back to yuki’s….

Oh ya….picked up a nokia 76++ on e cab….gave e driver n tell him to pass back to hq…

It’s a nite of surprises…it’s gd surprises…..nvr knew I was popular w e girls…hahahah….glad I found out jus in time…hahaha…..thank god leeann didn’t c me earlier on…..coz I only bump into her at 3…when we already dance finish n ‘stuff’….but I didn’t cheat on her ok!!…anyway I was happy to c her….but she’s more than happy!!…she’s ecstatic!!….hahaha….can tell….keeps squeezing my cheeks, ears n nose…..think they become longer!!…hahahah

Think I’m getting addicted to e nite life of clubbin..not drinkin….but 1 criteria is getting high, not drunk….most prob I’ll club twice a mth if possible…..when everyone’s free n got cash to burn….!!…

TIL E NEXT PARTY BEGINS….

Most prob 2 wks frm now….kekeke…crossin my fingers…need to save up money 4 tt day….

3 1/2 stars to Ray....5 STARS to Mr Ray Charles HIMSELF!!

Ray wasn’t s gd s I expected…there’s no rhythm to it…kinda dead…but none e less e portrayal was great..!!…..nvr knew he was a drug junkie..reached home abt 12…

Was dead tired already….was tired in e morn aft I submitted my reports….s if 2 rocks r off my shoulders….forget to slp…n play mahjong…idiot me…but anyway I slept thru e nite…had e weirdest dreams….hmmmm….v vivid….almost lost track of time n dimension…v v v weird….must b god’s playfulness again…..kekekek….

Came online n couldn’t c my baby…sms her n found out she’s on leave…insist she told me abt it…not...apparently she didn’t…she’s always forgetful….kuku girl…..anyway she’s thrilled when she found out I’m free tis whole wk….so it’s a gd thing…!…mayb ask her whether she’s interested in goin to e zoo coz I promise her tt….

Anyhow, hopefully can gather enough info on my trans report…got a few online last nite….gonna do more…there’s tons of it man…it’s tough alrite….

Oh ya, so funny yst….I saw a couple on e st, then when I went to take e train 2 e movies, I saw them again!!….hw small is tis world man!!….man!!….wat a small world…..n then I found out at e cinemas, tt I get turn on by girls who has an American accent to their eng….it’s a diff kind of sexy…it’s v nice to hear tt…provided they r not a snob!!….

gonna hav dinner w e gang later....been a while...since e last mob briefing....anyway hope to hav a gd time...no sucky faces!!! :)

SUBMISSION....finally...

finally i submitted my reports...!!!....was a hectic morn.....woke up at 8 to start editing n printin e reports......but e worst was e printer hanged on me...damn freaking me out man!!....pressed 4 time n tis things happen.....even miss my doc appt....screw e appt lah...!!!.....

but patience wil e fucking printer prevail.....finish printing ard 11++....haiz......freakin thick loh...my econs report tt is....must get fastener!!....kekekek...

got a cut on my neck while shaving.....kinda sexy though....kekekeek....was a nice cut!....heheheeh....mad!!....baby's should c it...kekekek....really sexy man!!....ok ok...enough of this sexy cut...must b pissing u guys off rite...i dun care!!!... :p

came back...still didn't chat w baby online....did it on purpose....wan her to miss me....hehehe.....but eventually when i did (aft i played finish mahjong..abt 6)...talk abt 2 qn then her server down....haiz....u c....it's not meant to b.....when i dun talk, nth wrong....but when i wan to talk, e server down.....wat to do.....i'm ok wan.....no big deal n it's not e first time....think e server dun lik me....kekeke....startin during our courtship days, when such things happen i always told leeann her comp dun lik me or her....coz always hang wan....hahahah....anyway wouldn't b smsing her tonite coz she's out w her friends n i dun wan to interupt.....but i guess she wan to expect my sms loh.....it's sweet but i'm not gonna do tt.....coz it's not 'right'....lazy to explain...those who know me, wil understand....

n i didn't get e chance to tell her i'm still goin 2 e movies.....n i dun intend to unless she ask me abt it... : )....i v wicked hor....but i'm not.....think i should not reveal too much personal stuff here....it may backfire....kekeke

anyway, it's gd time w alex at e movie!!!......yippeeee!!!!!!!

SUCKY Day....!!!!

Quite a sucky day…

E idiot trans tutor TOTALLY forgot abt having a class today!!!….i mean WAT E FUCK!!!!….hw can he forget such things….4 god’s sake, he used to b a GM of some comp….n he can forget such small thing….fucker man!!….waited 4 him 4 1hr n 15mins….nvr in my life waited 4 anyone (inclu girls) 4 tt long…he broke my record man…still got e gall 2 say he was abt to leave 4 e gym…

Wanted to go at 2.30…but my mates said another 15mins….then one guy called him…said he’s jammed somewhere…..jackass!!!….but anyway, manage to get some tips in return…hahahaha

Return to a home full of ppl….i love it!!…..kekekeek….my relatives came over…..ate a lot of food…coz I didn’t eat lunch…came back at 5.30 ba….ate bee hoon, 5 spice rolls, desserts (tons of it!!!)…n choco!!…yummy…!!!…oh ya…auntie susan bought a sleeveless shirt 4 me…coz my couz has n I said nice…so she bought 4 me loh…kekekek…she treat me v gd wan….always go her house when I was v young…..anyway, ate a lot today loh…..feel I put on weight again….haiz…..so much 4 a wk of gym….kekeke….but anyway tmr should b ok…coz I’m working out indoors…YES!!

Leeann’s cancelled our date 2 times in a row in 2 days…1 was yst…n today she cancel our movie date 4 tmr…already booked e tix (I think she doesn’t know…coz I didn’t tell her)…sms n told me she got appt w her colleagues which she made earlier on but she forgot…she keeps forgetting things….hmmmm….always use tis excuse (though I think it’s true lah)….getting sick of it….but I’m not affected by it loh….if she has e heart to cheat me, I have no way of knowin it rite…so I dun get too in-depth in e excuse…haiz……..so……I went looking 4 ppl to go…fiercely!!!….kekeke….finally alex agreed!!!….yayyy!!!!….he’s my savior…hahahahah……I know she’s gonna make it up to me somehow lah….it’s her style….but do I got e time?….e ball’s in my court now….hehehe…

I think she kinda pissed (but not e angry pissed) coz I always ask her to choose e movies she wanna watch….so today when I told her which she wan…she said “u decide k”….so I chose it!…simple….she still dun know me…..it doesn’t matter wat movie I watch….i jus wan to spend time w her…..oh well…..she doesn’t need to know all this…..coz I know her response is “k”…get wat I mean now…

She dun know wat she’s missing loh….coz I wouldn’t b free 4 e coming mth loh…REALLY NOT A DAY I CAN SPARE….coz my proj datelines r all 1 wk diff…back to back….siong man!!…..so if we can’t meet on mon….or any day this wk….she will regret loh….or wil she……hmmmm…..1 mth no contact….i dun think she can tahan…..let’s hav a wager?….she wil ask me out….but my answer may b no…n a few times of this….she CONFIRM can’t tahan loh….but anyway, time will tell…kekeek..

Anyway, I finally finished my 2 reports…..managed to print my biz log…only left econs….gonna print tmr….n submit both!!….sign……feel relief man….

So I’m looking forward to submittin my report, my specialist appt n movie w alex!!….mayb go town n chill by myself if I really hav e mood…kekekek…..we’ll c abt tt….

Another Sat......not happening.....

Yst, went to mac to help my couz do her focus grp….was an informative session….heheheeh….coz her neighbor was in e industry…so her input was an eye opener!…

Cheater!!….told me e session’s gonna take an hr…..but it took 3hrs!!….though fun but I need to do my own proj loh…..but we went back 2 her house 4 steamboat!!!…..yummy!!!…..kekeeke…..free loader!!….hahahaah…..it’s only my aunt, uncle her, her sis n syl (also my couz)…..had a fun time chatting……ate pizza n kfc also….played a few rounds of mahjong….lost 70cents..kekeke….

I was a gd day but my heart still not settled coz my report still dangling in mid-air…….sian…..anyway….still doin today…..MUST finish by today loh….!!!!!….later got class…..almost forgot loh…..then at nite goin my uncle pl 2 bai nian…..think I will die man…..still got many loose ends to tie up…..feel so shitty now…

but got 1 thing i v v v v v v happy is.....last nite when i sms leeann...she wasn't clubbin!!!.......yayyyy!!!!!!!.....she's at yuki's.....i jus dun quite lik when she goes clubbin...us dun lik loh......but now i'm ok w it......i jus dun sms her on wkends....coz i dun wan her to tell me e pl she is at, which i dun lik..i.e zouk, devil's bar...etc.....so i restrain myself frm smsing loh......jus keep my mind off her on wkends...simple!...but it's not loh.....unless she sms or else i dun....anyway our r/s is ok lah....better than starting.... :p jus hope it wil get better...!!

Talent Scouting..

Oh ya…I forget e most impt thing…rem when I was eating my kway chap….kekeke….

Outside orchard mrt…got a lot of talent scouts wan!!….they r all girls scouting 4 girls……coz I saw 1 interviewin 1 yst….no wonder jo told me when she walk frm 1 end of wisma to another she kana TWICE!!!….tis means she’s quite a looker…!!!!…..hahaahah….ah ya…she celeb queen ma…kekeke…..y they nvr scout 4 guys…..haiz……if not I SURE KANA wan….hehehehe

N I went to c samuel at work….working at taka…..chatted then went 4 dinner..his dinner not mine!…then his friend frm cosmetic dept came over….i was lik wow!!….he’s working at 4th level, hw e fuck he got to know a girl frm 1st level!!!….hahahah…..e girl was pretty loh….excepted…coz frm cosmetics side can’t b too ugly wan…..he intro her s his “v gd friend”…hahaha…dun know real or bluff wan….he’s a v sociable guy lah…but anyway…jus wanna put into my blog abt e things tt went thru yst……sooooooo many things happen loh…..life is full iof surprises n unhappy incidents…..i exp both in 1 DAY!!….it’s pretty cool though :p

Wat A DAY...n NITE!!!....

Wat a day it was yst….saw my ex….leeann’s last min cancel our dinner (actu e dinner appt also v last min…n when she called n ask me how, I know it will b cancelled….oh well…)….supper w charles…worst was kana screwed by ah gua!….tt scoldin make me can’t slp….

Yst, went shoppin alone…then went isetan scotts…smell a fragrance v familiar, then looked up on e escalator….n saw my Spanish ex….didn’t say hi, coz she was freakin far away…..but she’s looking gd ea time I c her….feel gd 4 her too….

Ok, then came back, went online n saw my baby….then we joked ard….then I asked her where she having dinner…she said dun know…so I asked her out 4 dinner loh…..but in e end she called n sound hesitant….so I know it’s cancelled….she can’t reject ppl on e phone or face to face….so later she sms me telling me she’s goin home 4 dinner….which I freakin dun believe lah…but I also dun giv much tots into it…..so I called her later….she was at yuki’s packin to go back home…..told her to call me when she reached home….apparently she didn’t……n also I didn’t giv much tots into it….heheheh…coz I dun wanna giv myself such idiotic tots n make myself feel lik shit……so later I asked charles out 4 supper loh….

Went simpang bedok again….picked him up..service was slow like fuck…but anyway, he suggested goin changi village n c ah gua…so aft tt we went there loh…..it was an eye opener….though i've seen them a thousand time...but they nvr fail to amaze me....they r even more beautiful than normal girls….e way they walk ma chim models man…!!….not bluffin…..e aura of confidence……e flawless complexion (even girls can’t fight)….oh my god!!!….they r unbelievable….they even look n sound lik girls!!….but we all know they r not….

i think we really nth better to do (which e ah gua screw us tt)…we actu drove out of e carpark…then stop there coz got van driving along….he picked up e most chio ah gua (which we both agree on)…waited 4 him 2 pass….then met eyes w e ah gua…..it’s lik flirting…kekekek….so I smiled back at her loh…hahahaha….oh ya….so we drove out of e carpark…..charles wanted to show me e ulu pl….but dun know y we followed e van….coz we curious where he bringin her…we end up following them into an ulu pl….but we drove pass them…..then aft which we went to charles’ ulu pl lah…blah blah….

Then we drove back 2 e carpark…..so I suggested to sit on e rocks…coz can c more clearly ma…..so later….e chio girl came back…..wah lau…she strut her stuff….then tot she goin to chat up w us…OH YES SHE DID….got screwed by her….she said, “u 2 nth better to do is it….ppl go work also must follow”….then she walked off….she is pissed…though I dun know her, but her words r v hurting man…(though we deserved it)….coz bcoz we had a “connection” earlier on….so our stupid action spoil all tt!!!……haiz……tot got into her gd bks….then now kana screwed….sigh……sian…….i jus dun lik 2 b hated by ppl at 1st impression…n get it frm a girl…though she’s not…but she look damn real…!!….jus dun lik 2 get scolded by girls…..n I NVR get tt in my life!!….she jus BROKE MY RECORD!!!!….fuck man!!!…..

Tt incident really disturb me badly….was thinking abt it even when I’m driving home….n I almost couldn’t slp bcoz of tt…..i feel so bad….wanted to make it up to tt girl….some ppl hav fantastic memory (lik me)…I jus hope she forget abt tt incident when we go back again……but I dun think we wil b back 4 some time…..tis time we r taking charles’ car….i dun wan my car kana scratch by them….hahahaah…

Still HATING tt feelin….it jus gets to me when I can’t get into ppl gd bks….!!!!…..arrggghhhh……..!!!!!!!…..anyway no time 4 such things…..need to get down to my report….still haven’t finish man…

Great 3wks!!!

Haiz…….(it’s a happy haiz….kekeek)…dun know y I’m feelin so happy tonite…out of no reason….aft I watch tv I become lik tt….kekekee….mad!!!…..somemore I’m rushing report 4 god’s sake…!!!…..oh well…..heeheheh

Feelin calm now…..n jus plain HAPPINESS…wan to kiss someone now….a real kiss!!…lik my ex gave me (u know…Spanish girls r more passionate abt love n e things tt comes w it…kekeke)….awwww…..tt was a nice, deep n passionate one……but I’m jus reminiscing…I’m still faithful 2 my sweetheart…..but back to kisses…not everyone is a gd kisser n can giv a real kiss….diff 2 find….but “feedback” frm my ex-es…I’m pretty gd in tt dept…tt’s nice!!..hope my future wife is gd at tt too…kekekee….madness again…hehehe :p

Havin dinner w roger tmr at Holland v….yayyy!!!!….it’s a chill out nite 4 me….been pia-ing my report 4 e whole wk….except vday…my brain need a rest man…..been goin 2 e gym frequently….getting great at it….been drinkin lotsa water too….getting more health conscious now….rather eat bread than buy fast food…kekeke…prefer mineral water than coke…cool switch 4 me…coz I’m known 4 a sweet tooth….but I dun favor soft drinks now…only when I crave 4 it once in a while….

My aircon getting old….it doesn’t even get cold at 16 deg..!!!….n I can sweat…man it’s high time to change…plus I on e fan at high speed..!!….only get cold in e morn….haiz…….

So looking forward 2 next wk….coz I’ll b handing up my 2 reports n I’ll b free 4 e whole wk!!……yiiippeee!!!!!!!!…but still need to read up on my texts….can do abit of my stuff….lik shoppin 4 leeann’s pressie n goin movies w her…stuff lik tt….

Oh well…….think a lot has been goin on lately…cny, vday…reports…it’s been a gd 2wks 4 me….including prep wk…wil b 3wks…everyday has been an adventure n fun time!!!….

Think should stop my writing…coz it’s getting longer ea time I write….kekekeek

BS's gone....now Jo's gone too....

Couldn’t send BS (Beng Seng) off earlier on coz I got class at 6…..his flight was at 7…but nvm lah….coz we already celebrated b4 he left….so he left on a high note!!….keekek

Jus came back frm e airport….went n send off jo….thank god she didn’t cried….but I know she’s holdin back…went 2 her pl earlier on….met my 2 poly gfs….still s funny….strangely there wasn’t any oddness when we met again…..tt’s pretty cool….we were still poking n punchin ea other…so we went 2 e airport…I was driving…actu I was e 1 who told them jo’s flying off today (jo wil b sooo grateful to me loh!!…)…if not they would hav miss her 4 e last time….

Tonite so funny….my SOM tutor knows wat TGIF means…!!!…he’s 55!!!…..i only learn such short forms frm my sweetie….she’s FOND of confusing me w “ttyl, tgif, a/p…..”…she’s driving me mad….but it’s alrite now….she’s e love of my life!!!….love her to bits!!!!……kekekek…

Think tmr then I do my econ report….can’t think now also….went gym tis aft….during lunch…pretty gd…lesser ppl…can use e equipment longer….did weights today….think my fitness is getting better….so funny….my baby told me on vday tt e gym wasn’t doin me any gd…coz she can’t c e results…I told her I only do cardio….but I did weights today loh….wan her 2 hav stronger arms to hold n hug on…kekek….n i lost weight!!.....yippee!!!!...lost 1kg....now 72kg....can feel i'm getting fitter....no wonder my jeans keep droppin....kekeke.....

most prob tmr (if I got time….coz rushing e econ report) I’ll go n do weights n abs…..coz my baby’s fond of rubbing my tummy n my arms….think she wan me 2 hav a 6 pac if not…flatter tummy…n stronger arms…..well….i’m doin it 4 u honey!!…..hope 2 achieve fast loh….if I do tis 4 a few mths, sure get results wan…but only I stick 2 it lah…..hahahah…..hmmmm…..hope I got time loh….i really do…wan more time 4 my baby….

But anyway, wan 2 wish my friends a fruitful trip 2 aust….n come back w lotsa pressies 4 me..!!!! hahahaahah…..take care my friends…. : )

BEST V-Day Ever!!!!......

Last nite was my BEST vday ever!!!!….had a fantastic time, dining, huggin, kissing, n…….ehhh….explicit details shall not b revealed….kekeekek….

It started off w e flowers…but e stupid florist v stupid n idiot…called leeann 2 tell her tt e flowers wil b delivered aft lunch….spoil my element of surprise….she asked me but I denied….so at dinner, she told me her friend told would send her flowers so she dun know whether it was him or me….so my surprise is still there lah….ahahah….but wat touched her most is e letter….she told me she was so touched she wanted 2 cry…….awwww….isn’t tt e sweetest thing….come 2 think of it, I wrote love letters in all my previous r/s…pretty neat!!….e flowers are nice…but can b better!!!….but since she likes it, tt’s all tt matters…actu all e flowers I sent, I also nvr seen it…but leeann’s smart, she took pics of it…..wanted 2 ask her 2 do it, but she did it b4 me telling her….telepathic…hahah : )

1 down 2 to go…had dinner at a restaurant tt I’d been 10yrs ago…e service sucks but at least e food’s pretty gd…it was better back then…e service tt is…e pl was freaking packed n I couldn’t get my reserved seats!!….damn!!!….i booked e pl 2wks in adv n I couldn’t get me seats r really poor service..!!…told me no vday special, but I went yst they got…v fucked up rite…but anyway, I had a gd time w her at e restaurant…she actu had a gd appetite n finished everything…it was me who couldn’t finish…had 2 waste 1/3 steak away…oh well…..was feeling full anyway….leeann look really lovely last nite….jus couldn’t stop praising her…..i’m glad my efforts had REALLY paid off…

headed 2 our love nest aft tt…..i shall not involve u guys w e explicit details….kekekek….u guys can most prob guess it…..had a lovely nite w her…not words can describe hw I’m feeling…I can c she’s slowly opening up 2 me…tt makes me even more happier…I feel lik I’m in love all over again…e feeling of being loved n 2 love…it’s all coming back…feeling so happy now…ekkeek….strangely, whenever we slp together, I had e best slp of my life….esp recently when I couldn’t get any gd slp…last nite was e best loh!!….

oh ya…I gave her e cookies n e ornament…she likes it too!!…she also took pics of them…so happy….n I got a eye firming cream frm her…so funny…..ekeke…coz I told her I got panda eyes frm rushin report n stuff……n told her v ex 2 get eye cream…so was surprised she got it…v happy n ecstatic…she said she didn’t get me a creative or romantic gift…but she said it's practical n i wil use it...I reassured her tt it’s alrite....n it’s turn out 2 b e most practical gift I can ever rec…think tt made her feel better…

sms her earlier on…think she’s still in cloud 9….awwwww….it gotta me 1 of my best days….hope such days wil last 4ever….

WILD Nite!!

last nite was my 1st clubbin nite 4 a long long time...last time i went was in poly...at least 3 yrs....
e fun part was hanging out w my friends...n e worst part was zouk wasn't HAPPENING last nite!!!...e ratio of girls to guys was lik 5:1 or worst!.....practically sucks at tt dept.....e music sucks too.....n pl was totally not packed enough....should hav went on wed when my friend jio me.....he said it was 3 times e crowd!!....man!!...wasted......anyway, it's my friend last nite w us.....he's goin out 2 sydney!!.....alrite!!!.....wish him on e best in his studies...

came back 4 tis morn.....idiot enough, i woke up at 8.45!!!....v idiot leh.....i refuse 2 wake up....so i 'try' 2 slp but couldn't slp.....so i drag myself off e bed.....tot i could at least wake up at 12 or 1.....disappointed man......

but e gd thing is my uncle came over to bai nian.....my couz was e prettiest of e lot....hahaha...incest rite....hahaha....nah i'm not!!....she really pretty....e family all power wan....though til now i still dun know her name coz my uncle was given away when he's young....so only recent yrs we visit ea other more often.....tt's y i still dun know their names....but anyway....she's now in VJC...n her bro's in ACS(Barker).....man....smart kids...N Rich....both of them totally can't speak chi 4 nuts...let alone cantonese.....anyway she's more friendly n not shy when we 1st met last yr......even invited us 2 her chruch play.....cool!!...wil think abt it...but i've class next sun....so mayb i gotta sit tis 1 out.....damn!!....

so, went visiting 2 my god-aunt pl (jo, she's e 1 staying near u)...jus came back...now doin my reports loh.......v sian...so now writing blog.....haiz.......stress n freaking HOT!!!.......

but vday's tmr!!!...yaayyyy!!!!!.....been waiting 4 ages......hope i can surprise her w my arrangements (though quite predeictable....but it's e tot tt counts rite.....kekeek)....hope it turns out BETTER than i expect...*praying hard*..

Creative block...

wat a DAY it was yst n today......so damn tired.....slp while waiting 4 my sis 2 finish bathing....it's already 1.45am when i realised tt.....n i was still online!!!....wah piang!!.....waste elec n tel bill....

lost money at bj...bad luck....always happen 2 me during cny......i'm more lucky during off-cny....dun know y.......my sis power man.....went 2 her bf house n grandfolks house n made a killing!!....collected tons of ang bao......*hmmm.....mayb i should get a chi girl 4 cny, malay 4 hari raya, ang mo 4 xmas....fantastic!!*.....oh sorry.....dreaming again......hahahah.....but now i squeezing my report AGAIN....need to clear 400 more words to make it 2000....helppppppp!!!!!!!!.....n i haven't write my summary yet.....damn!!......still hav 2 do my econs report....still haven't start.....die man.......i better start or else really DIE.....

she called tis aft after i sms her....didn't answer....coz when i answer she hung up.....called her again.....talked lik 5s....she said she blow drying her hair n call me back later......think she's still at tt now.....it's already 11.35pm......it's already past 11hrs....hahaha......still drying meh......haiz.....anyway dun wanna think so much.....she wanna call jus call.....dun wanna let such idiotic things bother me....anyway i'm not gonna call or sms til vday.....dun wanna get such response again.....i know she wil sms n say y i nvr sms her n stuff lik tt.....jus gonna tell her i'm busy.....lik she always do 2 me......oh well.....playing hard 2 get...2 can play tis game.......i'm not being an asshole or wat.......jus wanna let her feel e feeling of being neglected.....

anyway enough of such nosense....better go shower n get back 2 my report......
tmr's gym day!!.....yippppeeee!!!!!!!......getting fat man......too much goodies....

CNY!!

think i'm addicted to writing blog....ma chim writing journal....wrote 4 a few days when i was young....too troublesome....kekeke.....

anyway wish those reading tis...esp jo n yve(keke...dun wanna call u von :p)...a happy CNY!!

was surprised to c leeann online last nite n today....coz i know she's not working today (though i didn't ask her) coz her msn font is diff.....she's at yuki's pl......she's been stayin there e past few days....i reckon must b her family probs.....haiz....tis baby of mine got lotsa family probs....can't help much though.....only can b her listenin ear :)

anyhow....we r doin fine now!......i CONFIRM she's v in love w me....she jus dun know hw to express.....ah ya...dun wanna yak abt tis lah......u guys should know by now...kekeke....i'm still love baby v much....muack!!

i still downsizing my report man.....haiz...still got 1000+ words to go...e limit's 2000....how!!!!.....die man......

e suay thing is my dad's down w a fever....jo rem i tabao e durian....he ate 3 seeds...then e next day he got sore throat....haiz....now he's slping.......feel so bad......hope he recover by tmr.....*cross my finger*

tis is a gd way to release my tots n stress, anger n happiness....sharing w friends make it e more enjoyable....

looking forward to seeing my sweetie on vday!!! yayyyy!!!!!!......hahhah.....abit overdose of happiness now.....

wish u girls hav a gd time n enjoy yrselves 2 e MAX!!....esp u jo.....it wil b a yr b4 i c u again.....if lucky it wil b jus 4mths.....hope i can catch u in june!! :)