Upbeat abt the next 3 mths..

Been a few wks since I last posted anything…was busy training 4 my runs…mon, wed n fri r days where I’ll run 10km n 20km on fris…then e other days r my off-days…was doin some light weight trainings loh…if not jus laze ard or meetin e guys…getting fitter n fitter…hopeing to get my 6pecs fast…but I jus hate doin sit-ups…coz my mat is e foam type, so v uncomfortable..anyway wil do some in my off-days lah…4 vanity!! I’ll do anything…kekek…

Jus eye-brow trimmin @ browhaus yst…jus trim abit charge me 19.26!! idiot…it was a scam loh…wan me to sign package @ 960!! Feels lik a beauty salon…so sian…even these pl also hv…tink I’ll go my wife’s pl 4 eye-brow threading..6 bucks only!!…kekeke…wil try tt soon… :p

Completed the 12km SBR last Sun…clocked a pretty gd timing..1:30:14hrs..last yr I clocked 4 the 10km stan chart was abt the sme timing..so I reckon it’s gd time!! Gonna plan 4 jo’s bday party tis sun…need to send out invites…kekek…sounds lik a events planner :p hope it turns out well n keep within the budget..

More events to come in the remaining of this yr..sept is terry fox run: 8km, nov is vertical marathan @ swissotel: 73 storey, finally e grand finale in dec, stan chart: 42.195km…looks pretty sufficient to last me tis yr…hopefully I can pack in more training runs (God, plsssss dun rain on my training days….. L) n do some strength trainin, esp my arms n abs…get some solid muscles out of those areas..

I’m done here…nth n lazy to write further… :p

Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly...jus can't get enough of her... ; )

Had a great day today…had free lunch (thanks to the 6 mgt trainees attached to us fr training…kekek), had an easy work day, had a easy, soothing 10km run @ Bedok reservoir in e evening…wat more can I ask 4?! :p tink I slash my 10km run by 10mins…can’t cfm but I feel gd today n ran pretty consistent…anyway I jus feel SHIOK!! Hahhaah…jus can’t get enough of Kelly…n she called today 2 find a pair of missing shoes…apparently, some1 wore e worng pair back n e poor guy/gal went back w a bigger pair of “Charcoal” shoes/sandals…nvr heard of tis brand either…but charles said is branded n exp…hmmm…kekekek…anyway jus happy tt she called, even 4 e wrong reason…she got a soothing voice n it’s always nice to hear or read her sms…always full of energy n life!! Tt makes a girl or ANYONE more attractive!! Try it someday guys…it wil make u more appealing, instantly!!! If it doesn’t work, look 4 me…I’ll buy u lunch.. ; )

Gonna embark on an intensive training regime tt even scare myself…packing everyday of e wk w activities, except 4 wkends 4 family, w sports n conditioning…mon, wed wil b running 10km…tues gonna b swimming, probably 50 laps…then can fri, long distance running of 20km…thurs wil b my only free day…either stay home 2 rest or watchin movie w Irene…so if u guys wanna date me, now u knw when 2 ask me out…kekekek…sat n sun is normally a no-no…but sat morn I hope 2 make some time 4 some swimming s well…hopefully I can wake at 7 n swim till 11am…haiz…….e actitvies jus sound soooooooooo sweet n fulfilling…feel v energetic n full of zest!! Even though I’m constantly bogged down by my marriage woes…sports is my LIFE..no 1 gonna take tt away frm me…

Now, 4 tt elusive trek bike…where m I gonna get 1.1K 4 e bike alone???? Hmmmm….reckon gonna save till Dec or Feb…when I get ang-bao money n my bonus…kekekek…

21km...Rock Climbing...HOT Kelly!!

Completed an inaugural 21km run yst nite w soon…it’s was exciting n exhilarating..!! but in e end we ran only abt 15-16km n walked e rest…but I was an achievement on its own…then we gulped down a 1.5ltr 100+ aft tt…SHIOK!!! While we’re running, I was wishin we had water-point at every 5km…but it was impossible…so we get tired n thirsty throughout e run…I reckon if there are, we should do jus fine J came back w aching thighs n calves, but it was worth it!! Slimmer lower torso n lookin sexy!! Keke…nice ass, nice legs…hahahaah…can’t help lookin at e mirror..vain pot hor…kkeke

Tot couldn’t wake up today, but apparently I did n I’m not surprised..coz I’m an early bird…haiz…not fair!! Anyway my thighs r slightly sore but not too much of a concern, coz I’m goin rock climbing today!!! Yiipppeeee!!! It’s e best thing tt happened 4 a long time…it was great experience..scaling heights n learnin a new sport!! We jus climbed abt an hr +, but my forearms r achin s though I’d been doin tons of chin-ups!!! No joke, it’s true!! It’s e same pain I experienced in army…BMT period…climbin those boulders n walls really need finger n grabbing power….too bad they dun hv my shoe size, if not I reckon I can do better loh…not fair!! N also my nails were long n I’m unable to hold my grip..i guess I was e “star” of e day coz I manage to scale all e walls w relative ease..kekeke…coz I’ve longer limbs n fitter than e rest, tt’s y I’m better…if not, I tink every1 can do s well s me J even Kelly barred me frm e blue wall (the beginner’s wall)!! Ahah….oh ya oh ya!! I must say tis, Kelly, our program planner, was a HOT, HOT chick!!! even Jo said so!!!...She wasn’t those 34C 24 36, but it’s her personality, slim fig, gorgeous smile, big doe eyes n impeccable English tt really turns me on…I dun knw y, but I get fuzzy when I hear girls speak gd English…I tink it’s sexy..n she got those laugh lines ard her corner of her lips…e.g Wong Li-lin has it…I tink it’s v v sexy…n she got it all!!! N she looks really cute too…hahahah…if I’m not wrong, she jus turn 30…n still smoking hot…ooooooohhhhhhh!!! Keep e temp down boy…hahaha…anyway, she’s a nice girl 2 b ard w…hope 2 c her more often…coz I’ll definitely b there scalin those boulders when I get e time… :p

Tt’s e best things tt happened of late…hope more gd things will happen…oh ya, had my 2nd counseling session, n it’s pretty ok..in a nutshell, the counselor had a strong feelin I’d made up my mind n tell me 2 giv it a final shot b4 deicding…alrite, I’m giving it another go…let’s c wat happen ya ; )

Wat A WEEK..

Completed the 10km Mizuno Run last sun, but it was a disappointed..totally overwhelmed by the poor organizing, mgt, freebies n totally everything I can pin-point on!!! Cfm wouldn’t reg 4 the 2008 run…tt’s a definite! : <

Then It jus got worst s e wk went past, coz I was cheated @ this lousy geylang durain stall, i.e. Chin Yong Fruits Trading!!!! Bollocks!! Imagining eating $120 worth of durians!! U better eat yr fill man.. L b warned!! Dun go there..it’s in Lor 13..e v 1st shop if u walk frm Kallang MRT station…

Hmmm…back 2 e emotional stuff…been seein beautiful ladies w an “insignificant” other…I’m not being sarcastic but I jus abt had it w tis unfair scenario…I’m tired seein n scrutinizing couples wherever I go…soon definitely knw wat I’m talking abt..he used 2 say me when we r in sec/poly days tt dun b so critical..u may get retribution…keke…haiz….. :p

Wat is love..i might had it or might not…I nvr had those fairytale romance tt many Hollywood movies r based on…didn’t use 100% of my heart n soul 2 truly love a person…was nvr heart broken s I didn’t had much r/s…it’s less than 5…2 to b exact…u get wat I mean…I nvr love a person so much tt I will die 4 her…I’m still holdin out 4 tt special 1, even though I’m married now…I still believe she’s not e 1…somehw or rather..it sounds selfish, but tt’s hw I feel…

I’m eager 4 tt day 2 come when I’m fully in control of myself n my surroundings…when I’m confident, decisive n firm…in e meantime, I’ll jus run whenever there’s probs of e heart…other things can wait…

1st day of counselling..

1st day of work n I’m totally late…n I mean LATE, Real LATE!! I overslept to Dover!!! Hahahaah…n I reach ofc @ 9.10am…wah!! it was a record 4 me man…n I told my boss n she laughed…kekek..oh well, anything to get me off e record… :p

today we went 4 counsellin at this pl called Trinity@Paya Lebar..was a church though…it didn’t even cross my mind..idiot!! anyway doesn’t matter..to me it went well, coz I really trash out everything (but I hold back a teeny bit 4 e next individual session..) n it was brutal..tt’s wat Irene felt..she said she tot she can handle e truth, but she couldn’t…n e truth was, “I dun love her anymore”…she was shattered!! If I’m totally in love w a girl n she told me tt, I wil to…so I can feel her…but I gotta let her knw my feelings rite…I gotta b fair 2 her n myself…anyway e counselor, Sally, wil call us next Mon on whtr 2 carry on w tis service..but we alrdy decided to continue n c where tis brings us…mayb I’ll call her 2 schedule us soon…resolve tis fast n amicably.. L really hope I’ll make e rite choice..

also watched Harry Potter aft tt…was a ok show..quite exciting compared 2 e last 1 (which I watched on tv…giv me headaches!! kekekek)..anyway it’s not e main story today…

GOD GIVE ME A SIGN & ENLIGHTMENT..

Transformers: GOOD as Gold

Jus back frm my childhood fantasy…Transformers the Movie was a blast!!! E plot was unexpectedly better than I tot, casting fit to a T n e CG was solid…no complains in all depts…yippee!!!

Really enjoyed it…e Optimus Prime’s voice-over was the original guy 25yrs ago, Peter Cullen..his husky voice make me reminisce the very 1st time I watch as a young boy…n playin w my v own transformer!! Costs abt 70bucks back then..since, I’ve given it away…spread the joy man. :)

N not forgettin Megan Fox…hot, sultry n yet v Asian lookin…she’s totally cool..didn’t get too much sex vibe frm her (which is a gd thing in tis movie), if not, ppl wil b controlling on her i/o of e Autobots. Anyway, e lead actor n actress r v gd in their acting..esp Shia..4 a 20 odd yr old guy, his acting can be honed into greatness if given more meaty roles in the future…tt’s y I wanna name my kids Shia & Mikaela when I hv them!!! Coz it’s rare & so cool…

Can’t help feelin a young boy agn…I should b feelin tt every single day, 4 e rest of my life…tink abt it my friends…it has a deeper meaning than tt…

Another note…was climbing up e stairs n realize I haven’t been kissin 4 more than 6mths…a real kiss…n I dun lik kissin my wife anymore..n it’s bcoz of her breath..oh well, I tink I can “kiss” kissing gd-bye…unless I change my wife.

I'm BACK frm my 2wks "holidays"

I’m BACK!!! Wat a memorable 2 wks at camp…physical n mental…new friendships r bound n renewed, esp w my Sgt Leonard…he’s e typical metrosexual..more than me!! His mind’s totally wired lik a girl…needs a lot of attention n listenin..which most of his camp mates can’t provide…so I can ustand him better.. ;)

But e most memorable was a 40yr old camp mate frm other unit, wanted 2 commit suicide, in front of ME!! He wanted 2 jump down frm 2nd level…me n my friend was chattin, then suddenly he was climbin up e parapet n suittin there..i shouted, WOOOO!!, chill man…long story short, eventually, heard he wil b sent to IMH 2 stay 4 1wk…e rest is history…he’s OUT!! Scary man…almost no need 2 book out man…shit!

E 1st time I book out, I went shoppin at nite!! Went Orchard n do some window shop, so didn’t get anything….but sat n sun were e power days!! Sat went Bugis & Tampines n today went Marine Sq..spent close 2 few hundred bucks…let’s count together..

Sat:
Siam Kitchen - $35.55
Teva Sandals - $87.20
Undies - $9.90
McDonald’s - $5.70
Adidas Singlet - $29 Total: $167.35

Sun:
Zara Jeans - $75
Zara Top (for Irene) - $19.90
Mizuno Tights - $31.90
Mizuno Run Registration (Irene & me) - $35
Pizza Hut - $17++ (but it’s on Irene’s!! kekeke..) Total: $161.80

Total damage 4 2days of mad shoppin rush=$329.15. wah!! Tt’s a lot man…die!! Tis mth must save liao…but dun tink can make it, coz I’ll b goin 2 gym regularly 2 obtain my 6pecs..keke…set some new goals 4 myself in terms of physical appreance…run more, pump more.. ;)

Oh well..hope all my darlings n babies r doin gd…esp Von..but she jus told me she’s doin well..so tt’s a load off my mind…keekek…so I’ll c Jo, Jess n Soon on Mizuno Run @ 22 Jul…take care n train hard babes!! Dun slack…I expect completion frm yr side ya…hv fun n stay healthy!!

Siloso PARTY!!

Had a memorable day yst @ Siloso…we had packed lunch (courtesy of Jo & me, coz we came up w tt idea!!), tidbits, drinks n KFC 4 lunch…hahaha…e long rainy day didn’t deampened our enthusiastic spirits as we weathered e wind n rain, n enjoyed games of vball n fribee…e highlight was Frisbee in e rain…it’s e same s wat I had played in e army w my CO…we used e entire parade sq (approx 1 football field)..was exciting n fun!!! But we could do w more sun..kekek..need 2 get tanned!!! Aarrgghhh..

It was my last hurray b4 headin 4 2wks of ICT @ Tanjong Gul camp…total of 5 days outfield..spread out 2 n 3 days respectively…dun tink wil get tanned but my face wil get e harshest treatment..n I’m supposed 2 c Dr Ong on e 30th, jus aft I come out!!! Sure die wan…sian…

Anyway I tink it was a success, coz 11 ppl turned up despite e rain..esp Winnie n Ken joining us, coz I wasn’t expecting them 2 turn up as was rainin…

Here’s the heartfelt thanks 2 every1 who turned up…Jo & Marcus, Jed & Jess, HS & Serene, Justin, and Irene…hopefully more can turn up at our event on a regular basis, lik Chia Seng & his gf, n Lorraine & Prawn-man…mayb I’ll make it a bi-mthly event…but I need yr support n “finances”…hahahaha…then we can get equipment lik tent, chiller etc 4 e nxt trip…it wil b more fun n not worry abt shelter when e weather turns bad.. :p

Till then, wil b back on 29th n hopefully wil make a posting n update u guys…hmmm…should do some serious shoppin b4 e GST kicks in…tons 2 buy, too little time n $$$$!!!! Oh ya, n hope my baby sis, Von wil recover fast n tuck in all e ice-cream n jello u can eat!! Kekeke…but dun eat too much…moderation!! ;)

Cya guys!! Hv fun w/o me!! Miss me ya…I’m expectin smses floodin my inbox…hahahahaah

Just another day of my life..

I’m so bored I even got the time 2 blog…hahaha..busy since morn…corresponding emails, telex, phone calls..hectic hectic hectic!! So tired…now jus sent out 2 more qtrly reqns 2 my suppliers…I jus counted tt I’ve recvd 7/10 vsls’s qtrly reqn!! Mayb 8…but my colleagues, e most only 2!! Wah!! My ships must hv known I’m goin reservist soon, tt’s y submit so soon…idiot!! Kekeke…I now look lik e crazy Chinatown running amok…but actu, I’m not loh…tink more calm, coz lau jiao now.. :p

So sian…n hungry…but all in a day’s work..nth special happened, so it’s considered gd…wil b watchin Shrek 3 later…hope it wil worth every penny…coz I’ve seen 1 n 2, so not watchin 3 seems odd…wat e heck! Jus watch lah…

My hair looks lik shit! E hairstyle really cannot make it man…thx 2 army..gonna cut tis wk, e back only…then 4 e 2wks I’m in there, I’ll look lik a nerd…jus wish my hair wil grow back fast enough aft tt…havin intensive hair treatment 2 make my hair grow healthily n “fastly”…hahaha…my hair maketh my image man…”need hair 2 look suave, need hair 2 look suave”…, it’s constantly repeating itself in my mind..lik a broken recorder..but there’s nth I can do!!!! Arrggghhh…

Haiz…even typin tis I can fall aslp…so quiet my ofc…n today esp cold…

Oh well, jus need more sex, food n football…n slp too!! Nah…doubt I can get any of those nowadays…no offence 2 e girls reading my blog (u knw who u r), but where r e sensitive, demure ladies tt used 2 roamed e land so ever frequent??? R they abducted by E.Ts? or hv they become bossy n injecting too much testosterones into themselves?? I reckon e latter.

Miss those sweet, soft-spoken girls tt can only be seen in manga movies…ever soooo sweet, gentle n considerate…e modern women r not 4 me…I knw it, coz I jus married 1…hahahah…cookin, ironin, washin, house chores r becoming a tall order now…no 1 I met can do it all…it’s simple but no 1 can do it well..it’s diff 2 find some1 lik my mummy..handling both house n ofc matters..they handled so well…it’s seamless..they make it so easy…y can’t e X n Y-Gen ladies learn frm them…??? It takes a little effort 2 expose them 2 tis area of expertise…they might even lik it!! Guys now r becoming more apt in tis house-cleaning thingy…more guys r stepping into e kitchen n actu doin sth gd!! Cleaning, ironin, moppin, blah blah…I mean, if girls can’t do e job, they better learn it frm their mums fast man…coz their bfs will come aft them in no time…trust me, yr time wil come n u’ll come beggin!! It’s e basic traits a girl should hv…it’s not too much 2 ask 4 rite…I’m still finding her loh…when wl she come out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun need a busty wife n successful in her career…jus need some1 who can handle e house well…if she happens 2 looks lik Jennylee (Beauty & the Geek 2), tt’s a bonus..kekeke.. :p anyway, girls out there, heed my advice, coz yr bfs will appreciate u more if u can accomplish tis…it’s always nice 2 hv a home-cooked meal done by yr loved one…mayb in 10yrs time, tt loved one might turn out 2 b a guy!! N gay marriages wil b rampant throughout e world by then…

Haiz….

Netball & SMRT Family Day 2007

Had been a eventful 2 days of fun, sun and companionship..however, it was marred by a certain someone tt dented our Sat nite…n my cut during shaving (n it’s not my chin…kekekekek)

Tt someone was Soon, my gd friend fr 12yrs n goin..me n my another gd friend (we r e 3 musketeers during our sec sch days), Seng tot he had mellowed down..but we were wrong…when e goin gets tough, n we’re trailing in pts in our FRIENDLY netball game btw Jess’s friends n our mates..it was indeed not friendly at all!! We r super pai seh when he lost he’s temper n stormed off aft tt n 2 e showers…he has this competitive nature in him n aggressive in sports, esp contact sports..close friends who knw him since sec sch wil knw it’s common…but 8yrs on, apparently, he’s still e same…we r used 2 it, but it definitely doesn’t leave a gd impression on Jess’s friends..i feel it also embarrassed her s well…it puts her in a diff position..but I guess he doesn’t giv a damn..in addition, it scare e girls s well…it’s not too cool aft all man…haiz..

U can c tt we had so much fun w/o him during Capt’s ball…every1’s enjoyin themselves, laughing n having a blast…jus take e competitive spirit out of e game, n he can enjoy e game s much s any1..

He should put some ice on his temper…cool off bro!! It’s jus a friendly!! No need 2 b so pumped up n insist on winning..e whole pt is 2 hv fun n make new friends…but now, I think he jus burnt a few bridges…well…gd luck 2 him…s a gd friend 2 him, I feel he should really curb his temper, esp in front of others who dun knw him well..

Anyway, aft e game, we still carried out our activites, w/o Soon n Jess…we went Mind’s Café!! Hahah…learnt a new game, “Creanium”..i think e name’s correct, but anyway, it damn fun n intriguing…must use brain wan…e classic was HS’s bodybuilder n my version of Gone w the Wind…kekek…tink we should get tis game loh…but!! E maker can come up w e spore version, coz it’s wayyyyyyyyyy toooo diff 4 sporean…too Americanised… :p

Today was my dad’s comp family day @ Sentosa, Siloso Beach…e emcee was FANTASTIC!!! V hilarious n innovative…witty s well…always bring e crowd laughter n more laughter…hahahah…he’s damn gd…we also played Frisbee w my sis n Irene…mayb 4 jus 30mins…really too dehydrated 2 play any longer…now jus saw my shoulder peelin…hmmmm…means e sun was damn HOT, HOTTER than e belly dancers….hahahaha…there’s a dancer clad in green costume…n her fig was mose-bleeding hot…kekeke…I reckon a D-cup…coz when she shake her top, her costume was like kinda loose n shakin violently…ya ya…I was starin at her most of e time…I can’t help it…! She’s too hot 2 resist.. ;)

Hope gonna go agn soon, lik say, 16 Jun…n takers?? Pls let me knw ya…b4 I go into reservist @ 18th…hmmm…there’s another thing tt comes 2 mind. Was thinking which should I purchase…in a dilemma now..

a. Bleach my teeth, home kit @ $400+
b. Mountain bike + accessories @ $650 onwards
c. Oakley shades @ $200-$350
d. Asics/Adidas running shoes @ $200+
e. Beach volleyball + cap @ <$100

Still thinking abt it..hope 2 get 1 or 2 items soon…jus got my bonus!! Kekek…but these r wat I’ve been wantin 2 get 4 a long time, except 4 para e..

Ok lah, wil go slp on it…gonna watch my tv show now, Pirates of e Caribbean, Curse of e Black Pearl @ Ch5…!!

Married, Not Married..Married, Not Married..Married, Not Married...

jus came back frm my "Fortune Telling" session w Tracy..she's e 1 who intro me tis..in fact she was exposed 2 tis aft her colleague brought her there...n it's proven effective, though e effective period can stretch frm 3-6mths b4 seeing any positive results...but nonetheless, it works..so seems my married life's sucks big time now, might s well giv it a try

he was v accurate in his analysis man!! he even can tell frm Irene's chinese characters tt she can "see" things...he said she's reincarnated frm a monk in her previous life...e details i shall not say it here..if u guys wanna knw, call me!! ;p anyway, i did a portrait of my new chinese name..it's still e same hanyu pinyin, jus tt e characters r diff...he said my current name's not strong n i'm too honest..so tis should help me in my career n marriage life..so i'm gonna hang it up on e 31 May, btw 8-10am to hv e maximum benefits...hope it works man...it's my last resort 2 a better life...nxt in line is counselling..

tis morn hv a thrash out w her...but surprisingly, she was ok aft tt...still can call me n laugh..weird..anyway, i took 1/2 day 2 do tis...n she kinda uneasy tt i didn't tell her..obviously, i didn't tell her i'm doin tis...jus tell her i'm goin shoppin...blah blah blah..white lies all over..

i dun when i can hv e courage 2 say everything in her face n face e music...should i keep it goin or call it quits n stop wastin ea other time...now, i'm leanin towards e latter...but if she can make me tink otherwise, e better..if not, i feel it wil be better we call it quits..

God, if u're readin tis, pls enlighten me can...pretty plssssssssssss.....

LOST!!

Feel so lonely all of a sudden…dun knw y..jus feel v alone n lost…e world’s a cruel pl 2 live in..a pl not fit 4 any gd ppl..

Knowing ppl now has become a practice jus 2 get u where u wanna b…it’s no longer bcoz u wanna knw tt person bcoz u lik him/her but 4 e sake of it..it’s so damn bloody pointless…long gone r true friends where u can trust yr life w them. Ppl r pretentious n their goal in life is to go s far s they possibly can n getting any1 out of their way.

Suddenly a nice quiet secluded beach is all I wanna b rite now…w no 1 in sight except young children n baby animals…they’re most innocent in tis stage..so pure, so peaceful, so beautiful…adults can nvr emulate them no matter hw hard they try…it’s beginning to form in my mind tt I MAY NEVER gonna hv kids, coz I’m not confident I can raise them up well enough to adapt 2 this world or to my standards… n I can’t control them once they grow up n fly out of the nest.

Having an emotional roller-coaster of late. Had seen these programs on tv over the wkend..Extreme Makeover-Home Edition n Three Wishes…it’s v emotional…I even shed tears during the show..it really makes u think whtr life is all abt making lotsa money n pursuing over the finer things in life, branded goods, posh restaurants, yearly trips overseas, bungalow blah blah…is it life all abt?? I feel saddened by all these tots n wish every1 could b much simpler, kind, caring n NOT EVIL…n not harbour ill intentions of getting sth they wan (not NEED) in expense of others…I really think I should evaluate my life seriously n intently to make sure every sec I hv is not wasted on some frivolous ways..i hope those reading this blog will make the same difference s well…I’m not forcing, not encouraging…it’s nvr too late to make a change to someone else’s life..a small change goes a long way..

If I can, I will go 2 e travel agency n buy a tix n fly 2 somewhere I can b myself n b in peace w myself, at least 4 a mth…warm sun-rays, pattering rain-drops, pristine lakes, laughter frm e soul…children smiles…all these we hv taken 4 granted…I hope I can do all these fast..i dun wanna die w regrets…it’s all these simple things tt will amt 2 greater things..

Living here n having a stressful rhythm in my heartbeat really makes me or someone else’s soul/spirit, stone cold. I’m sure God didn’t wan us 2 b lik tt..i’m sure he wanted us 2 find e way..but there r wayyyyyy too much distractions 2 even find the warmth of the light at the end of the tunnel…I’m getting tired..aimless..drained..lost my motivation n drive 2 move forward…there’s isn’t much 2 look forward to..my marriage’s in crumbles..at least I feel it is…mayb it’s e best time 2 pack my bags n move 2 Down Under n become a farmer…life’s much simpler there…u eat wat u grow..quiet life..raising a family there looks lik not a bad thing aft all…things r looking up at tis pt of time. Mayb there’s too many “I” in this life of mine…n this in post…if I take away e “I”, wil it become “U” or “Us”..i dun think I’ll ever knw…not in e time being…I wanna let e selfish me surface up now n make sure I get e best, NOT in the expense of others of coz..

Not sure whtr I can ever find my significant other..e true blue girl of my dreams…jus feel my wife isn’t e 1 2 b…but I owe her too much 2 “abdandon” her now...jus doesn’t sound fair..but then hw??? Neither tis nor tt…I’m at world’s end, like the new installment of Pirates of the Caribbean...dun think I’ll or can do nth abt it in the time being, s I knw it wil hurt her as much 2 myself. I wanna b fair 2 her s well..dun wan her 2 b w me if I knw I’m gonna let her go in e future..lik they say, a woman’s youth is golden. I must giv her time 2 find a new love n start her new life if I can’t giv her myself..i knw I’m in deep shit coz I’m struggling inside me all tis while..ever since my talk with Tracy last May..my r/s w my wife has nvr been e same…e trust is broken n can nvr be mended..e love is lost, but she still love me ever so dearly..i’m guilty of 1st deg murder of killin tis r/s n swallowin her heart, whole, w/o givin anything back. I need some enlightenment frm some great soul or sage..is he comin or do I hv 2 find him??? I can’t stand it anymore..i’m sooooo weak in matters of e heart..always wishy-washy over such things. I gotta b firm tis time..can’t let Irene suffer w me, if I can’t giv her wat she wants, Love.

I knw I’m not born 2 do great things..inventin new things, save e world, famous artistes…but I knw I’m special frm a v young age..creative, if u put it in a nice way…doin wat e others not doin n not following e norm, is wat they say..sensitivity is nvr a gd trait 2 hv in a guy until e late 90s n early 2000..till now, some still frown upon it…but some ladies lik it..more sensitive 2 their needs n wants..however, more women r becoming more masculine (in character) n e guys more feminine. Seems like e roles hv interchanged..but I say, it’s intertwined. It makes us more capable of handling diff things n ustanding ea other views better n b more compromising..but it’s nvr e way…haha..dun knw y..beats me..guys!! U gotta step up n buckle down 2 biz. Continue being a SNAG but step up e man factor, chromosome X, masculinity…yr balls r at stake!! I, myself is a SNAG…mayb tooooo much of it..tt’s y I’m doubting my masculinity..m I’m destined 2 b a female?? Hell NO!! coz I’m more interested in tits than having a stick up my ass!! Tt’s DEFINITE! Kekee.. :p

Gonna set my heart out 2 learn new things tis summer…wil need 2 go thru CCs or diff language schs 2 get e course I wan…primarily, learning Malay, Italian or Spanish…n cookin…I love learnin new things tt I LIKE..not forced…will take up competitive cyclin if I got e time n spare money. I’m crossing my fingers now, tt I can accomplish at least 2 of these tis yr…*crossin my fingers n toes realllll hard* I need 2 do new things 2 keep my life interesting…I can’t stay in a pl 4 too long..i’ll fidget n complain. So it will b gd if I can get these things done. J

Oh well..i think I’m been naggin n not doin anything..gotta go do sth now…play CM4!!!

Kinda disappointing KL Trip..

back frm my trip in Sunway Lagoon..disappointing bcoz e theme park was lousy!! More 4 kids than adults lik us…e rides aren’t tt thrillin enough…I was expectin better than tt…e next trip should go Taiwan, e food n theme parks r much much better…me n Soon alrdy planning it liao…mayb ard Dec or in March, when e winter’s over..

however, e hotel’s rm fantastic!! So service s well…nvr been 2 such gorgeous rm b4…everything’s PERFECT in e hotel dept..other than tt, it’s jus disappointing..e food’s normal, sometimes cold n lukewarm…manage 2 shop abit..but 4 other ppl!! Hahah…anyway e things there aren’t cheap either…abt e same s spore…

now down w a sore throat…now downin lotsa water 2 prevent it frm exploding 2 e maximum effect..

gonna drink water n my apple now…hahaha.. :p

Lost 2 ringgit...80cents!!!

jus found out i lost 2 ringgit when i sent irene back..dun knw where it went...must hv dropped when takin out stuff frm my pocket...sian....luckily it's only 80cents Spore money, if not i can't slp tonite...arrrggghhh...jus hate losin things...makes me feel irritated..

kinda hungry..made myself some hot cereal...been a longgggggggggggg time since i drink tis...think e last time must b durin sec sch days...might b even b in my Pri 6 days...haahha...anyway, it's a healthier alt compared 2 e ice-cream my folks bought earlier on...yummy...!! since my tummy's not so gd now, cereal seems lik e safest bet...

i'm full now...gonna wash up n hit e sack.. : ) back 2 work n preparin 4 e KL trip on fri...M'sia Bagus!! hope so............hahahahah

Dedicated to my Loveliest Gf!!

Had a lovely lunch n nightcap w 1 of my bestest n dearest friend…she’s e epitome of femininity!! Gorgeous, lovely, stunning, hottest of HOT!! E superlatives r simply endless…she’s Jo! My only gf tt is telepathic w me..hahaha…all e nonsense lah…kekek…anyway I was forced 2 write tis loh…aft she saw wat I’ll written in my previous 2 postings…hahahah..blah blah…ok ok, enough crap..always enjoy a session w her…be it lunch or jus coffee…we always hv e best of time chattin everything under e sun…getting nostalgia is jus part of e outing…sharing our views n comments over impending topics makes us laugh n make us think hard of our future, lives, n each other’s issues…so it’s fun!! Jo…..i wan moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! Can’t stand it………….aaarrrrgggggghhhhhhhhh…!!

Gonna hv a bbq in e pipeline..n Ser’s in-charge!! she better make it a stunner!! Hmmm…lik I told Jo, I’m gonna showcase my skills s Jamie Oliver of spore…hahah…*lik real* it’s only b e only time I can marinate food w e herbs n other foodstuff I’ve seen in cookin shows…yummy!! Tentatively, it wil b 12 May…hope it comes thru man…some1 better tell her!!! *Jo, it’s YOU!! No need 2 look left n rite…pls inform her ya*

Labor Day’s later in e morn…but there’s nth 2 do…i hope can think of sth 2 do when I wkae up…ok!! I’m done here…Jo wil b waitin 4 yr postin ya…n make it FAST!!

p.s though u dun hv e body of Carol Cheong, I still love u e same!! n I mean it..Kekek.. ;)

The TIGHTEST Ass I've Seen EVER..!!

i think my luck's been great lately!! keke...e scenario's e same agn...on e way back, alightin @ my stop, i saw tis Chinese lass w e TIGHTEST ASS EVER!!!!!! wanted 2 chase up 2 take a closer look, but my heels r blistered (caused by my new Pedro shoes)..so i couldn't...DAMN!! but tt view is unforgettable...nicely shaped, athletic body...n i think she didn't even wear anything down there!! coz i couldn't even c any G-string or thongs "marking"..but highly unlikely..inspired 2 work my ass too man..need tt perky butt 2 look sexy n hot 4 FIVB match...NEED AND MUST look GOOD @ e beach...coz all e babes n hunks wil b there...so i can't lose out too much...ahahahah...

tt's my FIND of the Day...ended e day well despite my bad flu...today's lunch was great..Ivan aka my hunky dory colleague invited me 2 lunch, together w 3 other colleagues...he got upgraded to EA2 n most porbably an increment...gd 4 him..!!! congrats bro!! but i'm also got e same upgrade!!! hahaah...he took 5.5yrs...n i took less than 2yrs...feel kinda pai seh...coz every1 took longer period, so i didn't tell any1 unless earlier on...n my increment's lik 20%!! highest i known in PIL...so i think my boss lik me..hahahaha...nonetheless, i'm resignin soon...so not much impact also...anyway, lunch's @ Secret Recipe w cakes...yummy!!! *gotta work-out harder man*

hope i gonna hv more such GREAT Finds tmr s well...kekekek...gettin naughty here...who CARES!! gonna hv dinner n med now...sleep @ 9pm tonite..................hopefully... :p

Dark Blue Bra?? On a Chinese?? huh...

kekeke..interesting ride home today..tis girl alightin @ Bedok was wearin a dark blue bra (coz she's wearing sleeveless) n she's Chinese!! i knw it's normal, but i seldom see a Chinese lass wearin tt colour...jus look out-of-place 4 me...hahahaha...anyway, she still look gd in it ; )..wear more colour variety gals!!! b Advantageous!!

other than tt, e 1st BEST thing was gettin my pay increment...a whole 21.21%!!!!!!!! yahhooooooo!!! which calculated to $350!! hahaha...i think it's e most in PIL history!!! kekke...n i'm promoted to EA2..1 grade higher than my previous grade..i'm now officially a Purchasing Officer i/o Purchasing Assistant... :p BUT!! i'm resigning soon...hahahaha...so it's a case of, "too little, too late"..n my colleague asked me, but i told her only 150bucks...feels she v fake..so i play along...but she's v well-liked by others...yr drama is damn gd loh...v scheming...but somehow, she's still gd...anyway, she told me she's gotten lesser than me...at least tt's WAT she told me...oh well : )

well...i had a gd day at work today...interesting lessons on English language, gotten my pay increment & e blue bra girl...wat more can i ask 4?? kekeek... :p

Adieu!!

Change a flat...Good wkend in mths!!

last fri, i changed a flat tyre!!! hhaha...it was v funny indeed..my dad n me..was drivin 2 e reservoir 4 my run..then feel sth has fallen frm my boot..then park in e reservoir carpark n realise i've a flat..a bloody key was e cause of it!!! thx God i was drivin some ulu pl, if not, dun knw who wil rescue me man...so i rang my dad n he became my knight in shining armour!! kekeek...but i was e 1 doin e work...he jus guide me along...v funny n insightful...a gd exp!! ;)

wkend was fantastic s well!! 2 days of sun-soakin, water splashin time @ Bedok Pool...sat was e usual 3km swim...n sun taught Irene e basics..but i somehow lost some patience, n she felt it bad...but i meant well ok :p...anyway, i dun knw y she can't float...jus dun knw wat causes it leh...need help here ppl!!!! but still, i'd a gd time...tanner now, but somehow fatter abit...ahahah...*must lose weight in time for FIVB World Tour...68kg at LEAST!!*

hope everything will b gd in my life..in our lives...healthy, gd kids, wealth...jus felt a simple life is e way 2 go...embrace it guys... : )

Sunway Lagoon, here I COME!!

jus came back frm People's Park Ctr...combed the whole of PPC to get e best deal on our imminent trip abroad as a "gang"..though only Soon, Jess, Irene n myself r involved..(Jo & Ser, where r u??? we missssssssssssss ya!!), n 4 other Jess' friends..anyway it's alrite...they r jus there 2 make up nos...kekeke...v bad hor.. :p

only 5-star travels provid Super VIP coach, so w/o a doubt, they are gonna b our transport provider 4 tis trip..coz other agencies only hv 26-seater, which will b v uncomfy in e 5hr trip North...outlay: S$211...not too bad, considerin e comfy coach...comfort comes w a price.. ;)

will b goin from 4-6 May (hopefully...still waitin confirmation frm 1 of Jess' friend..)...gonna b tanned s Louis Khoo liao...how??? hahahaha...nah, NOT!!..i'm BETTER!! kekeke..think tis yr wil be goin places...went Vietnam last mth, then M'sia in May...n hopefully Batam in May s well..goin w my colleague cum gd friend, Justin...4 wakeboarding session!! 1st time man...hope it wil be fruitful....n if my pocket allows, mayb, JUS mayb...will go Perth 2 visit my couz, Yanfen, n at e same time...sight-see ard..

Jo & Ser better make it 4 out next trip k..if not, dun friend u!! hahahah..

till e next entry!! signing out: Beachboy.. :p

....boring.....

been lazy 2 blog lately...toooo laazzzzyyyyyyyyyy...keke...s u cna c, i even dun bother 2 think of e heading..kekek...anyway, life's e same...nth new though...watch a couple of movies this mth..The Reaping was 1 of them...not too bad, but hard 2 believe... :p...March n April were e mths i watched e most movies in the shortest time-span...pretty amazin n pretty exp too!!...but there r JUST TOO MANY GOOD MOVIES!!...i think i gave some a miss...no $$ man...

had a gathering w e guys last Sat..went 2 Mind's Cafe @ Boat Quay..v entertaining i should say...price is pretty reasonable too..it's e same s Settler's Cafe but they r all crowded, so Jess recom tis pl...n it opens till 3am on Fri & Sat...other days i think it's 11 or 1am ba...for e girls, e waiters r drop dead gorgeous!! hahaha...esp 1 Ang-moh & another Malay guy...they r pretty handsome.. ; ) so go check it out soon!...it's almost rite at e end of the pathway near e river side...wil b there soon!!

Jo's jus went 4 her Lasik surgery n hope she wil recover fast...so we can go shoppin agn!!!!!! aarrggghhh!!! take gd care my dear...dun use e PC n tv 4 too long...dun wanna tire e newly renewed eyes, would u?? hv a gd deserved rest...cya soon next wk 4 lunch ya :)

Soon & Jed & HS..seldom speakin abt u guys, so gonna incl u in this posting...kekeke...work hard 4 e mountains of projs n impending exams tt wil b coming @ end April n early May..usual encouragement: Pass w flying colours!! hahaahah...hope u guys really do...hv fun in doin so s well...tt's should wat education should b...take heart guys..it wil b over soon :)

Baby Yve, my baby sista...hope u r enjoyin life rite now..eatin, drinkin n making merry!! dun forget abt yr studies s well ya...gd luck in yr next driving test k...dun lose faith..u can do it..jus b yrself n stay happy...it helps..think of me!! i'm sure it wil b a BIG "help"..kekeke :p wil b rootin 4 u ya...my heart wil always b w u...muack!

oh well...i guess i'm done 4 e day...written so much liao...i can go on writing..coz it's my passion..but i may overlap s it gets longer n naggier...kekek...haiz...my probs w my wife is here 2 stay...thinkin of dissolving e marriage b4 it's too late...dun wanna waste time coz it wil b unfair 2 her n me...so i'm tryin 2 find a solution now...or mayb i'll live w it 4 my whole life...like e Chinese put it: I owe you in e previous life...anyway, we'll let nature take it course...hopefully, God wil shed some light in my life n giv me some enlightenment FAST!! i can't hold it any longer...i'm not happy!! now i dread meetin her..coz there wouldn't b much 2 say n i can't smile while she's ard anymore... :( need some divine help here....

drop yr comments guys..gd n bad ones...some comforting words wil help too.. ;)

cya! muack!!