Saturday, September 30, 2006

Wat A WEEK!!

wat an eventful wk....my baby sis was admitted 2 SGH 4 ovarian cyst ops...n poor her.., her ovary had 2 be removed....so sad... :(

n my granny had a fall n reqd stitches at CGH at e same day as my sis been admitted!!! so unlucky loh.... :( so so sad.....n she got hairline crack n slightly dislocated her right shoulder....

but something 2 cheer abt is, i went 4 my 2nd consecutive session of boxercise!!! hahaha it was fun....got e hang of things...e left n right punch...e hooks n upper-cut...but e fast punches n movement still v awkward 4 ALL of us...hahaha...jus ask Jo...kekek.. ;p

anyway need 2 do proj tmr afternoon...sian....but still i finally got 2 rest a bit aft a "exciting" wk...lotsa stress, movement, joy, laughter n anxiety....

Monday, September 25, 2006

We're ok now...

this PM proj's is the fastest i've done in 4 days...from conceptualising to the final draft took merely 4 days....oh my god!!! can't believe it....now it's done, i can finally get a gd nite's slp...tt's all i ask 4...everything turns out fine....n i feel safe when i volunteered to do e compiling...dun trust my new grp members....kekeke...i dun wanna repeat agn!!! exp man...1600 4 1 subj...

my wife n i finally met up aft 3 days of cold war....oh well, i guess my action of not arguing helps....but then agn, she was tiny bit upset when she asked me whtr i was angry when we didn't talk 4 so many days...my reply was obviously NO...jus can't allow myself to lose focus during my proj....so i'll absorb all kinds of nonsense frm her then dispel them slowly....if not, will settle w her aft my proj submission loh...luckily no need 4 tt liao, everything's back 2 normal....so tt's a relief...at least i can FULLY relax 4 this whole wk b4 embarking on another proj...aarrrgggghhh!!!!!!!!

back 2 work tmr...busy agn...but i lik it...time passes faster..but sometimes WAY too fast, coz not enought 2 use....!! hahaha....oh ya, Jo's goin 2 work tmr...hope she gets a gd start, gd colleagues n boss....bless her w lotsa luck n charm!!! kekekek....

rem 2 hav lunch w me ya...dun forget!!! :p

A FITTING Tribute to my Sister...Yve!!!

today's posting is dedicated to my sis, baby Yve..!! kekek...

she's been a great help of late n definitely e yrs ago....she's been my listening ear, a cookie expert..kekeke...,doing up my blog n most impt, jus being my sis....she's been a great help in short...dun knw hw but she works her magic, somehow...kekeekek...

she taught me stuff tt i didn't even dare tot of doing...we share stuff n knowledge thru msn, sms n calls....though there was a period of time when we didn't talk much but our bond got stronger n it takes jus 1 sms 2 make all e gd feelings rushin back in agn...keke...

our r/s is simple but e feelings r true n sincere....cute kinda way....dun knw hw 2 explain...jus feel fuzzy all over my body.... :p

anyway jus hope baby Yve has a gd life n pass her driving practical test soon!!

p.s oh ya, we yet 2 take a photo together...if not, u'll start complaining agn...kekeke... :p

lotsa love, kisses n hugs frm yr bro!

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Having flu now...but feeling Satisfied..

went out 4 proj meetin since 10am....came back 11.30pm...a v v v long day...but at least we accomplish wat we set out 4.....great!!! hahaha....but caught e flu bug....shit!!!...hate flu loh...went kallang Mac...air-con was full blast man...saw pretty babes n babies...but couldn't cure my running nose...kekeke... :p

it's e 3rd day, n she's still angry....didn't get upset w her coz didn't wan 2 lose focus of my mental well-being....anyway wil be seein her tmr...hoepfully can pass thru e day w/o much conflicts....i'm too preoccupied w work 2 do tt....

my concern here is gettin my health back on track...oh ya!! she got gastrics agn....c wat i mean, whenever i got projs, she got these probs wan....it's karma!!! hahahah....

oh ya!! 1 more thing, i'm praying her property buyer will settle his/her purchase tmr...if successfully, she'll get a fat cheque...tt's gd, at least she can get some savings on e way...

*praying hard*

Thursday, September 21, 2006

From stomach cramps...to fatigue...to feeling vexed...to fatigue AGAIN..

Hi to all my dearest friends expecting my next posting.....well...here i am!!! kekek....it's great to be back aft sooooooooo long...it's becoz i've gotten a new comp!!...if not, this posting is not possible...all thx 2 COMEX and my dollar bills...hahha....

anyway, had a drastic Mon, almost couldn't make it 2 e clinic....had terrible stomach cramps...that turned out 2 be diahorrea...had a few doses of med, n feelin better abit...

was feeling tight mentally n physically of late...needing to rush 4 project (which is due next Mon, n nth is done yet!!! aaarrggghhh....), work (busy busy period now...rushing 4 time) n e obvious...HER...she's been giving me unnecessary pressure, mentally mostly....she almost wanted me all 2 herself.....it's diff on my part as i need 2 spilt myself btw sch, her n myself....time alone is impt 4 me now....it's e only time i can think clearly, besides in e shower...kekeke...anyhow, i tot things wil become better aft e ROM, but it didn't....she's gettin more possessive n un-understanding....

dun knw is it her or me not giving 100%....but i knw myself, i'm not happy now....somehow, need 2 please her from time to time....need 2 accompany her, n if she's not free, she "expects" me 2 b at home n not goin out....i mean, hw can 1 person b so unreasonable??!! i'm a Sagi, so freedom is my middle name...so i need 2 roam ard n not kept in a barn....i'm not myself anymore...i dun knw who i m anymore...it's scary u knw....i'm actu losing my sanity so 2 speak...work, sch, n her....really drainin my life-juices out of me by e pint!!

hw i wish i can b alone by myself 4 a few days...runnin off 2 a deserted island n really relax w no interruptions....my dream wil come true when she's goin out-station in early Nov 4 a wk or so....yippeee!!! u may think i sound bad, but i guess both of us really need a break from one another n think things thru...our priorities n other impt issues....hopefully she wil be more matured n thoughtful when she's back....tt's wat i 'hope'...it's wat i truly wanted...a wife who can truly support watever i'm doin n giving total commitment 2 my cause....4 now, i hv 2 bear w her until she gets "IT"...dun wanna argue so much....having a cold war now coz in e morn i told her i didn't wanna talk too long coz i'm really tired...n wil call her back later...lik tt she angry...wat e fuck man...she can initiate 2 end e call but i can't....wat e hell.....no offence, but girls are really fickle minded ppl....i think i'd had it w them....i think i wil not hv another intimate r/s with another girl if given e chance aft such an exp....all u guys out there...heed my advice...!!! it's true...dun be fooled by the boobs n asses...think w yr BIG head...

oh well...think i'll vented enough 4 a day...save some 4 tmr...kekeke.. :p

p.s Jo, faster come back k...dun stay in Aussie too long...u may lose yr accent...keke...
n kudos 2 Ser, HS, my beautiful Mei Mei (u knw who u r ;p ) n Soon...thx 4 being my friends 4 soooooo many beautiful n memorable yrs...hope more 2 come frm u guys...live life n live it well...!!! b yrself...dun b constrain by anyone but yrself....nite!!!