Nightmares & Asking a Girl Out...which is Worst???

Had 2 very bad nightmares few nights ago. It’s so scary I woke up sweating. The only 1 I can recalled is, having acid eroded teeth after drinking Sprite earlier on in the day (which also happened in the dream). My dreams are so vivid it can span over days!!! I’m HORRIFIED!!! The 1st thing I thought of doing when I woke up was to make an appointment with my dentist…!! Hahahaha…

Scare the shit out of me man…haiz…thank God is not real. :)

Another thought that ran through my mind was not having enough guts to ask a girl’s number. It's my 1st time!!! I NEVER ASKED FOR A NO BEFORE..!!! I guessed I’m those who bark-but-don’t-bite kinda person. The girl was really sweet and had a killer body…I just gotta have to ask her out, but at crunch time, I failed….oh well, I’m not the gung-ho type so don’t act like one. Anyway, the feeling doesn’t feel right either. There’s no butterflies flying and there’s an inner voice telling me it wouldn’t work out either way….

Then how the hell I’m gonna find a partner!!!??? I’m out of school and out of work…so where to find??!!! Hahahah…and Facebook girls are just so dao!! I reckon I have to be contented with porn for now..hahahahaha…back to normality man, back to the 1 love I grew up in….SPORTS. She wouldn’t desert me for another man and will always be so inviting. ;)

I'M SO GOING TO AUSTRALIA!!

I’M SO GOING TO AUSTRALIA!!….Canberra, Perth & Sydney. Just saw the rerun of a travel log hosted by Darren Lim and I feel so attracted to the place already!!! This gives me another reason to go there asap!! Followed by visiting my beloved couz, Yanfen in Perth and army mate, Beng Seng in Sydney. Awwww……there is this fuzzy feeling that pulls you in. It’s AMAZING. I NEED to go there!!! I might even stay there, if I have a job there..kekeek…it’s just beautiful. The weather, the serenity, the nature. It’s just gorgeous. There’s no words in my vocabulary can describe what I saw. It’s totally the perfect place you want to raise a family in. :)

June is out of the question, coz it’s winter and December just seems so far away… :( sob sob….anyway, this will be etched in the back of my mind for a long time. If I were to travel for a few weeks, Aussie will be my 1st destination. Then again, I’ll have to re-look into my budget…hahahah.. :p

It's ME all over again.. :)

Pushed myself to run and not let my lazy bones take over. I need to run to have my nasi lemak breakfast today with Gimmy. Hahahah…need to burn off those extra calories before stuffing myself down with all that yummy rice, chicken wing and sambal chilli!!! Yummy!!! And that was only breakfast!!! Lunch was chicken rice @ Redhill. It was ok but bcoz I was so damn full (even had gastrics bcoz of that) , I didn’t finished… :p

So, today was just about eating and more eating. Met Su for dinner and eat again..hahaha…had ramen…so was STILL ok la. Just nice. :) Was busy as usual for the past don’t-know-how-many-weeks but still loving it…kinda getting too comfortable here that I keep forgetting that it’s only temp! Yeks!! Gonna send out some resumes soon once I’m done with my PGI. Keep telling myself that every single day in order not to lose focus…coz I need the money for a gazillion reasons…shopping, traveling, nice dinners, buffets, clubbing…n the list just goes on…………………………………….

Red Blood Cells RENEWAL..

After months of MIA, I managed to lace up and hit the road. And the feeling was FANTASTIC!!!!!! I felt rejuvenated and totally clear in my head. That’s the high I’m looking for after out in the cold for so damn long. It felt good to be able to run again. For once in my whole sporting life, I thought that was it. The BIGGIE. The Achilles heel that brought me grounded for good, was terrifying. Thank God, the physio said it’s showing signs of recovery and only then was I relieved.

6 months of inactivity and the phobia of injuring it again, really sends some nerves shaking when I took my 1st few steps. But after a distance, I knew I’m BACK!!! What came rushing through my head was the possibility of registering the remaining events for 09. Hahahah…maybe I’m too far ahead for my feet. But for sure, I’m not gonna miss the Vertical Marathon and SCM this year. Hell NO!! Gonna plan my training regime in weeks to come and build that rock hard body back. This year’s gonna be GREAT again!! Kekeek ;) I just can’t hide my elation!! I’m ECSTATIC!! For a sportsman not able to do what he was born to do, is just plain torturing. Now I can fully understand how the pros feel when they are hesitant to play after a long injury lay-off. It’s human nature man. If another serious injury hits them again, their careers might be over, worst still, they might be paralysed or bed-ridden.

Phewwww…the feeling of the sun and sweat rolling down felt good. And the cold bath after that just makes it even more shiok!! Well, I guess this week is getting off to a great start. Best part is, I finished studying for my PGI..Yahooo!!!! Play time!!!!

p.s. time to get my new pair of shoes, full length tights and cap!!

p.p.s I think if I never change some of the words, I might used many "great"s!!! hahahah...but it's a GREAT word to use!!! kudos to the inventor of this word ;)