I have so many thoughts in a day, I wish I can encapsulate all of them and ponder on it when I’m free. I reckon it will intriguing and fun. As much as discovering new territories and land! In local context, as good as striking S$10 million in the Toto draw.
Sometimes it’s like déjà vu. Feels like it happened before, but then again, never. It’s so weird and funny. Sometimes, I would just pull my hair when I couldn’t differentiate the both of them. Hahahah…can be irritating at times :p Anyway, it’s just a thought of mine to dot this down, and what better way than writing it and posting in my blog. There! Done! 2 entries in a day…pretty daunting, but fulfilling. Kekek…
Monday, February 25, 2008
Love vs Career
People say when your love life is blossoming, your professional career will not be smooth sailing, and vice versa. But for me, it’s BOTH things that aren’t smooth sailing. I guess, I’m in the rut again. It’s a bloody vicious cycle.
Little to spend, and every month has to watch my spending. It’s a damn tedious routine and it’s starting to get to me. I’m weary and lost the zest for life. Come this Friday, I’m gonna make the biggest decision in my entire life, i.e. telling Irene that we should call for a time-out. I’m just hoping to minimize the impact by treating her to movie and dinner yesterday. You can say it’s to make me feel better, but seriously, I’m not. It’s never easy for such matters, no matter how many times you did it.
So, come 30th Feb, 0000hrs, I should have make my stand, cry a whole lot and increase the headcount of heart broken females by 1.
My heart is made of flesh too. I will feel sad, but it’s more of gloominess and depression rather than out-front tears and mucus. What is said, will be said; and what will be done, should be done. By the stroke of midnight, everything will be changed and 2 lives will never be the same again…ever. I just hope she does not give up the thought of marriage again and really does hope she finds a guy a million times better than me. That would be my greatest wish.
Little to spend, and every month has to watch my spending. It’s a damn tedious routine and it’s starting to get to me. I’m weary and lost the zest for life. Come this Friday, I’m gonna make the biggest decision in my entire life, i.e. telling Irene that we should call for a time-out. I’m just hoping to minimize the impact by treating her to movie and dinner yesterday. You can say it’s to make me feel better, but seriously, I’m not. It’s never easy for such matters, no matter how many times you did it.
So, come 30th Feb, 0000hrs, I should have make my stand, cry a whole lot and increase the headcount of heart broken females by 1.
My heart is made of flesh too. I will feel sad, but it’s more of gloominess and depression rather than out-front tears and mucus. What is said, will be said; and what will be done, should be done. By the stroke of midnight, everything will be changed and 2 lives will never be the same again…ever. I just hope she does not give up the thought of marriage again and really does hope she finds a guy a million times better than me. That would be my greatest wish.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Nothing better to do today...kekek
Had an ok day today. Pulling my hair out now!! Nothing much to do except for the change of instructions from my PM for new vessels. Seems like for every new vessel, there will be revised instructions. So bloody contradicted. Sian…anyway, not gonna stay here for long, so not gonna bother about her. And that thought belongs to other 3 other colleagues of mine. All just waiting for the fat bonus and get the hell out of HERE!! Hahahaha…
Aiyo, as the day passes, the more feminine I “think” I’m becoming. Hmmm…not sure how I derived that feeling or longing. Think I could become the next Jay Manuel (he’s the CD in America’s Next Top Model). Girly but yet keeping my man form ; ). Sounds tempting…kekekke…nah…gonna hold that thought in the back burner unless I go berserk. Hahahah… :p It feels more fun being gay than a guy. I think it comes with the package. Fun=gay?? I reckon they found in themselves their true selves and allowing that to surface and facing the world. A world that shun their species. But heck them, they go from strength to strength, and become stronger mentally.
Aiyo, as the day passes, the more feminine I “think” I’m becoming. Hmmm…not sure how I derived that feeling or longing. Think I could become the next Jay Manuel (he’s the CD in America’s Next Top Model). Girly but yet keeping my man form ; ). Sounds tempting…kekekke…nah…gonna hold that thought in the back burner unless I go berserk. Hahahah… :p It feels more fun being gay than a guy. I think it comes with the package. Fun=gay?? I reckon they found in themselves their true selves and allowing that to surface and facing the world. A world that shun their species. But heck them, they go from strength to strength, and become stronger mentally.
Sweets For My Sweet??
Late Post dated 18 Feb 08
Slept for over 8hrs and I still feel tired. At least I didn’t feel the need to sleep on the train :) I guess that’s a good start? Kekeke…in that case, I must sleep at 9pm tonite! Gods MUST BE CRAZY!!…well, that term suits me just fine ;)
Watched Sweets for my Sweet, and the guests were Jamie Yeo & Daniel Ong. They made a great couple!! I’m rather surprised though. Coz not all celeb couples are that lovey dovey. They were just INFECTIOUS!! Both were bubbly and jovial all the time. I think they complement one and other very well. Just like a scoop of cold, vanilla ice-cream on a warm chocolate brownie. Yum yum! That’s what they are like. When the melted ice-cream fuses into the moist brownie, it’s just heavenly…aahhhhhhh….so sweet hor.. hahahah….that’s how the situation was like on TV. Even Jade and Michelle also cannot tahan. Hahahaha…so swwwweeeeett that they almost puke!!
Wedding bells on the cards?? I betcha it will be real soon… ;)
Slept for over 8hrs and I still feel tired. At least I didn’t feel the need to sleep on the train :) I guess that’s a good start? Kekeke…in that case, I must sleep at 9pm tonite! Gods MUST BE CRAZY!!…well, that term suits me just fine ;)
Watched Sweets for my Sweet, and the guests were Jamie Yeo & Daniel Ong. They made a great couple!! I’m rather surprised though. Coz not all celeb couples are that lovey dovey. They were just INFECTIOUS!! Both were bubbly and jovial all the time. I think they complement one and other very well. Just like a scoop of cold, vanilla ice-cream on a warm chocolate brownie. Yum yum! That’s what they are like. When the melted ice-cream fuses into the moist brownie, it’s just heavenly…aahhhhhhh….so sweet hor.. hahahah….that’s how the situation was like on TV. Even Jade and Michelle also cannot tahan. Hahahaha…so swwwweeeeett that they almost puke!!
Wedding bells on the cards?? I betcha it will be real soon… ;)
Monday, February 18, 2008
Month of February
All the festivities are almost done and dusted. V-day’s past, CNY is coming to an end this Thursday, 21st. Collected my red packets but yet to bank in :), however I reckon it’s gonna hit 1K and above. Kekeke…
So far, February has been kind to me. Lotsa activities and happening events coming along. Parties (healthy ones, of coz!), exercise (about time I start my regime again), talk shop (my business venture), facial (mircoderma) and brow-trimming!! (need to schedule a day to do it before month end :p) So, there you have it…my schedule for the month! Feels very shiok with so much going on. What I miss most is my sleep. Haven’t been sleeping since my FM game arrives in my hand. Been clicking my mouse from dawn to dawn!! Haha…no joke! So tonite, I’m gonna sleep early @ 9.30pm!! Seems like primary school days, but I need the hours man. ; )
Beauty and fitness is the theme. And not forgetting fun as well…LOTS OF IT!!! Mmmuuaaacckkk!!!
So far, February has been kind to me. Lotsa activities and happening events coming along. Parties (healthy ones, of coz!), exercise (about time I start my regime again), talk shop (my business venture), facial (mircoderma) and brow-trimming!! (need to schedule a day to do it before month end :p) So, there you have it…my schedule for the month! Feels very shiok with so much going on. What I miss most is my sleep. Haven’t been sleeping since my FM game arrives in my hand. Been clicking my mouse from dawn to dawn!! Haha…no joke! So tonite, I’m gonna sleep early @ 9.30pm!! Seems like primary school days, but I need the hours man. ; )
Beauty and fitness is the theme. And not forgetting fun as well…LOTS OF IT!!! Mmmuuaaacckkk!!!
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Beauty Treatments
As I promised, here’s the review of the beauty services I’ve tried on Saturday. For the brow-trimming, it’s fast, cheap and their friendly service is their No.1 strength. Only spent about 15mins there and off to Nik’s Maple clinic for my micro-dermabrasion. Spent 1-1/2hrs and it’s worth every min!! coz, I fell asleep during the treatment. Hahahah…but I only sleep after the Extraction step, which is also known as squeezing blackheads. *pain!!* :p The massage of various lotion on my face was really relaxing. Really looking forward to my next visit in March. At first, I would ask what were the ingredients she used, but after that, I couldn’t be bothered coz it’s too comfy!! The air-con’s at a comfortable temperature, unlike the other beauty salons I’ve been to, which can be freezing cold. This is just nice and you girls can wear a tank top and bers, and you’ll still be toasty under the blankets. :)
Off to the next beauty treatment! Hmmmm…keeping fit is on my mind now. Getting too fat of late, need to run off those pounds and get those firm legs back!! Been 2 months since my last run. *bloody hell!!* Haiz, left 3 days to run…hopefully can cheat my body to thinking I’ve ran for 3 weeks and trim down my fats. Hahahaha…
Off to the next beauty treatment! Hmmmm…keeping fit is on my mind now. Getting too fat of late, need to run off those pounds and get those firm legs back!! Been 2 months since my last run. *bloody hell!!* Haiz, left 3 days to run…hopefully can cheat my body to thinking I’ve ran for 3 weeks and trim down my fats. Hahahaha…
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