FRIDAY!?

FRIDAY!!! AGAIN……haiz….Fridays shld b a time of joy n merry-making, but it has become monotonous 4 me of late…come wed, I’ll b there during my lunch kopi session w Justin n Kelvin, discussin wat 2 do 4 our wkends…hahaha…it used to b fun, but it’s jus a drag now… :( I tink I’m over-trained n “over-worked” but I doubt e latter…hahahah…desperately need a break…a v v long break…somewhere calm, colourful, n serenading to my soul..somewhere lik Hawaii, Madrid, Barcelona, streets of Portugal, Lombok or seeing the new wonder of the world, Petra, Jordan. These r e places I hope I can earn enough money to visit these places b4 I pass on…kekeek.. :p

Today is another beautiful day (Bless God 4 tt) n I gonna make FULL use of it by……SHOPPING!! Hahahaha….gonna head off to Chinatown Point n straight to sportsmenasia shop…to get some thongs!!! Kekekeek…I’m in e mood of underwear spree.. ; ) actu it’s bcoz they r having 25% discount during its 5yr anniversary. So it gives me e excuse to buy buy n buy…

It’s not cheap though…e prices r comparable to ladies lingerie, prices ranging frm 20+ fr a simple thong to 130+ fr a Japanese branded undies (which hv lifting effects in the front n rear)…lik I said b4,” pay so much money but wear inside, no 1 can c”…but e feeling of sexiness cannot b bought by anything, until u got e chance of donning some sensual lingerie or in my case, “nice” underwear…if e price is rite, gonna get 2-3 pairs to add on to my collection… :p tink it’s gonna set me back ard 50-60bucks…it’s payday n it’s abt time I reward myself 4 being a gd boy in e mth of sept…kekeke…coz I scrimp n save during lunch by spending only $2…n our kopi sessions r shared among e 3 of us…sometimes I pay, sometimes e other 2 foot e bill…it’s pretty gd…anyway I need to chk my mini-diary n c hw much I roughly spend last mth… :) can’t wait 2 knock-off!!!

My boss didn’t approve my leave, tt’s y I’m writing this posting during office hrs…hahahaha…if not, I’ll b baskin in e sun @ bedok swimming pool. She’s damn busy to do anything loh…our P.O also nvr sign..doubt she got e time 2 approve our leaves, unless we remind her..anyway, I dun hv anywhere to go in particular, so tt’s ok :) jus wanna expend my leave…n I deserve a break…however, 4 those who wanna date me out, I’m on leave on e 8th Oct..kekekeke..waitin 4 yr sms/calls ; )

Tmr will b goin 2 maple 4 my follow-up…hopefully it wil b fast so tt I can go 4 my swim n tannin in e afternoon…dr ong better not crash my schedule!! I need e sun man…n e sun needs me…hahahha…cravin 4 e sun-tan lines which has been eluded frm me 4 some time now…need e ray of lights to energise my body, mind n soul in 1 setting…*prayin 4 soft yet beautiful sunshine tmr* jo & mei mei, pls pray 4 me s well…I need more “power” 2 make it convincing… :p

Tis posting gonna sound draggy but I jus dun care…tink it’s my 2nd longest since e interception of my 1st blog posting…I got soooooo much time on my hand now tt I hv better nth 2 do than blogging..sue me!!

Back 2 my wkend plans…come sat evening, me n irene wl throng e streets of geyland serai n soak in all e festival mood!! Definitely food samplin is e main course of tis itinerary n seein e sights n sounds of tis annual event…it’s gonna b fun, sweaty, hot n (I reckon), somehow liberating. We cfm wl b mistaken s malay loh…it’s common, so we’re used to it…kekeek…mayb we get better discounts if we can speak some malay…(hmmm..it’s abt time I put my mind into paper by signing up 4 malay language course…kekeek)

4 sun, irene’s got swim lesson frm 1-2pm…so mayb jus relax at home or do some window shoppin ba…normally Sundays r meant 4 relaxing n doin nth!! E mood set 4 Sundays r always v slow paced…dun knw y…it’s in me or us or everyone else…mayb tt’s y God make sun the Sabbath day..no work no nth…mayb he alrdy set e mood 4 us 2000 over yrs ago n tweak our senses to believing it s being a rest day, who knows?!…kekek :p whenever I tink of sun, e tot of a warm yet coolin breeze frm e beach wl b e most ideal pl 2 b in…lazing on e sunbed, slapped on my tannin oil, w a cold cold pina colada on my rite…it’s e best thing tt could happen to me now. E tot of Nigella cookin behind me (tis tot always pops up with I tink of beach..hmmm…mayb bcoz her cookin shows always takes pl there), in e beach house, wl match up beautifully n make e picture complete…PERFECT!! Siggghhhh…(it’s a sigh of comfort n fuzziness :p) life couldn’t b any better than tis…I can’t picture it any other way…mayb a golden retriever wil b a great addtn to tis ideal scenario of mine..anyway I play God in my dreams…I can add/remove anything/anyone I deem fit…kekekeke…but in e meantime, b4 I get e PR @ Malibu, I wl hv to content w sentosa, east coast n my fav swimming pool..

I tink I hv blabber enough tots 4 e day…I’ll wait 4 nightfall 2 post more tots if any comes to mind… :)

Mid-autumn Festival...Fun or Pure Reminiscence??

Rcvd lotsa mooncakes frm my splrs tt I rejected more!! Too much to eat n I’m damn lazy 2 carry frm tanjong pagar back home…v v v cumblesome…n today even hv ice-cream frm my splr 4 sample…guess wat, I gave my colleague to bring back…kekeke..anyway it’s not e premium type, so it’s not worth e effort..

But some r really nice…v lavish package..esp e 1 I gotten frm my local splr, which he bought frm china or hong kong..at least tt’s wat e paper bag states…anyway it was so bloody gorgeous tt almost every1 in e office came to my dept, jus 2 b awed by e mooncakes…hahahah…amazing rite…but it jus keeps getting better…1 auntie called me in on e mrt where I got it frm…didn’t knw mooncake can b a centre of attraction!!?? (hw come it wasn’t a babe!!!!)

Jus wanna share it w u guys…here’s e photos of e lavish mooncake..some r filled w abalone…but trust me, it doesn’t taste tt gd…only e package makes e grade..enjoy!! n hv a lovely mid-autumn festival w yr loved ones…n not forgettin those in need of our love…hv fun!!

My friends ONLY

Need to ack e help I gotten in beautifying my blog…my baby sista, Von!!! She always initiate to help me w e blog stuff…coz I’m a total idiot when it comes 2 comp stuff…esp e new gen stuff, eg blogs, mp3, lan games etc…so I ALWAYS hv smart ppl ard 2 help me…kekeke…lik ben, shawn n my cute sis… :p

Jus wanna tell all e friends I had made in my 24yrs n counting, tt they mean a lot 2 me n definitely play a significant part, big or small, in my life…thx u 4 enrichin my life n make it even more colorful…u can ALWAYS need more colors on e canvas of life ; )

Muack muack muack muack muack muack muack muack muack muack muack muack!!!

Can’t kiss u guys enough…ehhh…only reserved 4 e babes….sorry guys, none 4 u…hahahahaah…

Hope u can continue to b part of my life forever n ever…keep on rocking babes!! ROCK ON!!

Normal wk...Unfantastic...

It’s a normal wk…at least I made it to run 18km on wed…almost didn’t make it home man…was bloody tired n tough…struggle to complete…tink I walked at least e last 5-6km…it was never-ending!!! E tot of takin a cab back keeps coming in my mind, but I preserve n made it home ard 11.10pm…imagine I started off at 7.30pm…took more than 3hrs…but my worst record is 4hrs!! hahah…start off at 7.20, finished at 11.45…hahahah…world record 4 slowest man…kekeke…but e gd thing tt happended tt nite was e courtesy of our locals…e cars stopped 4 me 2 cross n 1 incident is a malay boy stopped e cars n helped a handicapped man cross e rd…tt really touched my heart, knowing e youths today r still pretty much in sync w our moral values..thumbs up 2 our youths!!

Anyway managed to watched evan almighty on fri evening but kana sore throat aft e show ended…tink it’s e “thinner coated” chess choco my supplier gave us…got tis thinner smell which really doesn’t smell nice man…but e design was v nice loh..look actu lik a real chess set..Chinese set tt is.. ; ) so my wkend was spent w e flu bug in me…managed to crawl to e photoshoot n bbq…photoshootin was a tough job, esp if u r not smiley type, who can smile frm start to finish…I find it a hassle man…I only smile on cue…hahahaha..if not waste my smile…my smiles r precious u knw…even e photographer n e auntie also say so…kekeek…(jo shld knw tt my smiles r hard to come by..) oh ya!! Aft e photoshoot, my folks asked her abt e dinner, n she said she wanna focus on her studies now..n postpone e event 2yrs later, n my folks agreed…so tt’s 1 prob out of my mind 4 e near future..

E bbq was pretty gd..e food was fresh n succulent, but too bad I was not well, if not I’m sure to finish all e chicken hotdog n prawns!! Yum yum…n I only pay 10bucks 4 2!!!…I’m not e miser here…my colleague lagi best, he paid only 10 4 4pax!!! Hahahah…he’s e king!! All hail Javier!!.. :p

Sun was pretty lousy…waited whole afternoon 4 irene to come my pl…reach here abt 4-15 liao…tot of jalan jalan, but when e clock strikes 3, I’m all pissed n jus contented 2 watch tv at home…so I didn’t talk 2 her e whole evening…cfm less than 10 sentences…anyway, I dun care now..sian alrdy…r/s r tired…I rather hv short r/s tt r memorable n sweet…e time 4 me 2 put my life on e line is not here yet, n I still not ready to compromise on anything tt is reqd in a r/s…soooooo tink I’ll tell Irene, we’ll goin into a open r/s, whereby ea of us can date n do whatever we wan, but jus let e other party knw (courtesy)…but I knw she wil not feel rite abt it..but there’s e best I can tink of…I’m sure there wil b lotsa gd guys in her class, n it’s e best time 2 knw guys…unless all r married n hv kids!! But I doubt so… :p anyway I’m tired of tis, no r/s 4 now, if I can get myself out of tis 1st…

Ok babes, need to slp now…on m/c today..but I’m bloggin here…hahahah..til e next post..love ya!!

LOST Season 1,000,001...

It’s down for some serious writing..been a longggg time…kana scolded by my mei mei fr not posting 4 so long…hhaahah…

E most notable feeling I hv now is anger n helplessness..my dad ask me when to hold the weddin dinner AGAIN!!!???? I really hv e urge to tell him I’m not doin it anymore!! I quit!! I seriously hv no intention fr holding any bloody shit now, nxt yr, e yr aft yr n lik FOREVER!!!…aaaarrrggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

I dun love my wife anymore, so wat e fuck do I wanna hold any dinner! Wat makes u tink so…got suicidal inclinations man…e tots of jumpin down frm my flat sounds lik a pretty proposal rite now..i really really REALLY need to sit my folks down w my wife n talk abt tis…I’m goin crazy jus tinkin abt it :(

Wat can I do…goin off wherever the plane can takes me or jus hide in my friend/relative’s pl 4 e time being???? E plane trip sounds lik a gd idea…disappear 4 a mth n come back w another woman n a baby…hw abt tt???!!! Become a gigolo n disgust myself to death???!!! Feelin all e pressure’s on me RIGHT NOW!! It’s totally unnecessarily!!! I dun wanna talk, eat, slp to ANYONE 4 e next wks…work late, come back late n go to slp…DOOR SHUT…I’m gonna shut myself out of tis world…it’s cruel n I’m not capable to handle it anymore..really I m…if u can c me rite now, I can cry my eyeballs out…dun tink I can hold back tis r/s anymore…the ultimatium: marry at aug 08 or call it quit…I give myself these 2 options..if not, they can disown me all they wan..i dun care anymore..if not, they can lose tis son of their fr 24yrs, forever…