Depression Mode...

Nth to do so I decide to write my blog….jus fnished revisin my Transport notes…damn sian….n also while waiting 4 irene’s call…may b meetin up w her later on….not sure…..

Feeling v depressed these past few days…dun know is it e exams which I have no confidence in passing or Irene…my mind is totally in a mess….think I’m getting e mentality of e xiao qiao or red eye monster again!!…I HATE TT FEELIN!!!….jus feel v lousy abt myself whenever I hear tt achievements by my lao po….feel kinda useless…haiz….damn depressed….so my mind keeps twirlin ard negative thoughts….ah ya!!…dun wanna talk abt it…arrrgghhh….

Anyway gd news!!!…I’m meetin up w my lao po!!!….yayy!!!!….she’s in e midst of coming down frm CTE….so I’m feelin a bit better now….kekekeke…

Anyway all tis evil is comin frm e stupid n idiotic brain of mine…idiot me!!….kana advised by Soon Chong, then I realized my mistakes…feel lik a kick in e ass…it wouldn’t nice but it brings me down to reality…

So it’s all 4 now…there’s isn’t any much lovey dovey stuff in tis update, so dun puke girls….kekekeek

ACED MY ECONS PAPER!!!

It’s been a rough wk 4 me goin into e prelude of my econs paper…..e studying process tt is……..keke……..couldn’t get any theory stuff into my brain…sooooooo damn chim….so I skip chap 5, 6 n parts of 7…(n there r only 7chaps 2 study)...n i started only aft labour day...only had 5 days 2 study ba…..kekeke……I only study e calculations part 2 e exam……coz my tutor said 4 e past batch, almost all got AD, JUS by doin e cal qn only……so heed his advice loh...actu I also dun knw wat 2 study, so I took a gamble……n it PAID OFF!!!….e qns I did came out EXACTLY frm e review qn in e chap I read……!!!….WORD 4 WORD, FIG 4 FIG!!!……I could not believe my eyes n luck man…….i was actu smiling 2 myself when I saw more n more of e qns……..hahahaah……was actu thinking I’m gonna ace tis 1….it’s a miracle man!!!……mayb it’s becoz I’m havin e love frm my sweetie n being w her brings me gd luck!!…….i dun knw…….everything has been goin my way……I’m not complacent but I jus feel v happy w things goin on these days……nvr did I enjoy such gd things 4 e past 20 odd yrs……I’m jus beginning 2 enjoy life…kekeke……yippee!!!!!!……..yr 2005 is e BEST YR OF MY LIFE!!!!……found a future wife, got lucky w talent agencies n got lucky w my studies…..so it’s been a great 5 mths into tis yr…….been v grateful 4 all these happenings……I must hav gotten into God’s gd bks recently………kekekek…….

Oh ya e gd news is, I told my dad abt Irene…..2 put it simply, he said s long I’m happy, he’s fine w it…….i.e. e age gap btw me n Irene……so when I told her e gd news, she was actu v relieved…….n happy too!!……keke……..actu she had a bad dream abt my mum abt stern n stuff…….so my gd news had settled her wrong mindset n make her more relaxed I should say……..it’s also partly my fault coz I told her my mum was fierce n strict……but now she’s more mellowed…..so mayb tis scared her off a bit……n lead 2 e bad dream……u dun c me havin bad dreams when she told me her mum was fierce n stuff……..n it was many times she told me……..keeps drillin in my head………..kekekeke…….chill man…..it’s jus meetin ppl…..it’s e same thing…….jus b polite, tt’s all 2 it…….*I hope so…..*….kekekekeke……

Gonna start my work-out soon man…….getting flabby liao……havin “tips class” later tonite…….n meetin up w my wife aft tt….yayy!!!!…….startin my next paper in 2wks time………so got some time 2 chill abit…….

Anyway dun think I forget abt it, Jo……have u been ex?????? I dun think so rite……..mus b getting fat n flabby rite…………kekekekeek…….better start k!!!………dun waste my effort in writin e regime..!!!………hope 2 c u in better shape b4 u left……

New updates frm me, girls...COME n GET IT!! :p

Kekekeke….sorry to keep u girls waiting 4 my updates….sorry..!!…hehe :p anyway nothing major happenings in my life lately….only peaceful n smooth sailin journey carrying off where I left u girls dangling…

Had my biz log exams on e 30th….was pretty ok though…tot it wil b v diff…n e tips my FAV TUTOR gave us, came out lik 2qns!!!….shit loh!!…..study so much n only soooo little came out….lucky I didn’t study THAT hard actu…kekeke….but still I only studies wat he gave us…e most prob exams qns n tt’s it!!…I didn’t study e text….so I was kinda scared when it came down 2 e pre-exam day (i.e. fri)….kinda not settled in my mind, coz wat I know was limited…but I think it was enough 4 me 2 get a pass….coz we students along w e part timers, r countin on tips 2 get us thru…e lessons conducted r not enough at all loh!!…so tips r lik a MUST 4 us…coz we “demand” it in our minds bcoz we feel short-change by e sch….so few lessons compared 2 other instituitions…how 2 pass lik tt….so tips is a must….anyway I passed all my assignments so far..so tt’s some gd news…kekekek..

My baby n myself agreed 2 go 4 e marina south bbq steamboat aft my exams…we decided a wk back ba….so we keep ea other healthy…but life is always full of surprises…I was down w flu n sore throat…(I wrote it on my last update)..then it was her turn….so we took turns takin care of ea other…it was so cute…kekeke…n lovin also…blah blah…save u girls e mushy stuff…anyway we recovered in time 4 e big feast…but when e time came (it was a sun…actu wanted 2 go on sat..think we went out too late n lazy 2 go there, so we went bedok central 4 dinner/snack instead loh…), it was drizzling a little tt day…n e pl was packed 2 e brim man….so it was a washed out!…a downer….sian man……so we end up at old kallang airport…had a gd meal man…shiok!!…then Irene had too much 2 eat, she got stomach cramps….so xin tong leh….think she either eat too fast or too much…..she got over it by e following day..so still it’s alrite…

Finally 4 a long time, I went swimming yst…yayyy!!!….think got a teeny weeny bit darker….gonna go swimming again next time…coz got 2 wks interval b4 e next exam…my day was packed yst man…went swimming, go jalan jalan w charles, fetch my mummy 2 my granny’s pl, then fetch my DADDY 2 my granny’s pl….THEN finally I reached 2 irene’s pl ard 6.10….so u c, I had a busy day…kekeke…..packed man…didn’t even hav time 2 dry my hair then must go out liao….hehehehe……

So aft e movies went 2 e pasar malan at her pl walk walk loh…eat a bit also…..then we went back…knew sth was wrong when she said she’s cold in my car when e air-con wasn’t even facin her n e temp was damn high loh…so tis morn she said she’s at e doc…got her med liao….got MC also…so at least can rest lah….haiz…..tis girl kuku wan….sick dun wanna c doc…only when v serious then go……actu I also lah……hahahah…..but she’s diff…her body constituition v weak wan….so a bit a bit wil kana virus wan…..anyway she’s lik tt wan…tt’s wat she said all e time….so she’s restin now at home…v gd!!…finally can get some rest….n some peace n quiet….

E best thing tt happened durin tis long wkend, was tt we went n bought a pair of rings….it was actu her idea….coz we were talking abt r/s n stuff…then she said her attached friends at tt time b4 they were married, they all wore rings 2 ward off “potential predators”…hahah….it was a symbol of trust n commitment…so I knew she wanted it but dare not say…so I told her,” we can get a pair if u wanna”…so she agreed loh….she v cute lah…..wan but dun dare 2 say…I know she was v happy tt I mentioned it, so we bought e rings on sun….hav been wearin ever since…! It wasn’t sth exp..but it was 2 prove tt u’re taken n belongs 2 someone else…so I think it is v sweet n touchin….

So girls, tis is wat happened 4 e past dun knw how many days or wks….e happening parts r durin e wkends….so keep me updated abt yr life also ya…love 2 read abt them….take care ok….n e weather’s terribly hot over here…so drink lotsa fluid s well…hav a great wk ahead!!! Muuaaccckkk!!!!