How can Xmas be without chocolate!!!

Another event well-done again. The 2nd potluck held at my place went on pretty smoothly. Though rain dampened the streets and destroy our initial plans of going to ECP, it didn’t dampened our hearts to hold a party! Everyone gathered and indeed we had fun eating and playing mahjong, Taboo and Bluff.. :)

We were so stuffed loh. Everything was bloody delicious especially the vegetarian popiah bought by Lao Ma. Crispy and hearty…well done man!! And not forgetting my fruit salad, I could do with a bigger serving bowl and a lettuce dryer (you put the lettuce into a dryer and spin the water out..way cool!! Saw it in Jamie Oliver’s cooking show).

We really were going for broke this Xmas. We actually planned for 2 parties. 1st half and 2nd half. It ain’t easy and almost couldn’t pull it off. Hell ya!!! We did and it was worth it. eventually we went bowling and spent the final hour @ Kallang Mac!! Kekekeek…well, it’s not the best of choice, but no one’s complaining. :p If the stupid bowling alley didn’t dim the lights, we could have better quality photos loh. Idiot!!!

After the clock struck 12, we were already in the midst of planning for NYE..One thing for sure is, we need more party poopers!!! Hahahah…each of us need to be “armed” with 2 cans, at least. Kekekek…

p.s. just realize this morning that, I didn’t eat any choco for Xmas!? It’s weird, so I popped in a couple of Cadbury’s this instant….hahahaha…funny rite. But I just feel that at a festive season, choco is a MUST!!

p.p.s was also very very happy to know the turnout was great. For the 1st time, we have double figures! Yippee!!! Kudos to our extended network. :) We really couldn’t do it without you guys…join us for NYE ya!!

Maggi Expert & Self-worth..

3 months hiatus has made me a Maggi expert. Hahahah…I know how much water to fill up the pot, the time management to make that perfect bowl of noodles. Cool!! :p Maybe I can take heart from my time at home, to learn a new skill. Kekekek…

My emotions ran high over the past days and it’s terrible!! There’s a couple of friends who were sweet to ask about my well-being. That’s very sweet and well-appreciated. :) Thank God I’ve friends like them…bless them ;) This job hunting is hard work and it’s taking a toil on my mental state. About to go into depression again and it’s gonna be difficult to get out of it…I’m sure of it.

The festive holidays ain’t doing any help but accelerate the bad feelings in me to go FULL POWER. I can’t spend and it’s a yucky feeling. I don’t want to have that again!! I need my self-worth back. That’s what I need for X’mas.

2009 Resolution

Was spring cleaning my room for the past 2 days and came across old photos and letters. It brought back fond memories of my younger years, the foolish things I did and also the fun stuff as well. I did come a long way to end up the way I am now (which can be better, of course!). That’s why the camwhoring now to preserve the present for the future to reflect on. Cool eh ;) Maybe it’s the confidence that got a bit on the high side as age catches on.

Maybe I should do my 2009 resolution early this year, coz I might not feel the urge to do it on 31st. 2008 has been a wretched year for me, in terms of sporting achievement and work-wise. So far, I only competed in 3 events and absent for the final 3. I think I should thanks rollerblading for my ankle injury that kept me off for those 3. Haiz….I thought 2008 would be the year I break the record for the number of events that I would compete in. And 2009 doesn’t look favorable as well, given my injury will be a long term lay-off. Couldn’t run is really a low for me. My shoes are raring to go, but I can’t. Sian….just hope to stay more healthy next year.

As for work-wise, my itchy backside just have to move when I was doing so well in PIL. Then came giant, Samsung, but lasted for only 3 miserable weeks. It just went downhill from there. I’m not sure I’m picking myself up, but I’m doing my best. It’s been a roller-coaster ride ever since 19th Sept. My emotions were at its lowest and shittest. At the turn of events, Irene came into the picture a few months back. We rekindled, but maintain an open relationship. We were much happier that way, i.e. no strings attached and fewer burdens on our shoulders. Sending out resumes wasn’t a problem, but getting a call was. Never did I sent so many and not get a call. It’s damn demoralizing. Backed by the recession (oh, what a GREAT timing!!) and axing of jobs like a forest fire, I’m not sure when will I get employed. Optimistically, it could be months…but years is what I’m most afraid of. Me and my itchy backside…shitty!! For once, I’m feeling scared for the longest time. Everyday passes by, seconds, hours, days, months, I’m feeling insecure about my future man. To maybe help things turn better, my birthday wish was to get a job before 2008 ends!! Realistically, it’s possible but I don’t think that wish will fulfill. If you’re talking about the $5.60/hour nett job as a P/T admin clerk as work, ya it is…but it’s only for a few months. And the pay is really SUCKY! I REALLY HOPE it’s a sign of good things. A permanent job is on its way…..I’m really praying hard for that. I’m not even fussy now. I’m even willing to take up weird jobs to get my bank a/c moving again. No wonder they degree holders are all over the streets…jobless!!

Maybe this is retribution for being greedy or not contented. But I’m not asking much. I just want a better life and doing so with my hard work. Is that wrong??

Or another analogy that I always think of; it’s the retribution for dumping Irene. Oh well, if that’s the case, I got nothing to say. I think it’s about time he shine some goodness into my life and let me off this time round. I reckon I’ve been punished quite badly liao….

Day 5 - Krabi...Back to SINGAPORE!!

The final day of this wholesome trip. We did relaxed a lot, with the hot spring and Thai massage (only 200baht for 1 hour!!) summing it up for the 5 days. Today, we headed for our ½ day tour of the mangrove forest and caves via canoe. It’s the other best activity that was installed for us. We learnt about the 1st man ever to live in Krabi or even Thailand, some 5,000 years ago. So, it was pretty cool to learn all these historial happenings from my hippy guide, Mel. He gave me the vibe of a environmentalist and naturalist. His long flowing hair, goatee and dressing totally gave it away…without a doubt. He even asked us to mediate during a part of the trip on our canoe! What a zen feeling that was!! He totally is in love with nature and I respect him for what he’s trying to impart these knowledge to people whom he viewed as Earth people, one people. Sounds very great rite…he is that ;) kudos to you, Mel…

Day 4 - Krabi

One of the better activities was rafting. The ele and ATV rides are nothing compared to this. The ATV was actually a ripe-off coz I was expecting a jungle trail instead I got a track. Super pissed when I saw it loh…any hot blooded male will feel the same way as me. It’s no fun man! Too restricted and we can’t ram the rpm..idiot people!! :<

Anyway, back to the rafting. It was a level 2/3 river and it’s perfect for beginners like us; not too choppy but still get the adrenaline rush. Our guides even splashed us with water with their paddles to keep us “high”. Hahahah…and we did it to other rafters as well…kekekeke…it was a splashing good time!!! We only wished it could be longer. I reckon there are longer courses elsewhere, but this time, that will do :).

Day 3 - Krabi

We planned our activities in such a way that we have recovery time from each strenuous package. So today, the tour was relaxation. We catered for hot spring, some waterfalls to soak in and visitation of the Tiger Cave Temple. The tour wasn’t fantastic but the guide, Jami, was a joker and it made it less boring. Only the hot spring was worth the ticket. The rest, we can do without.

Day 2 - Krabi

The official 1st full day of the trip started off with the Phi Phi Islands tour. We went island hopping and snorkeling. The snorkel was particularly disappointing, coz I was expecting more and it didn’t fulfill my expectations. Nonetheless, it was an experience. Have to go to other countries to snorkel liao…like Rendang, Bocaray, Lombok or even Maldives!! Hahaha…the list runs wild when the festive mood is just round the corner.

I even saw Andrea Foncesa at Maya Bay with her partner. Pretty lucky eh… ;) Well, that pretty summed up day 2. Coz the nite activities I rather not talk about it, as practically every nite we patronize the same Ao Nang Village…hunting down pad thai and Tom Yum Goong. The crazy fav of my people…don’t know what up with these 2 dishes…haiz…anyway, we had that for like 3 straight days..it’s crazy, but I’m not complaining. :p

Day 1 - Krabi

I was pretty apprehensive about the weather for the next 5 days after I read the weather forecast from FOUR different websites. So you know how I was feeling when I got there. The weather was cloudy and rain clouds were forming, so we didn’t get the best of starts. Later it did rained while we were negotiating franticly with the tour agent, Mona. Hahahah…it was funny coz we kept slashing prices until she’s scared. :p especially from me. She always gave me the “stare” whenever I say, “6 people only!” hahahah…coz that may lead to more cost cutting. Anyway, it was fun and we got on with the packages for whole 4 days.

We checked out Krabi town and sniff around the area with delight. Food and more food were the order of the day. Basically, there isn’t much shopping you can do there except eat. So we ate our way for the next 120 hours. Kekekek… :p

My BIG 26!!

This year’s birthday was good as ever. Had a surprise party @ Happy Daze Café on our soccer nite where my fav gf was there as well. Really happy that she came. Bloody hell, if she didn’t…kekekekek… :p Anyway, my birthday celebrations really stretched from 23rd all the way to 30th. Seems like I’d a mega party rite? Wrong! It’s just that many activities were linked up that whole week and I would like to think that they are doing it for my big 26!! Kekeke…it’s fun to think that way :). It definitely spills over to our Krabi trip, where we had tremendous fun and lots of camwhoring as well!!! Of coz!!! With me around, the cam never leaves my hand. Hahahah…

Oh ya, the shocking prezzie I received was cK undies!!! Oh my god, those people of mine are going for broke this year. Hahahah…they are a bit too big for me, but I’ll try to fill it up..kekke ;) *naughty, naughty*

Got a shirt from my sista and I end up exchanging it for another shirt, coz it just don’t fit. But I love her thought though :) kudos to her!! As well as receiving many well wishes from my friends, far and near, close and acquaintances. Thank you all for that…really made this year a special one. :) Indeed it was. At least the settings and “procedures” were different and it was refreshing.

Catch more of me in my next few posts on my Krabi trip ;)

It’s crazy money!!! Still can’t believe that I spent 4.5K in just 3 months!! I got a shock of my life when I update my passbook. My jaws almost dropped man. I know I spent but didn’t realize it’s so much loh. Sibei sian now…really lost the zest for life. I can’t even put the smile back on my face…no job, I really lost the meaning for life. Now I fully understand why people say jobs gives them purpose in life and motivation to live. Jobs are damn important loh. Not only it gives you monetary independence, it also gives you SELF WORTH. That I reckon is more important than anything else in the world. I suddenly feel real small when I walk along the streets. How I hope I can work like them…at least they get to be stressed out for the right reasons. Haiz….me and my dumb brain.

Don’t know how long I can tahan this hiatus. It’s coming 3 months and not a single meaningful interview. Hopefully those I sent out last week will work out something for me. *need to go temple and pray liao…wish for luck man..*

Worst week of my life..........sob sob sob... :_(

When one is sick, the yearning for a hug is ever more intense. Had fallen ill for the past 2 days. Sore throat, flu and finally the biggy…FEVER!! It subsided and now only left with the running nose. Sian……hated to be sick. It’s like my world is in shambles. Jobless, sick, single…feel like a loser, a fallen crest. The thought of going into my birthday and X’mas being jobless is scary. My only wish is to get a job before the 24th, but I reckon it’s getting more and more impossible…………………………..

My mind runs wild every time I think of this. Everyday has been a bore and routine. And the gloomy weather ain’t helping much either. Everything is not going my way. What must I do to make things right??!!! Can someone show me a sign??!!! I follow my heart but it always turn out worst than expected. Lady luck may have already starting to shine on others and deserted me.. :(

I've Lost That Loving Feeling

Received bad news today. I’m not going back to my old company. I feel it’s a very political decision. It’s all about policy, policy. Actually one word from my AGM (aka son of the Chairman) can overwrite the HR GM (aka outsider). It’s a matter of whether he wants to do it or not. He’s a good guy but a big softie. He crumbled under pressure and gave in to a bloody HR executive! Anyway, the verdict is out and I accept it. I’m not ever gonna step into that office again..! I just feel bad about my colleague, Thomas and my manager, who both help outside their power to push this issue across. Really feel grateful to them and owe it to them. Now, my only concern is getting another job fast. The money ain’t gonna last me long. Most probably, I’ll have to stay home till I find work!! Hahahah…

Anyway, enough of the bad stuff and I don’t wanna talk about it so much. It’s not worth it…rekindle the retro part of me and heard this song from Top Gun, which is originally sang by The Righteous Brothers..enjoy my link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVrDQQIiweE&feature=related

Beautiful… :)

A week just crept past...so wasted...

The past few weeks had been great and fun. Rekindling old friendship and regaining my exercise regime back into the limelight have been the focus of late. Bcoz of the many foodie trips I had with Irene for the past weeks, had gained 2kgs!! That’s a lot loh…that’s why my swims and runs are more so important. In order to keep up with the glorious food, I just have to do it, i.e. to run more, to swim more. It’s also to train for the fab body for the Krabi trip in few weeks time. A good bod and golden tan is important to make the photos turn out great. hahaha…ohhh, I’m such a camwhore. Kekeke… :p Love me or hate me, girls.. ;)

My 1 month blading class had ended and thinking very hard whether to continue. My only issue is money. Haiz……if I’m working now, it’s not a problem for me. But it’s really fun loh…sian…I reckon in the end of the day, I might still sign up! :p

p.s. oh ya, I just bought my million bucks swimming trunks. It bled me $107!!! Aaarrgghh!!! Oh well, this is the price to pay for wanting to look more sexy. Hahhahah….kill me girls.. :p

Week 44...

As usual, Susan’s skills are at its best. My brows turned out marvelous…as usual :p Neat, clean and nicely shaped. Looking clean and prim again, and ready to take over the streets again. Hahahah…

Finally went for a short distance swim and was pretty ok. Only did 2km, but already panting like crazy. I better start running soon and on a regular basis, before I finished flat at my 10K race in December.

My Jap class was fun but the homework is getting more and intense. Sibei sian loh…I love the conversation and in-class lessons, but the homework is what I dreaded most. Haiz……lost the motivation to carry on another term. Anyway, we’ll see…

The rest of the week is pretty boring and only looking forward to my blading class over the weekend. FUN TIME!!

MotoGP Genting Trip 17-19 Oct

Back from my KL trip and it was disappointing. Don’t get me wrong. The MotoGP was fantastic!!…it’s the city that was sucky. It’s expensive and outdated. It wasn’t as good as before. Partly bcoz I’ll been traveling and KL just doesn’t match up anymore. There is totally no fashion trend, lousy/expensive food and practically nothing to buy back!!! It’s took me 2 shopping venues before locating the humble sour plums. It’s miserable man, I tell you. You thought it’s a simple/convenient tidbit, but when you want to find it, you just unable to find it. I find damn stupid and funny that day loh… :p Besides that, I didn’t buy anything.

Ok ok, enough of complaints and back to MotoGP. The sound was deafening for the final MotoGP catergory. It was shiok!!! The seats were vibrating when they zoomed past. It’s exactly like F1. the smaller bike categories, i.e. 125cc & 250cc, were less noiser and bearable. But when it comes to MotoGP (800cc), I have to put on my ear plugs. Hahahaha….it’s a very powerful noise!!! I LOVE IT!! You can get high, just by listening to it..No joke!

I changed S$200 just to buy Vale (for those uninitiated, he's the MotoGP World Champion 2008!!!) merchandise, but it was disappointing. I couldn’t find the ones I want. I wanted to get a visor and it wasn’t on sale. Then the pit crew shirt doesn’t have M size. So, imagine Justin & my face…black and long…just like a kid loh. Idiot!!! When I came back and checked online, the visor is totally out-of-stock now. Hmmm…have to wait loh. Hopefully, can get my hands on it by X’mas J.

Oh well, there’s nothing much to write for my 3 days trip. YES, it’s that boring…

Oh ya, Genting was lousy loh. the rooms was really nice and the beds are comfy, but there isn’t any mini-bar, safe, hand towels & proper wardrobe!! Damn insufficient for me..How can the rooms be so nice but lack in amenities?? Anyway, it will be the last time I’m ever gonna step foot into M’sia!

p.s. wanted to post the raw sound of the 250cc but the stupid blogspot takes ages to upload...so you guys can't have the luxury to listen to it...SHIT!! Too bad loh...

Feeling the HEAT...No birthday gift this year???

With my birthday looming in 5 quick weeks, I’m wondering whether I’ll be able to celebrate in style or in shambles…by then, if I’m STILL jobless (crossing fingers) by end of October, my mood will most probably go downhill from there. Haiz…it will be the only year in my working life, that I’m jobless come my birthday. Really REALLY si bei sian…

I don’t know when this hiatus will end…feeling the pinch now, especially in this time of recession (YES!!! It’s here!! Wake up guys…!! :( ) No more fine dining (not even McDonald’s!), no more shopping (that’s the killer…hits my sore point.. :( ), no more outing that costs money. I guess I need to sanction what I can do and cannot do. Most importantly, weighing the costs, if involved any. Best if it’s free or someone is sponsoring me!!! Kekeke…

When can I resume my lifestyle again???????? I hope not too late…feeling very lethargic/restless/sian-ness/unglam. I’m screaming inside man…I WANT TO WORK!!! The boredom is killing me…my butt is gonna have piles if I continue to sit in front of the PC and facebook, day in day out…

HEEEELLLLLLPPPPPPP!!!!!

Sore ankle & an ASSHOLE HR Mgr

Weekends pretty good. The only downside is, my Achilles is sore now after 2 days of blading. I reckon must be my overzealous attitude on stunts. Hahahah…oh well, I got 3 more days to walk properly before leaving for Genting.

During mid-week, actually didn’t enjoy the best of it. I was tua by the stupid HR manager and didn’t receive her phone call for the final interview. And it comes to a point that I need to chase for it. Even so, the agency girl told me today that they are still interviewing more candidates and will revert by this week end. I was thinking, “What the FUCK??!!”, they are not hiring a manger. They freaking looking for a JUNIOR POSITION!!!!!! What’s there to search high and low for a miserable post. It’s plain dumb and cost inefficient. I guess this post is not urgent and they can afford to play with the time. DAMN!!! I FUCKING NEED A JOB MAN!!! If I get another offer, I would fucking accept it straight away, just to spite them….MOTHER FUCKERS!!! They don’t know what they are missing…ASSHOLES!!

Back to icing my sore ankle & wrist…………….

KL, Krabi & Blading...can life be any BETTER!!??? Yippee!!

My interview went pretty good but this HR Mgr is sickening. Told me to complete the survey and she will call me the next day, but it’s been 3 days and I STILL YET to receive her call…bloody BITCH!!!! Even the agency girl called and offered to chase her for me…very good service :) anyway, it’s just a waiting game now….haiz….sian…

On Wednesday, went for a 4km swim and got a damn good tan. Hahaha…starting to itch now…skin’s peelin anytime!!! SHIT!! :p Then Thursday, went to book my MotoGP trip to KL with Justin. Pretty cheap loh, only $250. But the downside is, we’re stayin in Genting and have to travel longer…but anyway, it suits Justin’s new work schedule, so I’m ok with it….if not, we’ll be staying in Berjaya Times Square!!! 5*!!! Awwwww…..*drooling already*….

Today, went to collect my New Balance race pack…and my waxing session…nice & prim now!! Yummy!!! Kekeke…oh well, I’m all set for my blading tomorrow and Sunday… ;) Feeling all set and ready to take on the world!! If I manage to master the T-stop, I’ll go blading next week to blade on my own…kekeke….getting tingling already…hahahaha…hmmm….once I get my job, I’ll definitely get my own set of wheels!!

Oh ya, my grandma is on the feeding tube, and she's getting more nutrients now. And she definitely look MUCH MUCH better...she can talk louder, joke more and smile...feeling more relieved now :) Will be praying hard for her...

Well, it has been an eventful week…looking forward to my KL & Krabi..and blading too!! SHIOK-NESS!!!

Tough times ahead...but still travelling!!??

Just confirmed my trip to Krabi and most probably tie up the trip to KL as well, by the end of this week. Another good news was receving a call from the job agency. It took me 4 hrs to return it back. Hahahah…coz I was comtemplating whether to go for the interview with Thome Shipping. Despite the internal struggles (worries given by the stupid interviewer), I decided to call back and arrange the 2nd interview. So, now waiting for her call to tell me the firm time/date. After which, if they really offer me the job, I’ll call back my ex-company and see whether they are willing to terminate the new guy and take me back. I know it sounds bad, but it isn’t what you think. Coz this guy got issues and my colleague reckon he will be a problem in the long run, so that’s being taken into consideration. Anyway,……….I’m just hoping for the best :)

Kinda half hearted about the trips, but I know I’ll enjoy them even in the situation I'm in now. Haiz…trying not to think so much about it and living life by the day. Hoping to snag a job real soon and I can resume my routine shopping spree and contribute to the family allowance…praying damn hard…….

It’s tough now….not so rosy after all.

Jobless Streak........this can go on Forever!!! Noooooooo!!!

The interview was kinda sucky after knowing the background of the company. Furthermore, it’s the different company from my ex-colleague…haiz…sian :( It was raining and forced me to buy at lousy brolly…then when I was putting back my earrings, the backing dropped and lost amongst the granite flooring. Bloody hell, what a lousy day man!!!! Couldn’t be worst than that……….

But it did get better, my grandma got a heart attack. What a day!!?? It wasn’t too serious and she’s doing ok for now. I just hope she can gain back her breathing regulation and walk again. That’s my only wish for now. The only comforting thing that came out of this is seeing her smile. It really breaks my heart to see her there…

It’s coming 2 weeks since I’m in my work clothes. The job openings have been few and far between. Didn’t even receive any this week. Market is bad and it’s coming year end, so everyone is hanging onto their job for the sake of bonus. Come January, all the young punks will graduate and compete with me in the job market. But I doubt they will affect me much, given the niche of my job scope and shipping line normally required experienced people. So, I can take heart from this :).

Nothing much I can do now, but facebook everyday and MSN. What a lousy way to spend my hours…isn’t there better ways to spend my precious time instead of frivolously wasting Father Time away…I’m hopping mad, but there’s little to stop this until I find a job…

*cross my fingers to receive some interview calls SOON!!!*

I REALLY let myself go... :(

I really let myself go today. Was bingeing the WHOLE day…choco, fruits, peanuts…coz I was too bored at home and I just have to stuff myself with food. That’s why I dread staying home! :(

Practically, I feel that I gained 2kg or more…so idiot loh…gonna put in more exercise soon loh…ab crunches, pull-ups, runs & swim!!! Gonna do them all (if I can…kekek..)

Received an inviting call from some gf of mine this afternoon. Hahaha…we went for dinner, did a bit of shopping and chill out at Starbucks. But the best part for me is the handphone themes!!! She bluetooth-ed me the Black Melody, Garfield (the Pink Melody & Carebears were corrupted loh…so sad…I really like those 2 also.. :( ) and some ringtones as well. Hahaha…totally adore them. Now, I can assigned them to the really important people ; )

Enjoyed the time spent and seeing her again. But she needs to get herself together again. It really shows on her face loh…must take care ok ;) Then we were exchanging updates about one another and bitching over other people/stuff…hahahaha…

Another good news is that I’ll be going for an interview @ The Plaza in Beach Road. Hopefully, I’m shortlisted and we’ll take it from there. Good luck to me!! If I get it, I might (MIGHT) treat myself to a mini shopping spree (ya rite…you girls must be thinking, who got such thing as a mini spree…hahaha…yaya, I’m just bluffing myself.. :p you’re talking about Nick, for Christ sake!! He will go crazy when it comes to shopping!!)…

…I totally agree with you!! Hahahah….no la, I promise I’ll control ya ;)

p.s. if you’re wondering, the gf of the day is Jo.

Blading is FUN but Aching...hahaha

The weekends were aching yet fun! We managed to pick up blading within 2 days of learning. It’s pretty amazing. I’m amazed at the rate I picked up the sport. We gave ourselves 1 month to fully in-sync with the skates and glide away in victory. Keke…it’s a great form of exercising too. I never realize it can be so taxing on the body. The back, the legs especially, are the main body parts that we utilized. So it’s a good workout but without you knowing it :)

On Saturday nite, went for the F1 Qualifying Race. It was grand...many people, many road closures (hahaha...), and lots and lots of heat!! It was humid and I had to walked a bloody long way just to get to my seat. Anyway I stayed for 30mins and off I go. I don't wanna get stampeded when it ended and the crowd starts to disperse. I couldn't get any good shots, but here's the sound of the raw power of the machines racing my way ;)

Thank God for the good weather and appreciate him for that. *a round of applause* Apparently, today’s beaming with sun-rays yet again. Hahaha…the big guy is in the mood of summertime and delaying the fall of the autumn leaves. Hahahaha…anyway, I love my weekend and it WILL carry on to the next ;)

Oh ya, I got 2 calls from the job agencies, and hopefully I can get my some interviews…that’s it folks. Cya!!

Relationship, Marriages, Babies...

Now, with everyone around you getting older, having a relationship is no longer a hip thing. It’s now-or-never kinda thing. Coz at our age, we’re expected to have a relationship and progress to marriage in due time. We no longer can have a relationship for the fun of it. We’re totally out of that league now! Hahaha…how the tables have turned in such a short time. Once you’re over 21, it’s all about commitment and those “for life” thingys. Cannot play play liao… :p

One by one, people get married, people get attached and going for long term relationship, it occured to me that I’m getting older and that bio-clock may start to tick anytime. Time has taken my friends away from me. Hahahah…so funny. I was once in the position of a sweet 16, playing my youth away at the courts, and now here I am, 25 and single. Though once married, it was a bittersweet experience. I’m not here to spill the spoils for you love birds out there…just stay strong and work things out…and most importantly, be trustful and TALK!! Very, very important.

I have many surprises along the way; as in finding out some of my friends are married and have kids. Especially those unexpected ones. I’m happy for them to found their calling to be parents. :) I reckon I should hear more wedding bells coming my way in the next 5 years for sure. Hahaha…it’s always nice to be part of something like that..maybe my clock is ticking whilst I’m writing this post.

In this time and age, it’s so difficult to find a girl here to fit the bill. Ok, I’ll be fair…most of the things on my bill. It’s not easy. Maybe I’m too choosy, but hey, it’s for life dude! Choosing a wife and choosing a girlfriend is totally two different issues. The all time favourite is, “a wife need not be gorgeous, but a girlfriend must be”…bcoz they are for show-off!! Kekeke…you guys out there must be sniggering now rite. ; ) But the truth is, these facts are old, but true. You need someone whom you know can help raise your family, respect and trust you, have maternal instincts…there’re more down the list, but these are the essentials. It differs from people to people, but to me, these are the KPI. Hmmm…have yet to find “Ms Right” to wholly fulfill my criteria, so I guess it’s back to the drawing block and wait. Either that or strike off some of the criteria…oh well…let’s see about that. ; )

Life goes on...pretty well so far : )

The week’s been pretty kind to me. So far, it’s packed with activities. Had lunch with Charles on Monday; Tuesday went swimming and shopping with Jasmine @ Haji Lane…great stuff but cannot buy!! Sian…; Wednesday, had coffee with Sherlynn after 3yrs of not meeting while working in PIL…hahahah…ironic rite…anyway it’s was great that we met up and had a fine time :) it was brought over to the night when we chill together with her friend, Angeline @ alleybar. It’s been a month since I drank, so it’s pretty nice…but no more Frozen Magaritas for me!! It’s too girly!! Hahahah…; then today, had lunch with Justin and Henri…it’s always nice to have lunch with my ex-colleagues. They are no longer colleagues, they become family. There’s always a urge in me to go back and visit them, especially my ‘uncles’. It’s comforting to see everyone is doing well and living well. Later, gonna enrolling in blading. Cool!!! Wooo!!!

Life’s pretty wrapped up now…plenty of activities going on. And when I got a job, I reckon more will come. The 1st thing that come to mind is cable ski @ Batam. For $90, you get to ski for the WHOLE bloody day (or until your hands fall off) with lunch as well. BEST man!!! It should be real fun…and maybe I should seriously get a racer bike if I want to get into duathlon. Been thinking hard about this…keep on cracking Nick!!

Oh ya, and I cannot forget my “missed buys” at Haji Lane. The really cool jacket and tops that I’ll been salivating ever since I tried them on…I know the jacket’s still there, but the tops…hmmm….let’s hope it’s not taken ; )

Well, there’s the plan for the whole month (actually only 5 more days…machim sound a lot…kekekek :p)…I guess that’s about it, unless I come up with more stuff to do…hahahaha…

The Good, The Bad & The FUN!!!

There have been ups and downs for the week. Bad news first. The downs were my resignation from Samsung and I got a lashing from my MD. I don’t want to list out the things he said coz it really affect me that day.

The 2nd thing was my grandparents are in really bad shape. My granddad is in nursing home and he’s doing pretty well there, but when he held me hand I can feel his sadness and when I left and turned my head, I saw him wiping his eyes. I can feel the tears too. There’s nothing I can do as this is the best arrangement for him. I will try to come and visit more often. My grandma’s health have been deteriorating the past few years. This is the worst year that I can remember. I can see her from shouting to talking softly now. From walking to sitting on the wheelchair. It really breaks my heart to see her like that. She’s been in and out of hospital like nobody business. I just hope she gets better soon. I’m praying everyday to make that happen.

And as for my maternal grandma, it’s the most saddening. She got only 2 weeks to live. I was taken aback by this news. She’s actually the most healthy among my 3 grandparents, and also the oldest, at about 90.

The world’s just come crashing down on me suddenly. I quit my job, my grandparents all are in poor health, for once I really feel that life’s very fragile and everyday matters. I don’t want anything bad happen to them, but there’s nothing I can help to stop this cycle of life…only God can take over from here. Please take care of them when they call upon you……..thank you…

Ok now for the good news!! Thank God I got my best bud to listen to our worries. He’s there to listen and help. Appreciate it bro!! ;) Then I had the best Sunday in a long time. We went cycling, flea market and bowling!! It was relaxing and I wish it didn’t end. I even thought it was Saturday!! Oh well, I hope we can arrange more of such fun stuff in the future….and I know we are capable of ;)

Photo taking rocks too!!! Oh ya, and I got my 1st turkey & high scoring game…way cool!! Linfu & Lao Ma got broke the 100 mark and record their personal record…hahahaha….we ROCK guys!! :p

Great Finds @ Haji Lane!!

Today was great!! Went shopping with Serene and Wei Hao. Kekek…it was fun and fulfilling. We headed out to Haji Lane to snatch some good deals, and indeed we did. I managed to see some great jackets, coats & tees, but I didn’t buy…*sob sob*…I need to triple check my expenses coz I’ll be jobless soon, so every penny counts. Anyway, I could have easily clock up $500 worth of merchandise if not for my strong willpower. :p There was this one black jacket that looks like deconstructed with shiny buttons @ $159…and there’s a black, long cardigan from White Room @ $80…and finally 2 tees @ $39.90/each. You see! It’s easily $300…no problem for me..hahahah…anyway, that 2 got a buy each and I’m happy for them..

Then we settled at this fashion shop-cum-ice cream parlor called Pluck. It was so cool!! Coz, the last 2 times they went, it was closed. So I was kinda like the lucky star!! Hahah…and I kept emphasizing it. :p The lady owner was super nice and so were her staff. It was very cosy and neat. You just wish they can stay there longer…here’s the card I took from them: *see up!!*

Operating hours:
Weekdays – Monday to Thursday, 2pm to 8pm
Weekends – Friday & Saturday, 2pm to 10pm
Sunday – 2pm to 5pm

The rum-and-raisin ice cream is addictive! The rum was super strong and that’s the way I like it!! yummy yummy!! I’m sure to go there again to get my alcohol fix. And their brownie was nice too…it wasn’t hard, soft and slightly warm…awwwww…so chocolately loh…it’s a rather big piece, so it will be nice to share :).

Anyway, I still moaning over my missed buys, and I hope I can get them soon…gonna get a job soon and off to shopping again!!! Jacket, cardigan and tees….wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The ordeal is over...time to trot the globe!!

The 2nd week of work had passed and the 3rd beckons. I’ve tendered last Friday and awaiting a session with my GM on Monday. I’ve feel more relieved now but I still jumped out of my bed over the weekends at 3am!! No joke! I really JUMPED OUT of bed..it’s scary loh. I must be super stressed out and frankly, I didn’t get much beauty sleep these 2 days. It’s incredible but I’m just glad I’ve done it. It’s a load of my mind and it’s time to plan my next step. Travel!!! Gonna do that before I embark on another job hunting craze.

Getting fat and lazy now…didn’t been running for the past 3 weeks, as well as swimming. I reckon I’ll plan some sessions after my last day and squeeze in as much swim and run sessions in the coming weeks. Need to get my 28” waist back. Hahahha…

Perth, Japan (still contemplating Tokyo or Osaka), KL & Redang…hope at least ONE of them coming true…I don’t want to be known as a man of no words… :p

A Turn of Fortune??? Seems like it...

Apparently, I’m hooked to alcohol once I have stress. The first thought that came to my mind is a good, cold drink when I’m super stressed out. Mondays are the worst, and once it passes Tuesday, it’s all down hill from there. I meant it in a good way. Down hill is fast!!! Like the roller coaster..so the mood tends to be better from then on. Hahahah…

Work seems to be more interesting, once I put the boring operations and report writing aside. The sourcing aspect is damn interesting. I just like the sound of it. Supplier visits is common here and I can go anytime I want! Cool!!! I can definitely learn more and pick up faster :) I’m super delighted to know I can do that here…the culture is definitely more linked with what I studied, i.e. supplier visits, local and overseas, to check their operations and quality. I didn’t do that often in PIL, besides in Shanghai. Locally, I didn’t get the chance loh…not a single chance in 3 years. Makes no sense…haiz….anyway, now’s my chance. I know I will benefit much from this ; )

Hmmm…should I ask my colleagues to go clubbing this Friday?? *pondering* I need a drink now!!

A week of HELL..

It’s been hell of a week. It’s my 1st week in Samsung and the first 4 days is a torture. I think I went into a state of panic and fear. On the 1st day I was already talked into meeting the management’s high expectations of me. To add more that I can handled, my AM and SM told me the same stuff that I need to learn fast, meet expectations blah blah…I was actually frightened for the 1st time in a very long time. It’s even worst when I first stepped into PIL. And on the 2nd day, I already have thoughts of tendering. I even called my ex-boss that I want to go back. I talked to my HR as well, and both said the same thing.

“It’s only a few days, give yourself a chance to adapt.”

Anyway, my ex-boss just wants to cover her ass bcoz her job is on the line if I go back. Management needs justification from her side and it’s very difficult to do that. Humbug! Anyway, I don’t care now. I will NEVER GO BACK TO PIL, even I’m jobless.

The 1st 4 days were living hell. I whined to practically anyone I could get my hands on, especially my family, Justin, Jerry and Nas. Hahahah…I’m glad they stood by me and offered advice and comforting words :) Thanks guys!!

Yesterday was shiok bcoz we went for a farewell dinner for a ex-colleague. Only 1 yr in Samsung!!! Wah lau!!! The turnover rate damn high man. Only 1 lousy year…anyway, the Korean food at Jang Shou @ Esplanade was fantastic. As usual, I forced myself to eat the kimchi until the main course was served. BBQ pork and beef!!! Yummy!!! Then we had drinks with my GM. Hahaha…he even said, “Now I like Nicholas more..”, just bcoz I drank more and he kept refilling my glass. Hahahaah…funny loh. He and my MD had already suggested that we should have more drinking sessions from now on. ON lah!! It’s only from then on that I’m relaxed and happy. I guessed what I needed was liquor. Eases my body and mind. All that undue stress was gone and I’m feeling good about myself all over again. Great!!!

Back to work on Monday. Hahahah…

A sucky 3 days...

Weekend was rather laid-back and restless. Friday night was spent with Justin and the guys @ Robertson Quay. We had a chill-out session and time just quietly slipped by. Reached home about 2am and slept at 3. Though I enjoyed the company, but I felt it could be better.

Saturday was even worst. I was just rotting at home, literally! In and out of my room, pacing up and down of the hall, not knowing what to do. So, I end up stuffing myself with food and lying on my bed. Took a short nap and still I was restless. I reckon the best thing that ever happened yesterday was the night’s TV shows. If not, I might hang myself!! Die of boredom!!

I guess the most eventful day would be today; the Nike Human Race 10K. All that hype about this race is immediately wiped out when we were ushered in the various pens. We waited for about 15-20mins before it started. Technically speaking, it was 5mins late and we’re already complaining. The route was badly organized due to the width of the route. I understand it’s daylight and there was traffic, but the route was very narrow and I got knocked into many times during the course of the race. Didn’t really enjoyed it thoroughly. I’d been through so many races and it’s the 1st time I had been knocked into soooooo many times. Idiotic man!! The runners have no sense of their body movement. Anyhow swing, anyhow out-stretch their body parts. So infuriating. :( It would be my 1st and last time joining this race. If not for the charity nature of this race, I would think twice. Furthermore, it cost me $48.15. It’s expensive for a 10K race loh…and I just found out that only 20% is going to the charities. SHIT!! Not fair loh…stupid Nike people!!!

Anyway, tomorrow’s Monday and it’s my 1st day at work in Samsung. Hope it will turn out well and my colleagues are nice. That’s the most IMPORTANT. :)

Reflections

Was reading my 1st entry and skimming through the rest and I found out how much I’ve grown. Maybe less childish, but definitely I lost the essence of being myself through the years. The older I get, the more vague I see myself coming through in the things I do, say or portray. I’m becoming less of me. The once youthful, fun-loving, innocent guy is a thing of the past. Out come the down-to-earth, family-oriented and somehow serious man at the end of the 25yrs.

Reading past entries brings a smile and tear but all’s good. It’s always fun to know what you have been through and compare to what you would have done differently now. But one thing I notice is, I’m always the willing party for the gathering organizations. It seems like I’m the only free person around to do all of these things. Where have the camaraderie gone to?! Friends are often taking advantage of this and yet complain the inadequacy. Then step up your game and take over the reins!! Stop whining and start doing something useful. Sick of being so “extra” and the simple “thank you” is not enough at this time of age. It’s not sincere enough! Actions speak louder than words. So do something!!

I’ve grown to love my family and myself more, and maybe include some close friends. And that’s about it. My love well is starting to dry up, so rationing is now the word. I don’t want to spread love like plague in an instant. Nothing’s free in this world…even love. I’m happy for those who found love and basking in it now. Congrats :). And for those who haven’t and don’t intend to, don’t fret coz there’s plenty more to be done on this Earth. Like volunteering, saving us from global warming, tons of other charities to sign up and lend a hand to. It brings purpose to your life and you’re doing for a good cause. Save others to save yourself as well. Who knows, you might find a like-minded half when you least expected it. ; )

My male testosterones are back in place and the man is back. No more sissy matters for now. I’ve no tolerance for nonsense and unconformity. When I need it perfect, I want it perfect. I’m a neat freak and perfection is a must. Every corner must be of the right angle and every line must be straight. If not, I would go berserk. Hahahah…

Don’t know why I’m writing this, but it feels good to pen down my thoughts and reflect it later. Different moods in different settings listening to different music affect my writing…like right this instance. Wong Lee Hom’s Forever Love and Utada Hikaru’s Flavor of Life are both touching and subtly sad…befits to the entry of the day.

---> click on the song title to listen**

Sneezy Day... :(

Looking my Sunday’s best, I got talent spotted today at CityLink. This China girl said I got style…blah blah…gave her my email anyway. It’s better than my mobile. Kekeke…it feels shiok to know I still got it! ;)

Had the flu bug bugged me the whole day, and it has to be today. Met up with Jasmine (for those who don’t know, she’s my Jap classmate) to go Comex. She’s going to do ground work for her job, and as me, I’m just looking a Besta translator dictionary. Costs a bloody $499 to $699…gonna hold that thought and count my monies 1st.

Pumping in H2O now and gonna a early rest tonight. Tomorrow’s PARTY NITE with the boys!!! Hahahah…yippee!!! Gonna paint the town red…ehhhh, I hope so lah…kekekek :p

What a week it has been. Full of activities and hardly a day off. I’m loving it and savoring every moment. Life’s great and adrenaline’s pumping. Everything’s in order and ready for me to kick-start my new career in the electronics industry.

*thank you for everything you’ve done for me and I appreciate every single moment.*

Old Age? I would like to think it as coming of Age.. :)

Seeing my friends are having so much fun in their prime just makes me jealous. Everyday seeing new parting pics posted on Facebook, just brings out the green-eyed monster in me. *sob sob* Just hoping my new colleagues are more happening and we will have a hell of a time PARTYING!!! Die Hard!!

Hmmm…life’s been good lately. Other than what’s mentioned above, everything’s going smooth. But somehow I feel I’m not getting enough sleep?! Slept at 1am, then wake up at 6.30am!!!??? It’s crazy man! What the fuck was I thinking?! And lazing on bed for the next 2hrs wasn’t gonna help, but it did help me pass time. A few more days of partying/resting/eating and it’s back to the workforce. Excited and nervous. The same emotions that rushed through my body when I 1st entered PIL. Somehow, the nervousness is lesser now; maybe due to the working experience I’d garnered and there’s lesser to be afraid of. What I’m afraid is, what’s my colleagues like. Crazy and rowdy, silent and selfish, or what? I prefer the earlier one. It’s closer to my ex. Hahahah…a fun bunch of people working with you always makes you day pass faster :)

Oh well, getting older now, 25 going on 26 in less than 3 months. my desired laugh lines are getting more prominent and those crow feets are getting deeper. Think Wong Li-lin and George Clooney respectively. Kekekek…I love these flaws. Maketh a man looks wiser (not necessary) and mature. Nick…ol’ Nick, you’re coming of age and those white hairs are sprouting faster than you can spot them. Better make full use of your life before time runs out.

SBR & Marina Barrage SHIT!!...Good Timing :p

Completed another rather easy run of 21km. Didn’t trained much for it, especially the last 2-3 weeks. I lost the motivation to train and the momentum just didn’t catch on. Anyway, I’m glad I did ran the race and clock an impressive 03:04:38.38 (ranked 4453 out of 5099 that finished that race). To a person who didn’t train and clock that timing, I’m really happy. :) I managed to run the 1st 15km without much problems, but the trail at the Marina Barrage just killed off my interest. It was uneven and took more out of me, thus I decided that was enough and walked the last 4km and dashed at the final 1km to the finishing line. Everything was perfect. My knees didn’t give me any problems, but my ankles felt sore though.

It did rained in the early morning and God was kind enough to stop it for my race. (even though I prayed it would rain, so that I can miss the race…kekekek.. :p) The weather was cooling and the best ever since I came back from HKG. Anyway, next week’s Nike Human 10K is gonna be easy. It’s like taking a stroll in the park. I’m just hoping there’s no major injuries this week that lead up to Sunday’s run. がんばって!!!

I’m officially on leave now and there’s plenty to be done!! Like clearing up my room, filing my Jap notes, creating a vocabulary list for my Jap, soaking my new tees…hmmm…think that’s about it. Doesn’t sound a lot hor…hahahah…but I reckon it will take me a 1 week to accomplish all these, coz I’m such a lazy bug!! :p

Bon Festival!! Food, Fun & Fashion.. :)

Was raining the whole day and it made me restless…I rather sleep than go anywhere, but nonetheless I pulled myself out of bed and headed to the Bon Festival. The rain did subside a bit and made the outing a bit more enjoyable. My sis and me took the wrong bus and end up taking cab. Idiot!! Anyway, it was a tad too quiet than I would like it to be. Maybe bcoz it’s raining and the crowd had lessened. But still, there was a healthy group of young, old and trendy people having fun there. The kids were sooooooooooo cute!!!! Kekeke…wished I brought my cam loh. I did bring but left the battery and SD card at home…another stupid thing I did. Low batt, that’s why I charged it and the card was bcoz I download old photos and forgot to retrieve out…haiz…anyway it’s over… :( Next year ba… ; )

The atmosphere was Japansy. Everyone was looking so nice in their yukata (ゆかた). The food wasn’t that fantastic as it all turned cold and stale. The best thing we ate was Meiji green tea ice-cream. The best part was, it cost only $2!! Reasonable loh..

My sis bleed my wallet when we walked past the fashion stalls and came across this bag stall. The totes were really nice and cute. The downside, the price tag was $28. Being a shopaholic and after 5sec of decision-making, we decided to buy it but I’m the one paying!! Aaarrggghhh!! At least the bags are nice and unique. Anyway, it’s ok lah…She’s still studying and I forgive her for that…coz she’s gonna pay me double in the future. Hahahaha…

Conclusion & What Have You…

The weather’s damn good for anything!!! Shopping, tanning etc…but sunscreen and moisturizer is equally important, if not the skin will die young. And lip balm is very very important too…I got cracked lips on the 3rd day loh. Shit!! Lucky now at the midst of recovery, and back to my plucky lips. Kekeke.. :p

The youths there are fashionally dressed and right for the occasion. Their style is right up there with the Milanese and Parisians. There are more willingness to don shades, fedoras, suits and accessories. That’s why their trend is always in front of us, and us, getting the tail-end of it when they are done with it.. :( One thing about the guys is, 8 out of 10 carry a tote. It’s a necessity loh. Haversacks and briefcases are not uncommon, but rarely seen in the shopping areas. Maybe CBDs got more ba…My point is, guys are not shy to wear their feminimity on their sleeves. They are willing to don stylish and fashionable trends readily and do it WELL. No joke!!…WELL DONE!! They do us Asians proud ;)…kekeke…Oh ya, the girls there don’t musk themselves with overwhelming powder and perfumes. There is no tinge of fragrance when I walked past them. It’s amazing!!! Our girls should learn from them loh. More is not necessarily good. One more thing, HKG girls do ROCK!! They look better their features also better…haiz….our girls??? Haiz….buck up babes!!!

There are also many other nationalities thriving at Mong Kok, TST and Central. You have Filipinos, Indonesians, ang mohs, Africans…very amazing loh. It’s just like Singapore but more diversified and cosmopolitan. Don’t know why, but I just feel that way loh. Just feel weird when I see so much other nationalities in an Asian country…very funny feeling loh…even though it’s a common sight in Singapore. :p I think it’s just me..kekekeek…

It’s a great trip with many different experiences and buys. I’ll definitely visit the land of style on a regular basis to get my fashion fix. I could get anything from totes, polo tee, tees to ties, scarves and accessories. Great food is also awaiting me like Mango Ice dessert and dim sum!!! Yummy yummy!! Till next year or 2010!! Hmmm…’09 I should be in Taipei raiding their fashion and getting my fashion staples. Hahahaha….がんばって!!

Day 4 - Hong Kong Trip 15-18 Aug 08

Finally my gastric recovered and it had to be on the last day…idiot!!! My flu had cleared as well. We had practically nothing to do after breakfast, so we head to the TST and boarded the ferry over to Central. It’s just to kill time. My bus is coming at 5pm and we had 9hrs to kill, so we need to do what we need to do..hahahaah…

The Star Ferry costs only HK$2.20 for upper deck and HK$1.70 for lower. It’s 10 times cheaper than MTR!! All thanks to Jane, now we know of this cheaper alternative. Headed to the Ave of Stars (aka HKG Walk of Fame). We took photos with famous stars’ handprints like Jackie Chan, Andy Lau and Jet Li. After which, we loitered around Central then headed back to TST and loitered somemore. It’s very paining coz we have no agenda….slowly but surely, the time passed and it’s time to head to the airport…what a relief!! Hahahahah…goodbye Hong Kong and welcome home!!

Day 3 - Hong Kong Trip 15-18 Aug 08

Today, we decided to hop to Hong Kong Island to discover Causeway Bay. It’s definitely the most expensive place in Hong Kong. It’s like the Orchard of Singapore, but more pricey. After shopping for 3 straight days, my budget is more or less exhausted and I rather head back to Mong Kok or TST for cheaper but quality buys. Chanel, LV, Prada, Coach and Vivienne Westwood are just sprouting everywhere in every place that I went. Hong Kongers are just rich. They really are the fashion capital of Asia (besides Japan). But I don’t give a damn, coz I just couldn’t afford it…so it has no bearing on me. Kekek.. :p

We also met up with Charles’ colleague, Jane. She was very nice and utterly friendly. She’s getting married this year, so it was a very thing for this trip. All these lovey dovey stuff…makes you feel very rosy and fuzzy. :p Maybe it’s just me… ;)

Since we had no agenda at night and totally poofed out, we slept in at 9pm. Hahahah…1st time in a long time that I slept so early.

Day 2 - Hong Kong Trip 15-18 Aug 08

Another day of shopping will begin @ Mong Kok. We took the MTR there and raided every possible shopping malls and specialty shops at the roadside. Lucky for guys the selection wasn’t a lot, if not it will definitely be not enough time for me to cover ALL the shops. The fashion scene there is massive. Too many and too much variety to choose from. There is no escape but to enter every one to kill my curiosity. Kekekek… :p

We also hopped to Central to see the sights and shopping as well. Oh well, there’s nothing to do but shop, eat and more shopping!! Hahahah…

When the sun set, we headed to Temple Street to soak in the local atmosphere. It’s like a long street of shops, just like Chinatown during CNY. The food stalls could only be found on the other sides of the street, so it’s just solid clothes, accessories and other knick-knacks.

Oh ya, we also went to the Peak to soak in the night scenery and it’s worth the trip!! kekekek...

A long day and night of shopping can be very tiring. Kekek…but who’s complaining!!??

Day 1 - Hong Kong Trip 15-18 Aug 08

Prayed the day before I slept that the weather in Hong Kong will be sunny and blue sky everyday, and the big man didn’t fail me. He gave me the best weather I could ever get for shopping!! Love ya!!

The morning glare/rays greeted us when we touched down at the airport. Everything was smooth and crowded as usual. Our hotel was the last drop-off point and to my horror, the ground floor of the hotel is in the process of renovation. The thing is, I didn’t even realized it’s the hotel until Charles guided me there…coz it looked real damn crap from where I was standing. So, together with 2 more couples, we went to the lobby for check-in. Oh ya, for your info, the name’s Largos Hotel (ex-Mayfair Hotel). Anyway, the room was really cramped, sliding door for the bathroom (with no lock!!), no safe and the thermostat is only for show!!! Basically, the temperature control is just 1-2-3 and on/off. That’s the real turn-off for me. I can’t take burr-ing temperatures and I have to fight flu and bad gastric for the 1st 3 days of my trip :(.

After dumping our luggage, we head out for lunch. We had this lovely beef stew with rice. It’s very difficult to find good ones in Singapore, but there it was…in front of me!! Kekek…if my dad was there, I bet he will order the same dish as me. :p How I wish he was here with us too…anyway, after that we’re off for bargain shopping!! ;)

We walked to Tsim Sha Tsui (TST) from my hotel (Jordan) and along the way made my 1st purchase @ Giordano Concepts. Kekeek…snapped up 2 tops and set me back for S$100. It was a difficult decision but a happy one though. Hahahah…I still have much more to buy, so the rest I budgeted to the things “I want” than what “I wish I can have”.

Hair Problems...

My hair feels very heavy and dry this week. I can feel it when I apply the conditioner. Feels coarser now. But cannot be coz I uses two types of conditioner…hmmm…what have I done wrong or needs to be done??? Been bugging me over these few days. I need a remedy fast. I need to be my diva-best when I leave for Hong Kong. To prove to them Singaporean guys have a touch of class and fashion in their clothes & well-being. Kekekek… :p ok ok, I just wanna be pretty and gorgeous for myself. Ok? Satisfied? Kekeekek…

Hmmm…or I need a trim??? Nah…it needs to be long enough for me to style my new style?! Can’t wait for it come true…maybe by December you guys will be able to see my new cut ; )

Seems like my last week...

my $82 top...

This whole week had been a roller coaster ride. Emotions ran high at some points, while the rest is jovial and calm. But we are still as rowdy as ever. Kekek… :p I tendered but the atmosphere is still good and business as usual. Obviously, Misna and Uncle Lim were the first to know, and the rest followed. They were happy for me and congratulated me in their own way. Hahahah….they just gave me a wide, genuine smile of approval. That’s all I need :).

My Japanese class went on pretty well but I disliked the teaching style of おやせんせい (Ms Oya, my teacher). It’s different from my poly せんせい、美津子 (Ms Mitsuko). She would explain to us in English for each word, but my new teacher doesn’t. She only does it when someone asked. I feel that it’s weird loh. Why wait till then…she can just easily explain while teaching. But I still have to somehow adapt loh, if not I’ll die man! Furthermore, she’s not the pretty type!!!! No eye candy…haiz…..lucky a couple of my classmates are lookers, if not it will be very boring. I reckon me and Roger (new classmate) will be the rowdy type. Don’t ask me why, but I just knew it when we introduce ourselves. Kekekeek…PARTY TIME!!! The rest consisted of 2 40-somethings uncle and auntie, 1 Irish, 1 Swiss, 1 German and 1 M’sian. So it’s quite an international gathering of the same kind. Hahahah…Great fun await us!! ; )

Then Thursday went pressie hunting with Soon. He bought a Hello Kitty bag for Jess’ birthday and I ended up buying a adidas top, breaking my bank a/c by $82!. Coz while waiting for the pressie to be wrapped, we walked around and went into Leftfoot @ Far East Plaza. It’s limited edition goods and I saw this light blue with pink checks top, then I tried loh. Fits me to a T! Was contemplating whether to buy and when I walked out of the shop, I turned back and buy it. Hahahah…idiot rite! I can’t resist temptation!!! Sheeesshh!! And it also helped that the salesgirl has a great face and with a whimsical aura on her. ; ) Anyway, I’m not complaining since it look bloody good on me. Hmmmm…if I can spend like this here, wondering what will happen when I step into Hong Kong…Die ah….!!!!

Today was a treat day from me to my beloved colleagues. Only the guys were invited. The girls are scheduled for next Friday though..kekeek...Indo food! Anyway, we went Ocean Curry Fishhead and had a mini-feast...haiz....for me it's pretty sad but I hope we can have more luncheons after I leave. :) **hope there aren't any tears on my last day....**

Samsung..should I be speaking Korean instead of Japanese??? hmmm...I still prefer sushi..kekeke.. :p

Seal the contract with Samsung last Friday. Super flattered and happy to have done that! kekeke… :p Everything happened so fast. My interview is on Tuesday, then I received a confirmation call on Thursday and I sent my payslip over for verification. Finally on Friday, I got "the" call. It's all done in matter of 72hours. So bloody FAST!! hahahaha...(the MD must have REALLY like me...at least that's what Dwen told me.. :p) Upon receiving the call from Dwen (Samsung HR), I asked Misna and my dad for advice. Both said go for it and so I did. It was pouring but my spirits were up and walking with a spring. Hahahha…I wished I could just run forever after I signed on the dotted line. I hope it’s a sign of more good things to come. First, a new job. Second, a shopping trip to Hong Kong. Things are turning out pretty well. :) Mostly, my colleagues and close friends knew about my changing of jobs, but there are still some people I left out. Kekeke…I didn’t forget about you, it’s just that I’m overwhelmed and too shaky to text. Kekekeke…

It seems that my day excitement had brought me dreams in the night. I dreamt of tendering to my boss and she just used it to wipe her desk! Hahaha…it’s so funny loh. Next character was my AGM. He came out and asked me, “so how? Confident anot?” then I replied, “I already signed the papers.” Then he walked away, laughing. He seldom talk to us, so it was really funny when he did…and with so much emotions. Hahahahah…Damn drama loh. I’m not sure is it excitement or anxiety. But one thing for sure is, I’m gonna have more money for my shopping!!!

Monday is gonna be show-time for my colleagues and me. My disciple, my colleague (Misna...but I feel it’s only 50/50) and myself will be tendering. It will be MASSIVE!!! 3 people tendering at the same time, do have a great impact on the daily operations of the department. It’s really D-day for the rest of them. I think they wish they were never born. Coz, the workload will be bloody heavy, till they can’t breathe. And for my boss to employ 2-3 replacements can take months. So…….I reckon, the fastest she can find replacement is around Nov/Dec.

I’ll definitely miss the crazy times I have with my colleagues, especially Uncle Lim and Thomas. We joked around like good friends and still carry out our duties impeccably. We make a great team. Without us, my boss would have a hard time completing her work. We take on the burden on our shoulders, so that she can breathe easier. She doesn’t feel it, coz she spent most of the time talking on the phone making beauty/lunch/dinner appointments. If we weren’t around, I don’t think she will have such a luxury of time to do all those. It’s becoz of us, that her department works so seamlessly. The veterans and the young worked tirelessly for the company, but received no recognition. It’s sad, but it’s happening. So, you can’t blame people when they mass resign. Pay sucks, workload keep on increasing, who can take it..?! I guess my move will start a domino effect on the rest. My disciple and myself have started it, and Misna may or may not follow…and as for the rest, I know Uncle Lim (if his own buisness takes off, he will leave..) and Thomas will never leave. So the next in line is, Mei Ling and Uncle Tan and then finally, maybe Henri. It’s the end of S&P??!! hahahha…I may sound sadist, but we just want to see how our boss survive without us, one of the most hardworking employees in the whole, bloody building. How’s that for revenge! ; )

Anyway, there’s no angst in me to do all those. I’m just sticking out for myself and my fellow mates. Hope them all the best and I’ll definitely visit them during my “leave clearing” month. Yup yup!! Hong Kong, here I come to conquer your malls!!! Tops, pants, ties, shoes, totes, belts………………………….food…………..kekekekeke…. :p

Ill-discipline...

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz…getting slack…so demoralizing. :( wanted to run tonight, but gave in to the temptation of dinner…so, to make up for tonight’s ill-discipline, I’ll pack up for a swim tomorrow. Die die must go!! Idiot Nick, better buck up or else….that pair of skinnies will not fit again!!!

Plans for 2008 & 2009

Soooooooooooooooooooooo bored…nothing to do and nothing to blog about. Went for 2 interviews today and pretty successful. Managed to get across what I want and knowing their expectations. Hoping to get the shipping line post. It’s exactly what I’m doing now and it’s expanding, so it’s a good time to join a growing company.

My tour agent called and confirmed my hotel and flight. So I’m off to Hong Kong in few weeks time. Always anxiously planning where to shop, what to buy, how much luggage to bring. Hahahah….I’m such a child. So excited!! Tops, cardigans, belts, totes and maybe if my luggage space allows, a blazer too. They are my TOP priority for this trip! Hope to have a fruitful harvest and that should set me back by a tidy sum. But what the heck! I’m prepared to spend, spend & SPEND!!!

This year’s pretty mapped out. October will be heading to KL with Justin for the MotoGP from 17-19th. But stupid Misna showed me the best deal for Maldives (idiot loh..tempt me..aarrgghh) which my heart/mind tell me shouldn’t resist…but still, I resisted. (no more budget for travel for 2008.). Then hopefully in December, will bunk in with my couz in Perth, either before she return back here or going back with her. Either way. And that would set me back by about $1500?? Not really sure about that, maybe will cut back on other expenses. I’d made a promise to her that I’ll visit her, so it’s the best time to go so, coz over there its………summer!! And there bound to have SALES!! Hahaah…that’s my motive lah..ekekeke :p I hate winter, so summer I must go loh. A promise is a promise..so Yanfen, you heard me ya, I’m going over!!! ; )

Then in 2009, planning to head over to the land of the rising sun, Japan (shuttling between Tokyo & Osaka) in April. Maybe by then, I can go with my Jap classmates and save on costs! Kekeek…I’m actually banking heavily on that (praying hard). If not, I’ll go on a homestay and plan my own itinerary. Oh well, hope all my plans goes according to plan. :)

Nothing to write, but end up talking so much…damn naggy…like girl..opppsss!! Anyway, I’m girl enough, so what the heck.. :p

Interviews Galore

Yesterday was really lucky. Received a call from Samsung for an interview today, ON TOP of another shipping company. I must have gotten into God’s good books again. :) kekek…thank you!! Prep myself up after reading through their info, so it shouldn’t be too much of a hassle…hopefully!! ; )

2 interviews in 1 day? That’s a tad too unbelievable by my standards, coz I have never had such experience. I’m hoping for the best and leaning towards the shipping line…at least the pay package is definitely fatter than the Korean. Good Luck!!

p.s. and I need a better concealer & loose powder!!! One that does better oil control and keeping me matt…arrrgghhh!! Getting on my nerves now…it’s tough being a girl, you know…hahahahah…Ciao!

Lunchtime Quickie!!

Oh my GOD!! GOSSIP!! The past few days, we had been saying our boss is having a lunchtime quickie and it turned out to be true! Hahahah….coz when she came back today, the ends of her hair is damp. It’s only signs of a shower. Hahaha…maybe it’s a fraction of our imagination but it’s sure fun to think that way. It makes office life more exciting and saucy. Kekeek.. :p

Show-off your Thongs!!

With my bers slipping down lower and lower, my black thong peeks out prominently. Though unintentional, the feeling is of sexiness and exhibitionist. Kekek…now I truly understand why girls like to show off (intentional or unintentional) their intimates in public. It gives them the sexiness they all crave. You can say they are attention seekers, but who doesn’t from time to time. From the cute guy a glance away to the most lewd uncle. You just wanna flaunt it. it’s kinda liberating and shiok-ness.

It’s very cheeky and I love it. :p Time to go thong shopping!! Bangkok here I come!!

3 days of Fun, Sun and Food!!

Tonkichi Jumbo Katsu

This weekend is the BEST yet! It kick-started off from last Friday with waxing and Hokkaido Foodfair @ TM. The Japanese craze had caught up with me again. I have the hots for anything Jap now! Jap food, culture, manga and anything that has Hiragana on it, I’m in LOVE with it!! hahahah…had also enrolled myself into a Jap class starting 30 Jul. I’m gonna take it from the basics once again. No choice, but I know it will be fun :). Hopefully, come April my Japanese will be better and able to string the words together.

Serene and me discovered that food can be affordable and interesting in Orchard. We started our shopping trail from The Cathay. Discovered Aston’s opened an outlet there and there is a cheap and stylish tie shop, Roff as well. It’s a good start to any outing. Next stop was Plaza Singapura. We took a breather and ate in this sausage shop, Bratwurst. The food and price is pretty decent and mid-range. But the sauces are a tad salty, i.e. the ketchup and mustard. If you hold back on those, it should be fine :). The soup of the day, minestrone was good as well, but if it’s much more warmer, it will be heavenly….awwww…after a long walk, the soup was just what we needed. Anyway onto the next stop. After lunch, we headed down to my doc’s outlet at Midpoint Orchard to get some concealer. In the end, I came out with loose powder as well. Both costs me $43 and it’s money well-spent. I used it today and it turned out great. Maybe the oil control wasn't quite there, but I can live with it. Or maybe the powder wasn’t enough, but either way, I felt good and that’s the bottom line.

We trotted down to Wisma and Taka. (hmmm….why did we miss out Heeren??? *puzzled*) Did shopping for Soon and Jess prezzies and it was fast! Fastest time ever to get two prezzies. Kekeek…then come high-tea. We didn’t know of what to eat, so we went to the basement of Paragon. To out delight, this Japanese eatery is having a daily promotion for its dessert menu. Shimbashi Soba (dessert special daily from 2.30pm to 5.30pm sharp) is a place to have authentic soba and desserts. The offer price for its desserts is $5!!! Can you believe it??!!! A Jap treat for just $5 in TOWN!! It’s unbelievable, so I die die must try. The presentation was immaculate. So precise, so delicate. The Anmitsu is refreshing and of the right sweetness. And with the green tea, it’s a bliss….(I can hear “awwwwwwwww”s now..kekeke…be jealous girls. :p) I’m sure to go back again, and try the soba as well. It’s hand made, so the texture should taste different and hopefully, better.

By the time all eating and shopping was done, it’s about 9pm. Stomachs grumbling and legs aching, we had a hard time thinking of what to eat. Serene recommended Tonkichi for its meaty pork cutlet, and so there we were…queuing…10 people ahead of us. It’s damn long, but it’s worth the wait. The shredded cabbage is free flow and the pork is crispy on the outside and juicy and tender when your teeth sink into it. Yummy!!

There you have it. my Saturday outing in brief. Kekekek…Sunday was great too. Sun’s out and my plan went according to ehhh….plan?! hahaha…went East Coast for lunch, then head to PS (again) for Hellboy 2. Pretty funny and surprisingly touching. There’s a bit of romance as well. After which, we headed to this poor service Jap restaurant, Ajitei, and ended up leaving the place after screwing the supervisor (who was actually a young Japanese girl). The local staff was terrible and slow. Anyway, will lodge a complaint tomorrow. So, we went searching for food and end up in Swensen’s. Expected service and food. At least my evening wasn't spoilt :). My weekend was good and grateful for the company I have, i.e. my family and friends. Hope to do this more often.

Now, it’s time for me to sleep and looking forward to my eyebrow trimming tomorrow. Kekek…Life’s Great! Who can blame me if God loves me more now…kekekekek…