Another wkend has passed.....waiting 4 clubbin day 2 come tis Fri...hopefully.. :p

Phew……manage to squeeze every ounce of mental strength into my report….lucky I was able to finish a huge chunk of aviation writing or else tonite is wasted doin nth….but my fear is back again….i will hav to downsize again!!….still lack my conclusion, intro and abstract…..haiz…..but that’s ok….i’ll manage eventually…..think I’m rather pleased w tis report…kinda solid w info….hope can get high marks…..

Anyway, today was rather slow n humid…..though it rained earlier on….e nites r always hot n humid….talked to baby online 4 a while…nth much also….but I’m contented tt we talked….i feel so blessed having her rite now in my life…

Ate a lot today….mouth too itchy…n I’m too bored tt’s y…..haven’t been working out 4 e past 2 days….i’ll hav to get back on track tmr….!!

My eyes are blurring s I’m typin tis blog…..i know I’m getting tired….tis always happens when I’m really really tired…..so I guess I’ll hav to stop here…..but wait!!….hav a dilemma, I’ll gotta scout 4 sweetie’s present….hinted her tt I’ll get her a exp gift on her bday during cny….but my hint wasn’t obvious lah…..but I wanted to get her a diamond necklace but I wasn’t financially abled….mayb I’ll saved up 4 our 1st yr anniversary….coz I also saw a nice white bag during our vday dinner…it’s only 20bucks!!!….cheap man!!….but I dun wanna get her cheap stuff….so I need to look ard loh…..know of any nice bag shops ard??? Girls help me!!!!!….i know she wouldn’t mind me getting her cheap stuff s long it’s frm e heart n I’ve spent time choosin it….e smile on her face is priceless…I wan tt….i know I’ll get it if I giv her e necklace….but bag???….wil I??…..i know baby’s not such a person….but……arrrggghhhhh…….if only money grow on trees…..

Anyway I’ll fig it out…..somehow or rather….

Another WIN!! Yayyy!!!

YESSS!!!!!!!....we finally got back to our winning ways...spurs won 2-0...at least it's worth e trip down 2 e pub...

but my shirt is stinking w smoke loh....n it's my fav shirt!!!....only wear today.....shit!!....anyway i went n soak it already....idiot smokers!!...ban all smokers!!!!....

nth much happen today....so it's gonna b short n sweet 4 tonite!... :p

gonna slp soon...unless i start on my report again........NOT!!....kekeke...

SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY!!!!

Wat a boring fri nite….was actu looking forward to supper…but charles went n slp….idiot!!!…no clubbin, no supper….man tt sucks!!!….stuck at home w report to write n e bloody weather….sucky!!….

I gotta club next wk man….can’t take it…..gotta save up….shouldn’t b a prob…oh ya….hopefully my date w baby wil materialize on tues…e more I should save next wk!!!….i can tahan wan…..i’ll do anything 4 fun events…eat bread n drink water 4 lunch….no pain no gain…anyway my house’s full of food…

Hmmmm….zouk or devils bar or dbl o next fri??? tough choice….gotta consult my guys….hahaha….

Anyway hope to finish tis report (plus editing) by latest thurs…!!….coz I really need to rest man…..it’s killin me…..mayb I go job hunt or sth….

Wan to slp liao….v sticky n tired……tmr got class……lucky jed jio me 2 watch soccer tmr….or else I think tis wkend wil b v sucky….but still….i think tis wk is well-spent!!….was a fun wk…friends, booze, girls…..everything a guy can ask 4…..great!!!….

Clubbin ROCKS!!!

Sooooooo tired now…….can’t open my eyes already…..i did nth much today also……y so tired…..hmmmm….must b staring into e comp screen too long……confirm is not e gym workout I went jus now…anyway think I’ll slp early today….jus change my bedsheet today!!!….yayyy!!!…should b v gd to slp on…kekekek

oh ya…..my dad bought a new printer..coz I complaint abt e old one…really piss me off…..anyway it’s really gd….coz I can b switch to quiet mode when printing…v cool!!….

Went zouk last nite…..FANTASTIC!!!! wooow!!….had a gd time w e guys….chatted w some girls too….they started it!!….i swear!!…..they r v friendly n warm…..great nite I should say…but Raymond lost his hp….suay man!!…but e fucker who took it finally smsed him back n blah blah…..n I bumped into my baby!!!….hahaha….wat a coincidence…..then ended up we had supper w e guys n sent her back to yuki’s….

Oh ya….picked up a nokia 76++ on e cab….gave e driver n tell him to pass back to hq…

It’s a nite of surprises…it’s gd surprises…..nvr knew I was popular w e girls…hahahah….glad I found out jus in time…hahaha…..thank god leeann didn’t c me earlier on…..coz I only bump into her at 3…when we already dance finish n ‘stuff’….but I didn’t cheat on her ok!!…anyway I was happy to c her….but she’s more than happy!!…she’s ecstatic!!….hahaha….can tell….keeps squeezing my cheeks, ears n nose…..think they become longer!!…hahahah

Think I’m getting addicted to e nite life of clubbin..not drinkin….but 1 criteria is getting high, not drunk….most prob I’ll club twice a mth if possible…..when everyone’s free n got cash to burn….!!…

TIL E NEXT PARTY BEGINS….

Most prob 2 wks frm now….kekeke…crossin my fingers…need to save up money 4 tt day….

3 1/2 stars to Ray....5 STARS to Mr Ray Charles HIMSELF!!

Ray wasn’t s gd s I expected…there’s no rhythm to it…kinda dead…but none e less e portrayal was great..!!…..nvr knew he was a drug junkie..reached home abt 12…

Was dead tired already….was tired in e morn aft I submitted my reports….s if 2 rocks r off my shoulders….forget to slp…n play mahjong…idiot me…but anyway I slept thru e nite…had e weirdest dreams….hmmmm….v vivid….almost lost track of time n dimension…v v v weird….must b god’s playfulness again…..kekekek….

Came online n couldn’t c my baby…sms her n found out she’s on leave…insist she told me abt it…not...apparently she didn’t…she’s always forgetful….kuku girl…..anyway she’s thrilled when she found out I’m free tis whole wk….so it’s a gd thing…!…mayb ask her whether she’s interested in goin to e zoo coz I promise her tt….

Anyhow, hopefully can gather enough info on my trans report…got a few online last nite….gonna do more…there’s tons of it man…it’s tough alrite….

Oh ya, so funny yst….I saw a couple on e st, then when I went to take e train 2 e movies, I saw them again!!….hw small is tis world man!!….man!!….wat a small world…..n then I found out at e cinemas, tt I get turn on by girls who has an American accent to their eng….it’s a diff kind of sexy…it’s v nice to hear tt…provided they r not a snob!!….

gonna hav dinner w e gang later....been a while...since e last mob briefing....anyway hope to hav a gd time...no sucky faces!!! :)

SUBMISSION....finally...

finally i submitted my reports...!!!....was a hectic morn.....woke up at 8 to start editing n printin e reports......but e worst was e printer hanged on me...damn freaking me out man!!....pressed 4 time n tis things happen.....even miss my doc appt....screw e appt lah...!!!.....

but patience wil e fucking printer prevail.....finish printing ard 11++....haiz......freakin thick loh...my econs report tt is....must get fastener!!....kekekek...

got a cut on my neck while shaving.....kinda sexy though....kekekeek....was a nice cut!....heheheeh....mad!!....baby's should c it...kekekek....really sexy man!!....ok ok...enough of this sexy cut...must b pissing u guys off rite...i dun care!!!... :p

came back...still didn't chat w baby online....did it on purpose....wan her to miss me....hehehe.....but eventually when i did (aft i played finish mahjong..abt 6)...talk abt 2 qn then her server down....haiz....u c....it's not meant to b.....when i dun talk, nth wrong....but when i wan to talk, e server down.....wat to do.....i'm ok wan.....no big deal n it's not e first time....think e server dun lik me....kekeke....startin during our courtship days, when such things happen i always told leeann her comp dun lik me or her....coz always hang wan....hahahah....anyway wouldn't b smsing her tonite coz she's out w her friends n i dun wan to interupt.....but i guess she wan to expect my sms loh.....it's sweet but i'm not gonna do tt.....coz it's not 'right'....lazy to explain...those who know me, wil understand....

n i didn't get e chance to tell her i'm still goin 2 e movies.....n i dun intend to unless she ask me abt it... : )....i v wicked hor....but i'm not.....think i should not reveal too much personal stuff here....it may backfire....kekeke

anyway, it's gd time w alex at e movie!!!......yippeeee!!!!!!!

SUCKY Day....!!!!

Quite a sucky day…

E idiot trans tutor TOTALLY forgot abt having a class today!!!….i mean WAT E FUCK!!!!….hw can he forget such things….4 god’s sake, he used to b a GM of some comp….n he can forget such small thing….fucker man!!….waited 4 him 4 1hr n 15mins….nvr in my life waited 4 anyone (inclu girls) 4 tt long…he broke my record man…still got e gall 2 say he was abt to leave 4 e gym…

Wanted to go at 2.30…but my mates said another 15mins….then one guy called him…said he’s jammed somewhere…..jackass!!!….but anyway, manage to get some tips in return…hahahaha

Return to a home full of ppl….i love it!!…..kekekeek….my relatives came over…..ate a lot of food…coz I didn’t eat lunch…came back at 5.30 ba….ate bee hoon, 5 spice rolls, desserts (tons of it!!!)…n choco!!…yummy…!!!…oh ya…auntie susan bought a sleeveless shirt 4 me…coz my couz has n I said nice…so she bought 4 me loh…kekekek…she treat me v gd wan….always go her house when I was v young…..anyway, ate a lot today loh…..feel I put on weight again….haiz…..so much 4 a wk of gym….kekeke….but anyway tmr should b ok…coz I’m working out indoors…YES!!

Leeann’s cancelled our date 2 times in a row in 2 days…1 was yst…n today she cancel our movie date 4 tmr…already booked e tix (I think she doesn’t know…coz I didn’t tell her)…sms n told me she got appt w her colleagues which she made earlier on but she forgot…she keeps forgetting things….hmmmm….always use tis excuse (though I think it’s true lah)….getting sick of it….but I’m not affected by it loh….if she has e heart to cheat me, I have no way of knowin it rite…so I dun get too in-depth in e excuse…haiz……..so……I went looking 4 ppl to go…fiercely!!!….kekeke….finally alex agreed!!!….yayyy!!!!….he’s my savior…hahahahah……I know she’s gonna make it up to me somehow lah….it’s her style….but do I got e time?….e ball’s in my court now….hehehe…

I think she kinda pissed (but not e angry pissed) coz I always ask her to choose e movies she wanna watch….so today when I told her which she wan…she said “u decide k”….so I chose it!…simple….she still dun know me…..it doesn’t matter wat movie I watch….i jus wan to spend time w her…..oh well…..she doesn’t need to know all this…..coz I know her response is “k”…get wat I mean now…

She dun know wat she’s missing loh….coz I wouldn’t b free 4 e coming mth loh…REALLY NOT A DAY I CAN SPARE….coz my proj datelines r all 1 wk diff…back to back….siong man!!…..so if we can’t meet on mon….or any day this wk….she will regret loh….or wil she……hmmmm…..1 mth no contact….i dun think she can tahan…..let’s hav a wager?….she wil ask me out….but my answer may b no…n a few times of this….she CONFIRM can’t tahan loh….but anyway, time will tell…kekeek..

Anyway, I finally finished my 2 reports…..managed to print my biz log…only left econs….gonna print tmr….n submit both!!….sign……feel relief man….

So I’m looking forward to submittin my report, my specialist appt n movie w alex!!….mayb go town n chill by myself if I really hav e mood…kekekek…..we’ll c abt tt….

Another Sat......not happening.....

Yst, went to mac to help my couz do her focus grp….was an informative session….heheheeh….coz her neighbor was in e industry…so her input was an eye opener!…

Cheater!!….told me e session’s gonna take an hr…..but it took 3hrs!!….though fun but I need to do my own proj loh…..but we went back 2 her house 4 steamboat!!!…..yummy!!!…..kekeeke…..free loader!!….hahahaah…..it’s only my aunt, uncle her, her sis n syl (also my couz)…..had a fun time chatting……ate pizza n kfc also….played a few rounds of mahjong….lost 70cents..kekeke….

I was a gd day but my heart still not settled coz my report still dangling in mid-air…….sian…..anyway….still doin today…..MUST finish by today loh….!!!!!….later got class…..almost forgot loh…..then at nite goin my uncle pl 2 bai nian…..think I will die man…..still got many loose ends to tie up…..feel so shitty now…

but got 1 thing i v v v v v v happy is.....last nite when i sms leeann...she wasn't clubbin!!!.......yayyyy!!!!!!!.....she's at yuki's.....i jus dun quite lik when she goes clubbin...us dun lik loh......but now i'm ok w it......i jus dun sms her on wkends....coz i dun wan her to tell me e pl she is at, which i dun lik..i.e zouk, devil's bar...etc.....so i restrain myself frm smsing loh......jus keep my mind off her on wkends...simple!...but it's not loh.....unless she sms or else i dun....anyway our r/s is ok lah....better than starting.... :p jus hope it wil get better...!!

Talent Scouting..

Oh ya…I forget e most impt thing…rem when I was eating my kway chap….kekeke….

Outside orchard mrt…got a lot of talent scouts wan!!….they r all girls scouting 4 girls……coz I saw 1 interviewin 1 yst….no wonder jo told me when she walk frm 1 end of wisma to another she kana TWICE!!!….tis means she’s quite a looker…!!!!…..hahaahah….ah ya…she celeb queen ma…kekeke…..y they nvr scout 4 guys…..haiz……if not I SURE KANA wan….hehehehe

N I went to c samuel at work….working at taka…..chatted then went 4 dinner..his dinner not mine!…then his friend frm cosmetic dept came over….i was lik wow!!….he’s working at 4th level, hw e fuck he got to know a girl frm 1st level!!!….hahahah…..e girl was pretty loh….excepted…coz frm cosmetics side can’t b too ugly wan…..he intro her s his “v gd friend”…hahaha…dun know real or bluff wan….he’s a v sociable guy lah…but anyway…jus wanna put into my blog abt e things tt went thru yst……sooooooo many things happen loh…..life is full iof surprises n unhappy incidents…..i exp both in 1 DAY!!….it’s pretty cool though :p

Wat A DAY...n NITE!!!....

Wat a day it was yst….saw my ex….leeann’s last min cancel our dinner (actu e dinner appt also v last min…n when she called n ask me how, I know it will b cancelled….oh well…)….supper w charles…worst was kana screwed by ah gua!….tt scoldin make me can’t slp….

Yst, went shoppin alone…then went isetan scotts…smell a fragrance v familiar, then looked up on e escalator….n saw my Spanish ex….didn’t say hi, coz she was freakin far away…..but she’s looking gd ea time I c her….feel gd 4 her too….

Ok, then came back, went online n saw my baby….then we joked ard….then I asked her where she having dinner…she said dun know…so I asked her out 4 dinner loh…..but in e end she called n sound hesitant….so I know it’s cancelled….she can’t reject ppl on e phone or face to face….so later she sms me telling me she’s goin home 4 dinner….which I freakin dun believe lah…but I also dun giv much tots into it…..so I called her later….she was at yuki’s packin to go back home…..told her to call me when she reached home….apparently she didn’t……n also I didn’t giv much tots into it….heheheh…coz I dun wanna giv myself such idiotic tots n make myself feel lik shit……so later I asked charles out 4 supper loh….

Went simpang bedok again….picked him up..service was slow like fuck…but anyway, he suggested goin changi village n c ah gua…so aft tt we went there loh…..it was an eye opener….though i've seen them a thousand time...but they nvr fail to amaze me....they r even more beautiful than normal girls….e way they walk ma chim models man…!!….not bluffin…..e aura of confidence……e flawless complexion (even girls can’t fight)….oh my god!!!….they r unbelievable….they even look n sound lik girls!!….but we all know they r not….

i think we really nth better to do (which e ah gua screw us tt)…we actu drove out of e carpark…then stop there coz got van driving along….he picked up e most chio ah gua (which we both agree on)…waited 4 him 2 pass….then met eyes w e ah gua…..it’s lik flirting…kekekek….so I smiled back at her loh…hahahaha….oh ya….so we drove out of e carpark…..charles wanted to show me e ulu pl….but dun know y we followed e van….coz we curious where he bringin her…we end up following them into an ulu pl….but we drove pass them…..then aft which we went to charles’ ulu pl lah…blah blah….

Then we drove back 2 e carpark…..so I suggested to sit on e rocks…coz can c more clearly ma…..so later….e chio girl came back…..wah lau…she strut her stuff….then tot she goin to chat up w us…OH YES SHE DID….got screwed by her….she said, “u 2 nth better to do is it….ppl go work also must follow”….then she walked off….she is pissed…though I dun know her, but her words r v hurting man…(though we deserved it)….coz bcoz we had a “connection” earlier on….so our stupid action spoil all tt!!!……haiz……tot got into her gd bks….then now kana screwed….sigh……sian…….i jus dun lik 2 b hated by ppl at 1st impression…n get it frm a girl…though she’s not…but she look damn real…!!….jus dun lik 2 get scolded by girls…..n I NVR get tt in my life!!….she jus BROKE MY RECORD!!!!….fuck man!!!…..

Tt incident really disturb me badly….was thinking abt it even when I’m driving home….n I almost couldn’t slp bcoz of tt…..i feel so bad….wanted to make it up to tt girl….some ppl hav fantastic memory (lik me)…I jus hope she forget abt tt incident when we go back again……but I dun think we wil b back 4 some time…..tis time we r taking charles’ car….i dun wan my car kana scratch by them….hahahaah…

Still HATING tt feelin….it jus gets to me when I can’t get into ppl gd bks….!!!!…..arrggghhhh……..!!!!!!!…..anyway no time 4 such things…..need to get down to my report….still haven’t finish man…

Great 3wks!!!

Haiz…….(it’s a happy haiz….kekeek)…dun know y I’m feelin so happy tonite…out of no reason….aft I watch tv I become lik tt….kekekee….mad!!!…..somemore I’m rushing report 4 god’s sake…!!!…..oh well…..heeheheh

Feelin calm now…..n jus plain HAPPINESS…wan to kiss someone now….a real kiss!!…lik my ex gave me (u know…Spanish girls r more passionate abt love n e things tt comes w it…kekeke)….awwww…..tt was a nice, deep n passionate one……but I’m jus reminiscing…I’m still faithful 2 my sweetheart…..but back to kisses…not everyone is a gd kisser n can giv a real kiss….diff 2 find….but “feedback” frm my ex-es…I’m pretty gd in tt dept…tt’s nice!!..hope my future wife is gd at tt too…kekekee….madness again…hehehe :p

Havin dinner w roger tmr at Holland v….yayyy!!!!….it’s a chill out nite 4 me….been pia-ing my report 4 e whole wk….except vday…my brain need a rest man…..been goin 2 e gym frequently….getting great at it….been drinkin lotsa water too….getting more health conscious now….rather eat bread than buy fast food…kekeke…prefer mineral water than coke…cool switch 4 me…coz I’m known 4 a sweet tooth….but I dun favor soft drinks now…only when I crave 4 it once in a while….

My aircon getting old….it doesn’t even get cold at 16 deg..!!!….n I can sweat…man it’s high time to change…plus I on e fan at high speed..!!….only get cold in e morn….haiz…….

So looking forward 2 next wk….coz I’ll b handing up my 2 reports n I’ll b free 4 e whole wk!!……yiiippeee!!!!!!!!…but still need to read up on my texts….can do abit of my stuff….lik shoppin 4 leeann’s pressie n goin movies w her…stuff lik tt….

Oh well…….think a lot has been goin on lately…cny, vday…reports…it’s been a gd 2wks 4 me….including prep wk…wil b 3wks…everyday has been an adventure n fun time!!!….

Think should stop my writing…coz it’s getting longer ea time I write….kekekeek

BS's gone....now Jo's gone too....

Couldn’t send BS (Beng Seng) off earlier on coz I got class at 6…..his flight was at 7…but nvm lah….coz we already celebrated b4 he left….so he left on a high note!!….keekek

Jus came back frm e airport….went n send off jo….thank god she didn’t cried….but I know she’s holdin back…went 2 her pl earlier on….met my 2 poly gfs….still s funny….strangely there wasn’t any oddness when we met again…..tt’s pretty cool….we were still poking n punchin ea other…so we went 2 e airport…I was driving…actu I was e 1 who told them jo’s flying off today (jo wil b sooo grateful to me loh!!…)…if not they would hav miss her 4 e last time….

Tonite so funny….my SOM tutor knows wat TGIF means…!!!…he’s 55!!!…..i only learn such short forms frm my sweetie….she’s FOND of confusing me w “ttyl, tgif, a/p…..”…she’s driving me mad….but it’s alrite now….she’s e love of my life!!!….love her to bits!!!!……kekekek…

Think tmr then I do my econ report….can’t think now also….went gym tis aft….during lunch…pretty gd…lesser ppl…can use e equipment longer….did weights today….think my fitness is getting better….so funny….my baby told me on vday tt e gym wasn’t doin me any gd…coz she can’t c e results…I told her I only do cardio….but I did weights today loh….wan her 2 hav stronger arms to hold n hug on…kekek….n i lost weight!!.....yippee!!!!...lost 1kg....now 72kg....can feel i'm getting fitter....no wonder my jeans keep droppin....kekeke.....

most prob tmr (if I got time….coz rushing e econ report) I’ll go n do weights n abs…..coz my baby’s fond of rubbing my tummy n my arms….think she wan me 2 hav a 6 pac if not…flatter tummy…n stronger arms…..well….i’m doin it 4 u honey!!…..hope 2 achieve fast loh….if I do tis 4 a few mths, sure get results wan…but only I stick 2 it lah…..hahahah…..hmmmm…..hope I got time loh….i really do…wan more time 4 my baby….

But anyway, wan 2 wish my friends a fruitful trip 2 aust….n come back w lotsa pressies 4 me..!!!! hahahaahah…..take care my friends…. : )

BEST V-Day Ever!!!!......

Last nite was my BEST vday ever!!!!….had a fantastic time, dining, huggin, kissing, n…….ehhh….explicit details shall not b revealed….kekeekek….

It started off w e flowers…but e stupid florist v stupid n idiot…called leeann 2 tell her tt e flowers wil b delivered aft lunch….spoil my element of surprise….she asked me but I denied….so at dinner, she told me her friend told would send her flowers so she dun know whether it was him or me….so my surprise is still there lah….ahahah….but wat touched her most is e letter….she told me she was so touched she wanted 2 cry…….awwww….isn’t tt e sweetest thing….come 2 think of it, I wrote love letters in all my previous r/s…pretty neat!!….e flowers are nice…but can b better!!!….but since she likes it, tt’s all tt matters…actu all e flowers I sent, I also nvr seen it…but leeann’s smart, she took pics of it…..wanted 2 ask her 2 do it, but she did it b4 me telling her….telepathic…hahah : )

1 down 2 to go…had dinner at a restaurant tt I’d been 10yrs ago…e service sucks but at least e food’s pretty gd…it was better back then…e service tt is…e pl was freaking packed n I couldn’t get my reserved seats!!….damn!!!….i booked e pl 2wks in adv n I couldn’t get me seats r really poor service..!!…told me no vday special, but I went yst they got…v fucked up rite…but anyway, I had a gd time w her at e restaurant…she actu had a gd appetite n finished everything…it was me who couldn’t finish…had 2 waste 1/3 steak away…oh well…..was feeling full anyway….leeann look really lovely last nite….jus couldn’t stop praising her…..i’m glad my efforts had REALLY paid off…

headed 2 our love nest aft tt…..i shall not involve u guys w e explicit details….kekekek….u guys can most prob guess it…..had a lovely nite w her…not words can describe hw I’m feeling…I can c she’s slowly opening up 2 me…tt makes me even more happier…I feel lik I’m in love all over again…e feeling of being loved n 2 love…it’s all coming back…feeling so happy now…ekkeek….strangely, whenever we slp together, I had e best slp of my life….esp recently when I couldn’t get any gd slp…last nite was e best loh!!….

oh ya…I gave her e cookies n e ornament…she likes it too!!…she also took pics of them…so happy….n I got a eye firming cream frm her…so funny…..ekeke…coz I told her I got panda eyes frm rushin report n stuff……n told her v ex 2 get eye cream…so was surprised she got it…v happy n ecstatic…she said she didn’t get me a creative or romantic gift…but she said it's practical n i wil use it...I reassured her tt it’s alrite....n it’s turn out 2 b e most practical gift I can ever rec…think tt made her feel better…

sms her earlier on…think she’s still in cloud 9….awwwww….it gotta me 1 of my best days….hope such days wil last 4ever….

WILD Nite!!

last nite was my 1st clubbin nite 4 a long long time...last time i went was in poly...at least 3 yrs....
e fun part was hanging out w my friends...n e worst part was zouk wasn't HAPPENING last nite!!!...e ratio of girls to guys was lik 5:1 or worst!.....practically sucks at tt dept.....e music sucks too.....n pl was totally not packed enough....should hav went on wed when my friend jio me.....he said it was 3 times e crowd!!....man!!...wasted......anyway, it's my friend last nite w us.....he's goin out 2 sydney!!.....alrite!!!.....wish him on e best in his studies...

came back 4 tis morn.....idiot enough, i woke up at 8.45!!!....v idiot leh.....i refuse 2 wake up....so i 'try' 2 slp but couldn't slp.....so i drag myself off e bed.....tot i could at least wake up at 12 or 1.....disappointed man......

but e gd thing is my uncle came over to bai nian.....my couz was e prettiest of e lot....hahaha...incest rite....hahaha....nah i'm not!!....she really pretty....e family all power wan....though til now i still dun know her name coz my uncle was given away when he's young....so only recent yrs we visit ea other more often.....tt's y i still dun know their names....but anyway....she's now in VJC...n her bro's in ACS(Barker).....man....smart kids...N Rich....both of them totally can't speak chi 4 nuts...let alone cantonese.....anyway she's more friendly n not shy when we 1st met last yr......even invited us 2 her chruch play.....cool!!...wil think abt it...but i've class next sun....so mayb i gotta sit tis 1 out.....damn!!....

so, went visiting 2 my god-aunt pl (jo, she's e 1 staying near u)...jus came back...now doin my reports loh.......v sian...so now writing blog.....haiz.......stress n freaking HOT!!!.......

but vday's tmr!!!...yaayyyy!!!!!.....been waiting 4 ages......hope i can surprise her w my arrangements (though quite predeictable....but it's e tot tt counts rite.....kekeek)....hope it turns out BETTER than i expect...*praying hard*..

Creative block...

wat a DAY it was yst n today......so damn tired.....slp while waiting 4 my sis 2 finish bathing....it's already 1.45am when i realised tt.....n i was still online!!!....wah piang!!.....waste elec n tel bill....

lost money at bj...bad luck....always happen 2 me during cny......i'm more lucky during off-cny....dun know y.......my sis power man.....went 2 her bf house n grandfolks house n made a killing!!....collected tons of ang bao......*hmmm.....mayb i should get a chi girl 4 cny, malay 4 hari raya, ang mo 4 xmas....fantastic!!*.....oh sorry.....dreaming again......hahahah.....but now i squeezing my report AGAIN....need to clear 400 more words to make it 2000....helppppppp!!!!!!!!.....n i haven't write my summary yet.....damn!!......still hav 2 do my econs report....still haven't start.....die man.......i better start or else really DIE.....

she called tis aft after i sms her....didn't answer....coz when i answer she hung up.....called her again.....talked lik 5s....she said she blow drying her hair n call me back later......think she's still at tt now.....it's already 11.35pm......it's already past 11hrs....hahaha......still drying meh......haiz.....anyway dun wanna think so much.....she wanna call jus call.....dun wanna let such idiotic things bother me....anyway i'm not gonna call or sms til vday.....dun wanna get such response again.....i know she wil sms n say y i nvr sms her n stuff lik tt.....jus gonna tell her i'm busy.....lik she always do 2 me......oh well.....playing hard 2 get...2 can play tis game.......i'm not being an asshole or wat.......jus wanna let her feel e feeling of being neglected.....

anyway enough of such nosense....better go shower n get back 2 my report......
tmr's gym day!!.....yippppeeee!!!!!!!......getting fat man......too much goodies....

CNY!!

think i'm addicted to writing blog....ma chim writing journal....wrote 4 a few days when i was young....too troublesome....kekeke.....

anyway wish those reading tis...esp jo n yve(keke...dun wanna call u von :p)...a happy CNY!!

was surprised to c leeann online last nite n today....coz i know she's not working today (though i didn't ask her) coz her msn font is diff.....she's at yuki's pl......she's been stayin there e past few days....i reckon must b her family probs.....haiz....tis baby of mine got lotsa family probs....can't help much though.....only can b her listenin ear :)

anyhow....we r doin fine now!......i CONFIRM she's v in love w me....she jus dun know hw to express.....ah ya...dun wanna yak abt tis lah......u guys should know by now...kekeke....i'm still love baby v much....muack!!

i still downsizing my report man.....haiz...still got 1000+ words to go...e limit's 2000....how!!!!.....die man......

e suay thing is my dad's down w a fever....jo rem i tabao e durian....he ate 3 seeds...then e next day he got sore throat....haiz....now he's slping.......feel so bad......hope he recover by tmr.....*cross my finger*

tis is a gd way to release my tots n stress, anger n happiness....sharing w friends make it e more enjoyable....

looking forward to seeing my sweetie on vday!!! yayyyy!!!!!!......hahhah.....abit overdose of happiness now.....

wish u girls hav a gd time n enjoy yrselves 2 e MAX!!....esp u jo.....it wil b a yr b4 i c u again.....if lucky it wil b jus 4mths.....hope i can catch u in june!! :)

Losing nirvana status....

jo...yve....think i'm losing it soon...or mayb it's 1 of those days.....u know wat i'm talking abt...
i dun wanna thintk abt it....but i suppressed myself too long...it's overdue...if i can't express my love 4 my gf...then wat's e pt of holding rite....coz i express b4 n also w leeann tt....when i care too much they take me 4 granted...it's ok...e worst part is they dun reciporate....y u know hw to rec love but dun know hw to giv it back....can't they b fair to me....even they have been hurt in their previous r/s n dun wanna giv out too much....so do it mean i didn't get hurt b4???....i did!!......but tt doesn't stop me from giving my all to ea r/s i'm in....dun they think i'm human?i do hav feelings u know....i get sad when my love is not return back in kind....i wan to b loved too...tt's all i ask 4...it's not too much to ask 4 rite.....i know it isn't...

i tot time can chnage a person....once again.....i'm given the big NO in my face...i tot love can make e person open up....but i'm wrong again..y when they love e person, they dun tell him straight in e face.....i need acknowledgement u know.....u know recently i've been goin to gym n swimming frequently...tt's bcoz i dun wanna to let her think i can't live w/o her....i go out n hav a gd time...lik real....but it's a gd workout though....anyway....i didn't go online n say hi even i saw her name....but when finally she can't tahan..she say...y recently i c her online nvr say hi....i mean wat e F***!!...can't u say hi to me instead!!...can't u make e first move...damn!!...u r not e queen u know....she jus lik to take n not giv.....dun know y i so gd to her 4 wat.....mayb i need someone to shower my oozing love to.....mayb it's sth i should giv up...coz it's simply not worth it...she's not worth it...i'm not seeing any returns of love...though they say when u love someone unconditionally u shouldn't expect anything....but i think i can't do tt.....i think i've reach my peak of tolerance....tt's y i told yve...i've attain nirvana.......

4 e 3 r/s i'm in, i'm e party who loves...not being loved.....tt's depressing....it's so bad i wanted to call SOS....but i didn't....i knew my mental strength isn't tt lousy.....so i had talks w jo.....we had wonderful time together doin stuff....shoppin, dinners.....she's e guru who invented 'think beautiful things'...kekeke....i work on tt n coupled w soon chong's (yve...he's my bro 4 e past 10yrs..)ideals.....tt's when i attain nirvana.....it's pretty cool......but i feel i'm not enjoyin being in a r/s anymore.....there's no connection anymore.....but it wouldn't kill her rite...m i not a person who deserves 2 b loved....m i a person t's detinated 2 love n not b loved???....tis answer i hav 2 find out myself.....but i dun know hw many more r/s i hav 2 get hurt in b4 getting there....it's a tough road god has given me.....i wouldn't thx him now.....but i know i will when i get there.....

haiz......feel abit better aft trashing out everything on this blog....i only hope leeann's reading tis....but girls dun giv her my blog site ya.....it's btw u n me k....

jo...we must thx yve coz she giv us e brand of e cookie mix...xie xie ni....kekekee....

think i'm regaining my nirvana status again......it's nvr gd 2 suppress feelings.....i told soon chong...n i think i told u rite...jo....tt aft tis r/s i dun wanna get into another 1.....dun wanna get hurt again....n i'm not goin to let any girl take me 4 a ride again...n 4 a fool ever...!! dun think i can get such girl in sg....they r too selfish....only think of themselves......really not my cup of tea.....

*dun come n tell me i'm saying u gals r selfish uh.....u know wat i mean...

Hectic but FUN wkend!!...

i was FORCED by someone i DEARLY knows n wans me to create loh....tis' my 2nd one.....lazy to maintain...v leh chey.....only doin tis to keep in contact w my dearst n bestest friend....ya ya...it's u JOANNE!!! :p

think i didn't had so much fun since dun know when....we practically rush frm pl to pl...buy ingredients 4 our cookies....4 our love ones...so we went to spotlight to get our jars n stuff b4 setting off to ntuc...but even b4 we reached e ntuc...we hav to make a pit stop in e shoes dept....e idiot jo...need 2 buy shoes....then we went n try n buy loh.....we went lik 2pm...so when we went shoppin instead of buying e main things we set out 2 buy.....told her we can't go out together...sure will not get 2 our destination....kekekeek...so EVENTUALLY when we bought our stuff n more shoppin....it's almost 5...then we were lik super shocked n rush lik mad....

we ma chim went n buy e whole of ntuc...saw my dad on e way home...he say,' buy one thing, in e end ended w so much more'...hahaha....well tt's me n jo....kekekeek

it was REALLY REALLY easy to make loh.....it turn out gd....esp e choco chip...e dark one not really tt gd lah...but still is gd coz it's made by us w LOVE....kekeke....then aft tt we did arts n craft!!
make e ornaments n painted e stick-ons...it's lik small kids loh....think they do even better than us man...we really lik shit loh....hahah....

then i tot of engraving e caps...it will really b v cool n v personalised....it's one n only....oh ya...n we painted e hearts also....it's 1am already....we e both of us aka dumb n dumber...tot of goin ntuc at 1am...coz it's closing at 2...so we go there n find our trimming...but actu we go there n 'play'....kekekeek......lik nvr go wee hrs shoppin b4...really wat....really nvr go ma..... :p

so tt was hw we spent our sat....doin stuff 4 our beloved...........haiz.......hope they REALLY REALLY REALLY appreciate n love us even more...!! hehehe......

think i write enough liao...wait not enough material 2 write 4 e next time......keke